hiias... dear off day i wOrkin, my Off day his wOrkiin.. e onli time we can mit is onli after wOrk.. request off also can't get de... i jus wana spend more time wid him cause i noe when potong pasir open i wun hab tat much time for him ler.. i tink mus wOrk full shifts some more.. i'll be veri busy after stall settle down, going for supervisor course... i tink after supervisor course mike will allow mie to run shifts... so i'll jus wait!!! waitin for e day to come... =))

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3:02:00 am

ii wan to show u tat i can excel in everthing i do... although it's tough,but i noe i can do it... wOrk, i tink i've make it.. jus tat i keep usin my fone.. lOlx.. jus cut down on fone usage can alreadi... studies, i've studies super duper hard alreadi... but my GPA can't catch up... hiias.. 1st sem screw up... if not my results are alot better!!! scOuts, i noe i'm not a regular scouter but i'm tryin my veri best!!! i'll try to get my NYAA n BPA asap... i onli left 2 module for my explorer badge...my lOve life, he's a veri understandin person... so i doubt der will be ani probs.. =)) friends, i still hab time to hang out wid my frenz... yea!!! so my life is pretty packed and i'm doin well... to tat someone... sales is over... i guess onli the best buyer gets wad they wan... hao ma bu chi hui tou cao... 好馬不吃回頭草...

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1:51:00 pm

When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

For you I will, lay may life on the line
For you I will fight, mmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything

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1:45:00 pm

hey!! i jus recieve a call from my restaurant manager tat i'm going for supervisor course!!! it's like a dream come true!!! lOlx.. he told mie i can't be a supervisor cause he tinks tat i'm not ready yet.. haha.. suddenly he tell mie he's sendin miie... but mus skip 4 days sch... farkin happie now lorz!!! cloud 9...

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4:48:00 pm

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

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3:13:00 pm

abOut the RK house...




hokkien version of LOTR

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10:22:00 am

well.. i tink i hab to say sorry to tat someone whom i fcukin hell cheat... i was suppose to hab scouts meetin.. last min cancelled... i told u i got sth on... cause heard got extended meeting.. but end up meeting cancelled... not reali nice to call u out last min. cause i owaz do tat and i feel farkin bad.. so mit my other fren last min instead.. if u hab plans.. u can owaz tell mie.. i din noe u will plan so much..but i guess sayin sorry wun help oreadi..

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10:41:00 am

Hey! Changed my layout le.. Hee.. Damn happy wid it now.. Lol.. Prepared to go out.. Mit feng for movie! Lol.. Damn bored.. Hias..

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2:27:00 pm

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?

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2:34:00 am

i duno wad happen to my leg.... take out socks like tat ler... hias.. damn itchy.. but scared to scratch!! aniwae, i gOt some dunO wad busary... 1k lehz!! haha... tat will shorten my time of savin up for a lap top!!! hee!! tOday lessOn was Okiie lar... still not tat bad, time pass veri fast!! kaka... tOdae did plannin for circuit... was killin miie lOrz.. sO farkiin lOng nv do ler do half way draw rongly, so must restart every single ting... hiias... asked abt poly ler... teacher say i can't which course.. mus die die take engineerin!! actually it's was ok lar.. not tat bad...

i've fallin fer euu...

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1:11:00 am

hmm.. i pon by afternoon lessons... wahhaa... so farkiin bOring lorz.. lesson suppose to start at 8am.. i tot i reach at 8.30 veri late ler.. everyone should be studyin or wad... buden end up i'm e 8th person to reach class?? was like wtf?? haha... 1st to reach among my frenz...guai kia lOrz... kakaka... wanna die ler... go sch waste time.. tea brk go eat e rice... disgusting!!! hiias... went up to class to slp... startin understand but to the back slpy n dun understand so slp!!! haha.. nauti rite?? but who cares?? i bring rong book ma.. heard frm teacher my tis em project mus do walky talky.. haha.. cause me n jessica's partners are nt ard... so we decided to pair up leave e other 2 to die alone.. wicked mie... yeah... calculated even if my sem 3 n 4 get GPA of 4.. my average still onli hit 3.5... might not be able to go poly... =(( sad...

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1:01:00 pm

i jus tOld kOr tis afternon tat i might not wan to convert to full time tis yr end.. scared i can't become an efficient manager... scared later kena fire, got no mood to study ler.. yeah... i tink i'm pushin myself way too much... i'm startin to get tired of workin so hard and yet no promotion.. it's like wasting effort lar!!! i wish i had 2 off days... but i noe i can't... potong pasir is openin soon and der got not enuff staff... mus train new staff.. hiias!!! stressed... i tink i forgotten abt my studies... MT still can slightly remember.. but CI&E.. i dun tink i can remember wad i learn.. wahhaha... cause keep skippin tat lesson mah... fark up teacher.. damn ch** by* one lar... half way we switch teacher... i only nv come for 1st lesson, she say i owaz nv come... it's like wtf lar... treat malays like god.. we chinese get nth lorz... not tryin to be racist here lar.. but it's true.. veri piss off wid it... tinkin my 1st lesson tmr ish wid her... make mie dun feel like going.. but bo bian... wei le wo de 4 GPA... mus chiong!!! all the best to miie!!

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1:06:00 am

hmm.. these two daes went out wiid my dearie LG... lOlx.. we haben mit since duno hOw mani yrs le lorz.. it's like ever since i leave sch we haben mit.. haha.. yeah... all thanks to him, i learn tO be not afraid of bikes... haha.. kinda fun lar... keke... sch's going to start reali veri soon!!! i'm afraid i can't cope!! mus chiong to get GPA of 4!!! so can go straight to poly!!! reali freakin busy todae lorz.. gOt tons and tons of message comin in almost every single min... todae at work so fark up lorz... adeline suppose to come at 2pm.. but come at 4 but i din noe!!! it's like wtf lorz.. waiting for her to come take over miie eat so can do handover... haha.. but i clever... 4pm sharp run away ler!! hee.. *evil smile* dun care... went home take a nap before mitin aunty!! after dinner asked LG out for movie.. actual din wana ask him out scared he might be tired after work... so we actually hint each other... yeah... i duno wtf am i tinkin... i duno hu i like now.. i duno wad i wana achieve!!! screwed life!!! feel like changin job but change to wad?? hiias!!! stressed... duno should i contine study or jus work til i die?? parents wun help miie decide... i dun even noe if they got e money to support mie to poly cuz i definitely dun hab tat much..

*[ tell miie it's not a dream!!! tell miie it's true... ]*
*[ tell miie ur serious... ]*

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3:49:00 am

hmm... let's tok abOut hOw boring my life is... sch iish gOiin start sOon and i haben adjust back my sleepin time!!! omg... kakaka.. 10th april mit my dearie sis.. andrea!!! it's like so mani farkiin yrs nv gO out wid her ler lOrz.. since out 16th b'dae if i'm nt wrong... den 18th b'dae mit awhile nia!! yeah.. she change like 180 degrees lo... but she's alot prettier le lar [[i noe ur laughiin now]].. after hangiin ard til 6plus went back to stall tO help aunty nancy dO paper wOrk.. tat night was super proud of myself lo. did paper wOrk changed the posters and translite al by myself!!! chicken claims aso veri lil.. kaka.. 1st step tO beiing a manager!!! kakaka.. after tat wednesday (11th) new promo start.. was freakiin stress lar.. ii was wid 2 trainee base.. blur blur.. and tis stupid hilmi aso wana come in do e meltz tingy... kaka.. thurs was my off day.. mit harris at tpy kfc for lunch.. fall in lub wid meltz.. so bring him over der to try.. after lunch mit edgar at taka.. edgar's grand dad was some kind of big shot army person... yeah.. after slackiin awhile.. went to mit feng at paragon area.. walked to plaza singapura... hab our dinner at mOs burger... wait for fidel and choon heng to come.. watched meet the robinsons.. story line not so good.. waiting for the may blockbusters.. keke... alot of super duper nice movies lar.. after movie went to eat at kfc again!!! was like wadda hell lar.. off day eatiin kfc?? stella come over to mit us after work.. she's still the same.. never change... after smokiin went to novena to mit mayo and darren... went over to balestier point mit rey to play dota.. e coms der are so lousy lorz... mouse so useless.. hiias.. dun tok abt it ler.. den came today.. got taka for attchment... quite headache lehz... mus wake up early... it's like tis week i kena alot morning shift lorz.. make mie so tired!!!! hate it alot!!!aniwae sOme idOit say tat my blOg veri straight... =(( hOw to make it interesting?? sad sia..

*[ if ignorance is a bliss, u mus be the happiest person alive ]*

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6:24:00 pm

This is me at e summit! At 11.45am on 7th april..

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11:49:00 pm

This is me and e only female at e mt ophir expedition.. Bonzai checkpoint.. Haha.. I went mt ophir for my good friday weekend!

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11:46:00 pm

Hey! Haha.. This is me and feng.. Haha.. Me after my trainin outside square 21. Going yishun.. Smell like one chicken! So smelly..

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