aRgH!!! i'm so b0rEd... bored to death~~~ shaun went to his 2pid encounter camp... leavin all alone to handle stuffs... aRgH!! went to my aunt's weddin stuff.. she giving out cakes to relatives... hee.. haben seen her for years.. since i was primary skool.. wahaha.. she've big round eyes... haha. so scary... after tat went to scouts HQ for dReams3 meeting.. for sure i noe ppl will be askin.. where is shaun?? so i repeat myself for countless time... hiaz.. duno.. feel veri bored yesterdae n 2dae... 2dae fall ill le.. hiaz.. headache n giddy.. stop n go... so irritatin!!! tis is wad i'll becum when i'm not happy.. so muz owaz maintain hapi~ wahahhaa... cRazie w0man.. online wif no1 to chat wif.. hiaz.. 2pid manz.. aHhHhhh~!!!!!! hate my life.. so sucky~!! 2pid life... 2pid family.. 2pid computer... cursing everyting in my life~

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8:44:00 pm

after we quarrell yesterdae... i went to sit on e railin of his balcony.. lookin down frm e 2nd storey... feel 'high' n wana jump down.. i've got a feelin tat i'll be free frm everything if i jump... but thou deeper... der r bulb wires der.. if i jump.. might not die nicely.. hiaz.. duno.. juz feel tat i've been livin for no purpose... i dun haf a goal in life.. hiaz... der r mani stuff i wish to fulfill but yet all of them can't be completed.. wad's e life of urs? living til old.. haf a stable career? wif a family of 4?? wad's e goal of my life? hiaz.. duno lar.. suddenli feel tat my life is meaningless...

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7:43:00 pm

man!!! i got slap n hit by him again!! can't believe it.. he did it on purpose!!!! we went out for movie wif gary n xanne.. hMmM.. after ta actual wana go sEe fish but went to his hse.. was checkin mails.. den he saw wad some1 send to mi.. make him tink tat was i done was following wad he advice mi to do.. so he asked mi to answer frm da bottom of my hart.. so i said.. yar.. so wad if i followed? he expected mi to say this wad..so i said it.. he slappeD mE!!! after i said tat i follow wad he said.. it's like.. how can u jux hit mi lyk tat?!?!?! den i keep quiet all e way.. he keep askin n tellin mi abt yesterdae.. i din resist wad he did to mi.. hit mi.. scratch mi n stuff.. i keep quiet all the way.. until i couldn't take it ani more.. so i juz shouted back.. he make mi so sick.. feel like vomittin.. wtf!! aRgH!!!!

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7:42:00 pm

hmM.. yEsTeRdAE wEnt t0 hiGhtLitE hAiR bUt dUn0 h0w e aUntiE maKe untiL l0oK lyK dYe.. n0t liKe higHtliTe aT aLl~!! aRgH.. iT's liKe tAT sEe iS bLaCk bUt unDeR LigHt iS c0pPer.. bUt aCtuaLi n0t tAt bAd.. cUz sk0oL rEopEn dUn nEd dYe bLaCk..kakaka.. hmm.. lEts t0k aBt yEsTeRdaE~ wEnt b0wLinG wiF mY gaNg 0f fReNz.. hAha.. i diN pLaY 0f c0uRsE.. dUnO h0w t0 pLaY mA.. s0 jUx waTcH.. mUx bE w0ndErinG y i g0? haha..0f CoUrSe sEe fwEnz lAr.. dEn pLaY aBiT 0f p0oL b4 dEy rEaLi sTaRteD b0wLinG.. aFtEr tAt dEy wEnT 0fF.. xAnNe diN wAnA g0 h0mE eArLi s0 i aSk iF sHe WANa c0mpAnY mi dYe hAiR.. tAT sh0P iS nEaR sHaUn's hSe n hE inTr0 mI dE.. s0 oF cUx hE mUx g0.. dEn xANne sAy 0k.. s0 wE sEt 0fF.. sHaUn aT 1sT sAy hE'll c0mpaNy mI.. wEn wE ReaChEd e pLaCe t0 dYe.. xAnNe t0oK 0uT hiS gAme b0y.. n aSk h0w t0 pLaY.. hE sAid hE din cUm find mi at first cuz he say later auntie say he block her way.. i was like.. okie lo.. tat's quite a good excuse.. after tat?? wen i was waitin for washing? tat period of time abt 20-30 mins.. i was der sitting on e seat without my specs.. alone.. while he was wif xanne laughin away.. until 1 mins b4 i went to wash my hair he cum n talk.. he said he got company mi... after applyin e dye he cum n ask mi if i was alrite.. asking 2pid question onli!! wad can be rong wif mi rite?? wTf lo.. dEn i was tink he came frm a not so good class .. mayb iq n eq lower... not i look down but he make mi feel tat way~!! after dyin we went to his hse.. he on his computer n i said i wana play.. so he n xanne sit behind sEe mi play.. duno how they ended up on bed.. 3 times i saw shaun on top of xanne.. i duno wad happen b4 tat.. but xanne was trying to struggle to brk frEe..he wana pinned xanne down.. cuz she hit him.. 1st time i hep xanne out.. 2nd n 3rd time i can't be bothered.. 'wo kan bu xiao qui' until it's time for xanne to go home.. he ask mi if he should wait wif her.. i said ani ting he said he juz send her to bus stop.. den i waitied at his hse for 20 over mins.. tinkin sth muz be rong.. so i call him.. he said he juz see xanne up e bus.. i was like.. wtf lo.. u wait wif her nv tell mi.. make mi waited so long inside ur room.. he said tat i dun haf e right to be angry.. why i dun haf..

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9:53:00 am

hMm.. last sat n sundae went to camp.. onli managed to take photo of e campfire.. lolz.. some leisure camps.. tok to ppl which i nv tok b4 in e group.. hmm.. flyin away on 26th nov~! lolx.. so excited abt tis trip.. goin so far for so mani days.. lolx.. =p 

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1:04:00 pm

sian dAe~!! aRgH~!!!! actuali met xanne go jurong dE but i neda go grandma hse clean up her place... she's been away for weeks n der r lots of dust ard.. so help clean up.. wake up late.. heE.. 7+ wake up last nite slp at about 12+ so go granny hse slp awhile while waiting 4 aunty to arrive... hMmM.. my c0usin send ringin tone to his hp.. but duno why can't hEar.. hhaa werid rite? same LG but older model.. haha... colour fone but can't recieve.. kaka.. but he got 2 fone.. LG n panasonic X66.. haha.. aFtEr clean sit down n tok wif aunty,grandma n mummy.. haha.. talkin abt huang na's death.. so poor ting.. she was found naked without ani ting.. murdered n seal inside box.. e murder dump e box at somewhere.. hiaz.. so ke lian.. dEn mum ask grandma if she's still going thailand cuz now is chaos.. muslims r killing buddists in sounthern thai!!! yesterdae 2 monks was killed~!!! n my grandma normal goes to temple wen she visit thai.. so she decided not to go.. she might be e next targeT~!! haha.. grandma pass mi 401.10 china dollar!! which is about SGD$100.. so much for mi to spend in china.. lolx.. she said can't take so much cash out.. dey'll 'tok' ur money.. haha.. so becarEful.. haha.. granny dotes mi alot lehz!! haha.. shaun take photo.. wE were fine until we walk pass a billard shop??he stopped n look at ppl playin billard n we were watch 2 different tables.. he ask mi watch another table if e person will shoot into e hole anot.. din reali noe which table he referin to so i continue to watch e table.. den he's mad abt mi cuz i din reply him.. dEn he becum frenzy n wan to leave e place..so i shouted back, 'why u can stay n watch i can't??' cuz it's like i din noe which table he referin to n i'm aso watch another table.. he push mi to 1 corner n started nagging n nagging n naggin.. like granny like tat.. worse den my ah ma lehz~!!! after abt 10mins of lecturing i can't take it n walk away.. everytime i walk away,i'll be pull back by him.. hiaz.. my hands hurts alot.. i walk brisky to PS.. sian.. wana calm down n be alone but he keep following mi.. so irritatin.. why can't he jux leave mi alone for a moment?? aRgH!!! dEn 1/2hr later we sit vdown at e mrt station.. said stuff i shouldn't said n hurtin.. den i jux walk away.. went up to PS awhile abt onli 5-6 mins n went back.. go back to e place i leave.. he wasn't der alreadi.. so i went down e station n waited.. NEL i waited for 3 train before going to NSL waited 7-8 trains.. spend abt 40 mins waitin.. i WaS so stupid.. he told mi he was on his way home alreadi n i'm still waiting in dobhy ghaut.. so stupid of mi to tink tat he'll be comin back for mi.. so i stupidly waited for him at e train station.. watch so mani trains leave hopin tat he'll be on 1 of them.. called him n he told mi he's at serangoon de taxi stand dEr.. den he decided we meet at boon keng stantion.. clarify stuff... hiaz.. i duno lar.. am i stupid to wait for him in e mrt station thinking tat he'll be back for mi??

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7:55:00 pm

hiaZ.. din haf time to blog last few daes cuz of work.. but this week i'm onli workin 1 daE!!! it's like wad the fark... whole week work 1 dae onli.. some more 6hrs nia.. wasting my time on this job lehz.. now too late to get another job le.. so unfair lo.. wana bluff us a?R every1 else get to work at least 3 times if not den nv work de.. why mi onli once a week?? aRgh~!!! 2pid manageR... hmm.. duno lar.. hope to find a job which i can work for onli 1 month.. cuz going yunan soon!!! no time n money to spend dEr~!! hiaz.. wei le wo de NYAA [gold] mux ping ming le~!!! haha.. t0o ambitious le lar mi.. owaz tinkin of achievin tis n tat.. but end up wif nth.. haha.. so tis NYAA [gold] die die aso mux gEt.. haha.. hMm.. 11th my contacts lens going to expire le.. hiaz.. no money to buy new one so wait till after my yunan trip den get new de.. going to get violet ba.. haha.. duno will suits me anot.. haha.. saw a MD player in cash converter i like.. 49 bucks.. quite good quality dE.. but duno worth anot lehz..metalic blue colour dE.. if not wrong is sony or aiwa dE lar.. haha.. small small de jui dui le.. but e problem is no burner how to burn cd? n 1 mini disc is not cheap.. haha.. so mani stuff i wish to buy.. so lil money so spend lehz!!!! aRgH~!!!

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7:06:00 pm

changed my address to prevent troubles.. hiaz.. jux nw type so long.. deleted le.. sian.. lazi to type so long...

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