suddenly i felt that i might go back to being a lesbian.
i dont know. currently not really a guy im interested in.
and i look at girls more den guys.
im too straight to be in the les world already.
and even my ex gf says i shouldn't turn back to it.
some one please turn me straight.
being a bisexual is not a good thing. cause u dont know who u really love.
and u can fall for any gender.

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11:47:00 pm

been single for about 10 months.
and somehow i miss being attached.
yes, i wont deny the fact that i miss it.
someone i can talk to when im down.
someone i can hug when i need to cry or when im freezing.
i want someone to tell me i can rely on him and he will protect me from the storms.
come to think of it. i dont think any guy can stand me.
i have scouts commitments, the only female in the whole unit.

camps and volunteer service to school.
commitments, irregualar working hours. people calling u at afterwork hours.
90% of my friends are guys and most of them are close friends.
no one will be able to accept me being so close to guys.
should i change or can i remain like that?

so friends, if one day u see me and i appear quiet..
dont ask me why. cause im i dont know how to reply u.
never felt so lost in my life before. just leave me alone for awhile.

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12:44:00 am

recently, im thinking of getting myself a sak yant or yantra.

what is a sak yant?
its a form of tattoo perform by a monk.
its a sacred ceremony, it started and ended with prayers with a longer blessing made after the tattoo was done.

the yant im interested is the haa taew.


it is one of the most common yantra designs for women.
Typically tattooed on the back left shoulder.
Each of the five lines relates to a different blessing for success and good luck.


get a sak yant is more painful then a normal tattoo.
there are rules to follow too. im thinking really hard if i should go with this or a normal tatt.

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7:48:00 pm

im still not sure what diploma i want to get yet.
interior designing or Tourism?
definately not engineering again.



my license. dad ask me to take all classes.
just when i cancel my bike account at CDC.
and my dad keep asking me about my bike license.


a partner, a best friend and a sister of mine!
i hope to find someone who will be there for me,
if things turn out well, maybe he will also be my husband.


SAMSUNG GALAXY S2
andriod phone to replace that apple.
and my 32GB iPhone will be used as a iPod.


CANON Ixus 230 camera!
okay lah, my camera is old and i need a replacement! LOL.

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9:40:00 pm

01、枕头旁边，电脑键盘旁边，出现一堆万金油、白花油、绿油精等提神药方

02、只要坐下来，小腹就有一滩肉

03、莫名其妙就会一大早醒过来

04、躺在沙发看八点檔连续剧30份钟就会开始熟睡

05、对于没有结论的冗长会议充满厌恶

06、觉得自己快要被一堆密码淹没了！

07、对于年轻朋友不让座这件事情会非常介意

08、对于磁场不对的人，可以毫无牵挂的跟她说再见、再见、再见……

09、KTV热门点播排行榜的歌曲完全不会唱

10、以前可以唱KTV到天亮，现在只要熬夜一天，就会累一个礼拜

11、急于想加入facebook之类的网路活动，以免被年轻遗弃

12、如果不喃喃自语，脑子就会打结。

13、越近的事情越容易忘记，越久以前的事情反而越是记得

14、觉得五份埔与路边摊的T恤都是给纸片人穿的

15、以前烦恼青春痘，现在烦恼小细纹

16、除非参加清早晨运的甩手功或庙会朝山活动，否则很难找到比自己年龄大的聚会

17、对于陌生网友的我们可以交朋友吗？说法，觉得无比愚蠢而没有耐心

18、认识新朋友的速度与机率逐渐钝化

19、越来越觉得专家说法都是唬烂

20、如果一天没有吃绿色蔬菜就会觉得身体怪怪的

21、逐渐没有耐心替烂朋友收烂摊了

22、越来越不喜欢改变已经习惯的习惯

23、很讨厌在外面过夜，因为要带好多东西

24、不知不觉，随身携带温水壶和牙线棒

25、懒的交新朋友的原因，是因为懒的从头交代自己的人生

26、终于认清老天爷真的很忙！

27、每次看到某某歌手某某影星过世的消息，就要感叹一次，我们的时代过去了

28、总是把重要的东西放在重要的地方，然后把哪个重要的地方彻底忘记

29、说你看过东京爱情故事，知道完治与莉香，周遭一片哗然

30、朋友们离婚的（数量/年度）开始超越结婚的（数量/年度）

31、对于星座、运势、紫微斗数、塔罗牌、两性专家与励志书，已经不感兴趣

32、参加告别式的机率比婚礼多，包白包的机会比包红包的机会多

33、再也不觉得年轻辣妹或帅哥是一种天上掉下来的幸福

34、以前糟蹋身体，现在被身体糟蹋

35、开始注意医药新闻，譬如银杏是不是可以预防老年痴呆

36、对于手机铃声开始感觉不耐烦

37、开始关心商品成份、制造商以及赏味期限。

38、最近有件事要告诉你，可是一看见你就全忘了

39、对路边的问卷部队非常有意见

40、对诈骗集团开始产生周旋的战斗力

41、逐渐喜欢到传统市场买菜

42、最讨厌听到如果你不怎样，就不能怎样这种威胁

43、在床上睡不着，起床看电视却立刻在沙发上打呼了起来。

44、不想起哪个忘掉的名字绝不善罢干休

45、对于RAP一点好感都没有

46、一堆人喊你XX姊、XX哥，而你很想叫她们――闭嘴！

47、讨厌过生日这件事

48、在不好意思和多争取就会赚到两者间，渐渐倒向了后者

49、对超商的集点活动完全没兴趣

50、对完美起疑，对不完美深信不疑！

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9:23:00 pm

watching this new drama now.

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11:17:00 pm

My next phone!
im getting the white one.
rf will help me customize my new android phone.
getting a purple cover for my lovely phone.
first thing im gonna do next year is to upgrade my phone!

cant wait for my pretty phone! :)

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12:30:00 am

watched immortals with sean and RF.
its was a nice movie, nice bods
we're suppose to watch 那些年 我们一起追的女孩 but tix sold out.
after watching this movie, im more interested in greek gods now.
zues, poseidon, hades and all!
i think athena(daughter of zues) is super pretty in the show.
all god and goddness are always good looking in movies.
im amazed by the power each god have!

off to study about the greek gods! :)

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9:59:00 pm

i want to watch this show alot! :)
friends say wana go jb, try out the new cinema and all.
watched the trailer and it attracts me alot. similar to first love (a thai movie).

** pause my video at the side bar before u start this


it somehow reminds me of my secondary school days.
its has been 10 years since i know my secondary school friends and we are planning for a x'mas party.
expected 10 person to attend, everyone of us have to prepared a gift for each person.
and im thinking what to do for them. we're still not sure who are attending.
something simple and memorable. :)

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10:52:00 am

a very sleepy tuesday!
a super nice weather to snuggle in bed.
there's nothing much at work now that's why im blogging.
talking to rf and sean on msn. haha. trying to act busy!
all my work jammed cause boss not around. cant give quotation and do costing.

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2:09:00 pm

meet a rongfa's new friend, sean.

a very interesting friend.

they went in JB earlier and i rush down after work.

had lunch at hongkong cafe.

walk around city square, KSL and Holiday plaza.

had dinner at hotel sentosa. :)

went home and drop dead.

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10:44:00 am

Quiet Saturaday!
So this is how i look when i blow my hair straight.
took me 2 weeks to really have the courage to cut my hair.
meeting my secondary school friends to JB after work!
more photos will be up soon.

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11:51:00 am

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