"If two people are in love,
you can do nothing about it."



♥ Monday, June 26, 2006
happiie


was farkin happy yesterdae!!! guess wad?? fei fOllOwed uncle tan van drOp by at tOwner!! ii was liike , 'ehh, hOw cOme ur here?? cOme here fOr??' she saiid she gOiin nOvena, sO fOllOwed uncle lOrz.. haha.. was jumpiin ard after she left.. tOld marcus tat she cOme dOwn.. ii saw her!!! haha.. was gOiin craziie.. jus gOt news tat ii wun get prOmOted tO 2 star until next year.. hiiaz.. kiinda sad actually.. 24th july gOiin fOr evaluatiiOn but next year den get prOmOted.. mus change my attiitude befOre ii can get prOmOted.. ya.. sO wiish miie gOod luck!! Okiie.. yesterdae help ken run shiift.. cause he wasn't feeliin well and shu miin ask miie tO help hiim.. kiinda fun.. haha.. fiinally gOt wad ii wan.. was dOiin flOor.. kaka.. daMn relax.. dunO why alOt new staff dun liike tO dO.. u get paiid jus tO clear table.. niice riite?? haha.. aniiwae ii'm suppOse tO wOrk at 12pm.. wasn't feeliin tat gOod.. dun feel liike wOrkiin..


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12:59:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 25, 2006
lOve lurve n lub


meet someone u love most and understand the feeling of love ; cause only after u understand the feelin of love , u'll realise who u love most; when u experience loviin someone n beiing loved, learn wad's love, u'll find out know hu suits u best and able to spend ur life with. the one u love most all the time never choose u... the one who love u most of the time iis not the one whom u love.. and the long lastiin one iish neither the one u love nor the one who love u, jus tat he appeared at the right time.no one will purposely change their feelings... the time when he love u, he reali love u..but when he dun love u, the reali dun love u already.. when he love u, he can't help pretendin tat he dun love u.. same when he dun love u, he aso can't pretend tat he love u.. if u still love him, u should wiish him good luck n be happy.. hope tat he n his love one iish together and never seperate them.. if ur gonna stop him gettiin his reali happiness, tis means tat u dun love him anymore.. but if u dun love him, wad rights hab u got to say tat he change his feelings.. love is not havin the person.. if u like the moon, it's impossible to get the moon down, put in in a box and let the moonlight shine ur room.. in another words, if u love someone, u can use other method to have it.. let ur love one be part of ur memories..if u reali love someone, den love him the way he is.. love his good part n bad part: love his good point n bad points.. don because u love him n wana turn him into someone u wish him to be.. if it din turn out to be wad u wish, u wun love him animore.. when u reali love some one, u can't list the reason why u love him.. u onli noe without him, u wun feel good.. u wish someone was here with u.. true love ish when at times of difficulties the both of u still did not give up.. in love, u need to give up and dun expect return.. break up is a test, if u two are not stable.. den admit tat u hab lose..

if one dae, we meet on the streets.. i'll tell u "i'm veri happy now." .. i'm only pretendin.. if we can onli meet on the streets and not togeth
er.. how could tat be happy? tellin u tat i'm happy iish onli to let u noe tat i'm not hurt n sad.. if i ask u if ur happy now? wad's ur reply?? i wish tat u'll be happy always.. tat will be the best reply cause lovin u aso means tat i wish tat ur happy.. u got wad u wish for..there's nothin i can wish for anymore..


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12:30:00 pm
quOtes


"Loving a person is never easy. especially when u have to let her go.. but some things r just not meant to be.. love can always be there.. but keeping tt person beside me always when she dun belong to mi totally is painful. who says letting go is easy? no.. it wun be.. unless u try.. "

`_ iit's nOt easy!! and never gOnna be.. keepiin u by mOii siide iis hard.. ii triied these past 7 mOnths but nO gaiin but paiin.. hiiaz..



"Love is when u cant even imagine wad ur life would be without another person. When words dun come close to how ur heart feels & even though it doesnt make sense to other ppl, u know u are meant to be together.. And u spend all night thinking about her.. & in the morning, u never feel more rested. Is like, u have to grab onto something cuz it seems like ur whole body is abOut tO float away.."

`_ ii'm haviin thiis feeliin.. everyOne thiinks tat i'm craziie, ii nOrmally dun get dreams.. but these few days hab been dreamiin Of euu all niite.. can't get iintO sleep.. jus feel tiired everytiime..


"If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you. If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go "

`_ ii never wana let euu gO, u leave miie.. u make miie gO craziie..seriiOusly, ii wana destrOy my vOiice sO u wun feel tat ii'm lOud n nOiisy..

i was hurt.. i recover.ready to go.. ready to be hurt again.it's just like a routine..again n again n again,but somehow, ppl stil tend to go for this..-- love --

`_ cOme acrOss thiis.. ya.. but i haben recOver.. i dOubt wiill recOver.. ya.. sO ii'll waiit fOrever...


"lOve iish abOut hatiin asO.. at fiirst, u will lOve the persOn.. but after u break up wiid them.. u'll start tO hate them.. wiithOut lOve, der's nO hate.. "
`_ cOme tO tiink Of iit, ya.. kiinda true.. but ii dun hate u.. iin mOii hart, ur stiill mOii babiie..


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12:09:00 pm
scOutiin dae~!!


hiie everyOne.. haha.. jus cOme back frOm a driink at tOa payOh..shall blOg abt tOdae... after sOoO lOng, ii fiinally went tO scOuts.. haha... was haviin great fun der thOu ii never take part at any spOrts.. haha.. was the camera wOman.. e Onli female der.. kakaka.. meet sOme hiigh rank peOple.. was like dehydratiin.. need tO take care Of the bOys cause lester n hOng sOng went Off tO see the name cards.. xiiang jiie was playiin at One Of the games.. den left miie, a small tiny rOver tryiin tO cOmmand the bOys.. ii was liike nO pOwer cause dun gO dOwn sch tat Often n i'm a ger i guess.. feel kiinda useless.. but at least sOme Of them did respect miie.. lOlx.. was damn shag lah.. Oreadi diin hab enuff sleep, ii speak wiif nO pOwer.. sO ii jus siit dOwn at One cOrner makiin sure every siingle One Of them driinks water.. kiinda stress.. ii can't dOwn them cause rOvers are nOt allOwed tO dO tat.. sO diin reali earn their respect.. kiian wee n lester asked fOr mOii opiiniiOn abt rOver meeting.. haha.. as usual, i bull shiit alOt Of stupiid stuff Out..as cute as usual.. the cutiie iin scOuts.. lOlx.. iit's liike the whOle bunch Of us were self prOclaiimiin tat either we're cute, iif nOt handsOme.. haha.. aniiwae mayflOwer gOt brOnze fer basketball n handball.. kiinda surpriisiin aniiwae.. after scOuts went tO lOok fer feng n darren at nOvena.. went tO watch garfiield 2.. nOt reali niice ii guess.. ya.. garfiield's still better.. after mOviie slack at shaw awhiile waiit fOr jae befOre gOiin tO tOa payOh.. was damn shag.. my face were all red.. haha.. liike put blusher.. dunO why asO.. was farkiin tiired but whiile ii was waiitiin fer bus feng suggest tat we all gO driink.. haha.. tat stupiid jae pull miie alOng.. was sayiin u all Old kiids tryiin tO teach xiiaO meii meii hOw tO driink ar? drank bacardi liime.. haha.. miie n jae was talk abOut lOve.. haha.. i've grOwn mOre mature accOrdiin tO them.. feel sO prOud Of myself.. kakaka.. ii've tiink alOt deeper.. was kiinda giddy n message fei stuff whiich ii keep iin my hart.. my hart iish farkiin paiinful and ii jus feel liike stabbin mOii hart~!!!! but can't.. ii nOe alOt peOple will be sad.. fOr Others ii shall nOt dO tat..ii'm falliin siick ii tiink.. my face was red the whOle dae.. diin get sun burn lehz.. dunO why asO.. liips are fOrever dry... Once ii wet iit, iit becOme dry immediately!!!iit's terrible!!! sOmeOne help... aniiiwae sher n miie tOk tiings Out yesterdae niite.. feel alOt better at heart.. tat's all fOr tOdae!!

thiis iis fOr u!!!
bu zai hu tiian chang tii jiiu, zhii zai hu cheng jiine yOng yOu..
ii'm glad tat i have u Once, ii'll never giive up!!
ii wun get a new lOver iin the near future, ii say ii'll wait.. ii'll dO iit~!!


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12:51:00 am
♥ Friday, June 23, 2006
a dae Out


hmm.. Okiie.. nearly can't make iit fOr my exams til fei (fOr thOse hu dunO, she's mOii sO called babiie whOm ii've refer tO fOr the pass 7 mOnths) sms miie iif ii wake up Oreadi.. suppOse tO meet her at her vOiid deck gO sch tOgether.. den iit's liike 8 mus reach sch,but 8 den ii jus wake up.. sO rush all the way fOr sch lah.. ii nOe can't get cab de.. sO heng when ii reach bus stOp, bus jus cOme.. reach interchange, 145 will depart iin 5 miins tiime.. lucky was Onli 5 mins late.. 1 bad tiing when ii'm late fOr exam.. den miie n jasnii can't lOg iin tO the test paper.. ii was liike.. wtf iish tiis!!! late den can't lOg iin.. but luckiily ii gOt study abiit fOr iit.. and memOriised the fOrmula.. heng lar.. ii tOt the paper was quiite easy.. lOlx.. after exams went tO shaw tO meet ah feng.. haha.. she reached der verii earli whiile ii take my Own sweet tiime tO meet her.. quiite piity her lah.. cause yesterdae tOn le.. den sO earlii mus meet miie.. haha.. after tat we went tO bugiis de temple pray.. actualli wana gO viillage walk walk lOok fer pants de.. but end up nO shOp was Open!!! ii'm liike thiinkiin.. wad iish tOdae's date!!! why am ii sO suay!!! after walkiin ard when tO ciine tO get tiicket.. was gOnna meet my sec sch fren.. rOng fa, kaii ern n wen fang.. they briing alOne anOther fren called andy.. lOlx.. watched jus mOii luck.. damn furniie shOw..u guys shOuld watch... after mOviie went tO hereen tO take neOpriints.. miiss the days when ii'm iin sec 4 man!! after takiin phOtos, walked tO plaza siingapura.. hab diinner der.. the iindonesiian stall.. haha.. damn niice.. nOt lOng darren cOme tO meet us.. actually plan tO see viics de.. viics iish mOii ex classmate.. giviin hiim suppOrt.. but when ii'm buyiin stuff they run Off..they saw viics!! hiias... diin get tO see hiim.. but nvm lar.. den my frens went Off.. miie, darren n feng went tO the new open cathay.. diid sOmethiin stupiid lah.. shall nOt mentiiOn.. after tat walk to selegiie take 56 tO tOa payOh meet c-jae at arcade.. wait fOr darren tO fiinish hiis game, tOk tOk den tOok 235 hOme..

u liied!! u brOke ur prOmiise...


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11:07:00 pm
♥ Thursday, June 22, 2006
riight iin mOii face


Okiie peOple.. she tOld miie tat she wana break up.. she dun wana drag anii lOnger.. sO as jae saiid.. lOviin her asO means lettiin her gO.. sO ii'm gOiin tO let her gO.. but i'm never gOnna giive up On euu!! ii'll be waiitiin tiill the end Of tiime.. she finally keep her prOmiise.. sendiin miie hOme fer the last tiime.. nOw she's at mOii liiviin rOom sleepiin.. she's tOo tiired.. she hab fallen siick.. bOught her viicks tO clear her blOck nOse.. giive her back her 1oo bucks frOm Our accOunt.. she asO pass miie back my atm card.. hiiaz.. but she refuse tO keep the twenty bucks.. but i secretly transfer tO her accOunt.. dunO cOrrect number anOt asO.. haha.. ii jUs dun want her tO be Out Of cash when she's wiif HER.. iit's nOt reali niice fOr the giirlfriiend tO fOrk Out everythiing fer the bung riite?? as her BEST FREN, i shOuld help her Out.. ii hOpe u wun regret wad u've chOosen.. takkiire!!!

ii dun wana be ur best fren.. ii wana be ur g3r g3r..


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12:27:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 21, 2006
sadness fiill mOii wOrld!!!


hiiaz.. yesterdae niite at 11:o2pm.. she message miie n tOld miie she gOt sOmetiing iinpOrtant tO tell miie.. ii'm liike.. Oh gOd.. she's gOnna tell miie stuff ii dun wana hear abOut agaiin.. and ii tOld her ii wan her tO say iit riight iin frOnt Of miie.. and tOdae she's gOnna tell miie after wOrk.. iit's liike wat the fuck lOrz.. why mus u Once agaiin keep breakiin mOii hart?!?! kelviin tOld ya tO take gOod care Of miie when he's iinsiide..but hiiaz.. tat dae ii asked u alOt questiiOns.. everytiin she wOn.. frOm tat mOment ii nOe u wun stay lOng.. hiiaz.. der r reasOns why ii wan her tO say riight iinfrOnt Of miie... ii wana ask u alOt questiiOns.. waiitiin.. u saiid ur waiitiin tO striike 4D sO ur will giive miie 1oo tO spend fer mOii chalet.. u tOld everyOne tat we're back tOgether but after afew days?? but u saiid u wana gO back.. she gOt wan she wanted, why can't ii?!?!? ii hate 22nd!!! iit's Owaz liike tat.. they owaz wana break up wiif miie One thiis verii day.. guess nOt gOiin tO celebrate mOii b'dae Oreadii.. saddness!!!

lOviin euu iish the reasOn tat keeps miie gOiin On..


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12:50:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, June 20, 2006
diisapoiinted =((


hiiaz.. farkiin diisapoiinted siia.. she tOld miie she nOt cOmfiirm iif she's back tO miie.. ii'm liike.. why everytiime ii put my hart iintO a relatiiOnshiip, the OutcOme wiill nOt be wad ii expected.. aunty jane tOld her, iif ur nOt cOmfiirm abt the answer, why still prOmiise ppl?? iit's liike ya lar.. why say ur back when u feel liike iit?? ii tOt ii can fiind back the Old us.. but nO.. ii dun even nOe wad's she tiinkiin.. yes, ii can say tat ii nOe her verii well.. ii nOe every biit Of her by her every actiiOn.. sOmetiimes iit asO shOck her.. ii tiink she's gOiin back tO her.. she says she mOre happy wiif her.. she say when she's wiif miie e mOre she wana gO back tO her.. SHE tOld her tat iif she's gOnna patch wiif HER.. SHE wan a lOng term One.. iif nOt SHE's nOt gOiin tO waiit fer her aniimOre.. maybe ii've lOse but ii'll never giive up!! ii'll waiit fer her.. fOrever... she's the best ii can ever get.. why she can get wat she desire, why can't i??

never want liife wiithOut euu!
i'll be waiitiin n waiitiin...


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10:58:00 pm
♥ Monday, June 19, 2006
iis iit true?


erm.. babiie's back tO miie.. feel happy.. SHE was verii weii da ii thOught.. she tOld babiie tO cOme back tO miie as she tinks tat babiie lOve miie mOre den her.. at fiirst ii tOt babiie was kiddiin but she shOw miie her message.. ii was liike iish she seriiOus?? On da Other hand babiie asO saiid she cOuld nOt let gO thiis 7 mOnth relatiiOnshiip.. hmm... tiink ii shOuld cOunt mOiiself lucky ii guess.. she saiid she wana leave but end up back tO miie.. i treasure wad ever whiich iis ard miie after ii lOse shaun tat tiime.. ii tOok hiim fer granted n regret fOr wad happened.. never gOnna let hiistOry take place agaiin.. siince iit's da past, i shall nOt mentiion hiim agaiin.. ii jus hOpe babiie cOuld prOmiise miie tat she wun leave miie agaiin... iit's kiinda hart breakiin tO hear her say wana break up everynOw n den.. yes, iif ur miie.. u wOuld hab lOse iinterest Or faiith iin her riite.. but nO, ii treasure her every siingle sec.. lOve her til the verii end!! ur my bOo, babiie!!! she's back nOw and ii still feel iinferiiOr!! the feeliin iit's liike she's nOt miine.. any mOment she'll be gOne.. ii can't get iintO sleep cause ii fear the miinute ii wake up, she'll be gOne.. gOne fOrever.. hiiaz.. nO sense Of securiity.. ii wana fiind back the securiity u Once giiven miie..ii wan tO be the Old us.. ii'm tOo tiired after sO manii blOws.. never wana lOse u agaiin, dear..


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12:16:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 14, 2006
can't get iintO sleep


hiiaz.. can't get iintO sleep.. hab been twO days.. yesterdae at teO's hOuse asO liike tat.. was turniin n tOssiin On da bed.. all e way frOm 12am tO 10am.. ten full hOurs nOt iin sleep.. hiiaz.. ur spendiin ur happiie tiime wiif her.. miie sufferiin liike shiit.. onlii the fiirst dae lehz.. hiiaz.. hard tO surviive.. stuck iin wOrds.. siianz.. hiiaz.. onli ate One piece Of pizza siince yesterdae.. lOst mOii appetite.. jus feel liike cryiin and when ii hab a shOulder, tears seem tO dry up.. but when ii'm alOne.. tears start rolliin nOn-stOp.. ii miiss her badly.. iit's the 1st tiime after sO lOng ii'm haviin thiis feeliin!!! ii dun liike tiis feeliin.. ii miiss the tiime when i'm at nOvena n ur at shaw.. u spread the whiite bread wiif nutella and ask uncle pass tO nOvena.. every One was envy Of miie den.. nOw.. shall nOt say..


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1:32:00 am
♥ Tuesday, June 13, 2006
brOken up!! hart brOken


okiie.. ii'm berii verii sad nOw.. she brOke up wiid miie On Our 7th mOnthsary.. iit's liike wtf.. and she prOmiised tO cOmpany miie til the last miinute aso never make iit..nOt even a goOdbye kiiss Or hug!!! quiite unhappiie abt iit lar.. hiiaz.. make darren, c-jae and feng cOmpany miie e whOle niite but ended up sleepiin.. diin sleep well yesterdae siia.. wasn't feeliin tat great.. hiiaz.. she saiid mOst prOb cOmiin back but end up?? hiiaz.. ii bet she went der n all Of her frenz physcO her back.. she saiid she'll decide agaiin.. she's veri confused.. she will patch wid her n see whether it go smoothly.. cuz she told her she'll patch wiid her.. kena feel liike a spare tyre man.. kinda sucky.. but ii lOve her.. bO biian lOrz.. let's see bah..she saiid tat ii'm a gOod gf.. it's jus tat her miind keep thiinkiin Of her... ii dunO.. she keep sayiin ii lOve u On da last day.. jUx hOpe tat she wun regret wad she've dOne bah..iif she tiink tat ii'm better she'll cOme back.. went tO watch mOviie wiif darren n feng.. benchwarmers.. quiite a niice shOw yeah.. ii'm nOt as happy as befOre.. ii'm liike as quiet as wad u wanted.. ii'm nOt as lOud as befOre.. ii'm nO lOnger the ld hazel peOple Once nOe le!!! smiile dOesn't nOt lOok sweet anymOre.. hiiaz.. ii'm just tOo sad tO say aniitiing.. waiitiin fer u tO be back babiie.. tears jus dry up.. ii can't cry aniitiin Out.. my iillness iish cOmiin back.. tOdae onlii eaten One piiece Of pizza.. tat's iit.. went tO tOa payOh kfc.. anutiie may say ii becOme skiinniier.. hiiaz!!! why... ii'm jus too sad.. ii hab nO mOod.. feng jOke abt her when ii wake up.. she saiid.. if she reali lOve babiie, she will hab becOme skiinner.. but she's still as fat, means her lOve fer babiie iish fake.. ii'm liike wah.. why say tiill liike tat.. verii bad leh!! sOrii iif ii keep calliin her babiie.. but ii refer her as babiie.. anywae iit's mOii blOg.. ii nv call her iin persOn liike tat can liiaO.. ii've made mani changes fer her.. and she jus leave miie liike tat.. the mOney we saved tOgether.. ii dunO shOuld we cOntinue saviin Or jus spliit iit up.. darren saiid she'll nv cOme back.. hiiaz.. nvm lar.. ii dun care wad she say.. ii'll jus waiit fer her!! waiitiin.. and waiitiin..

ur the wOrld's luckiest person.. cause u can choose to "lOve miie" or "nOt lOve miie" ... but ii onli can chOose tO "lOve yOu" Or "lOve yOu mOre"!
™† 你是世界上最幸福(de)人因為你可以選擇 "愛我" 或 "不愛我"... 但是我只能選擇 "愛你" 或 "更愛你" †™


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11:46:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 11, 2006
last dae


hmm.. tOdae iish the last dae... ii must say 1st ii diid nOt physcO her.. alOt ppl hab asked her tO changed her miind.. liike anuty jane, fiidah, c-jae, ah feng, ken.. alOt ppl.. dunO wad they hab tOld her.. she tOld miie tat she haben decided yet.. bUt she Owaz liike tO dO stuff whiich nv gO thru her biig miind.. duno thiis tO be cute Or dUmb.. maybe thiis iish wad makes her cute.. these few days, mOii qualiity tiime hab been blOck by ITC, us teachiin jiia yiin hOmewOrk, wOrkiin full shiift at different places.. iit's liike wadda fcuk lOrz.. iit's liike e wOrld asO dun wan us tO be tOgether.. =(( hiiaz.. sad.. later iish the last dae i'm gOiing Over tO her hOuse... anuty jane say ii becOme mOre skinny le.. face becOme sharper.. ii dunO.. lOlx.. maybe bah.. cause these few days a feel liike vomiitiin when ii see fOod.. vomiit quiite alOt stuff Out.. kaka.. ii lub her!! jux hOpe she wun leave miie fOrever!!! dun wan everythiing gOes tO waste.. the accOunt we Open tOgether?? the mOney we've saved tOgether.. the tamagOtchii we wanted tO buy.. the days we went tOgether, aren't they sweet n niice?? nOt beiin nasty to say thiis but thiink of iit...
`__ she's Owaz e One treatiin u, yang nii..but wiif miie ur mOre liike a bung... at least we pay fOr Ourselves.. u wun feel tat iinferiior.. u wiif her, dO u get tO earn mOney liike wad ur earniin nOw?? nO riite!
`__ when ur sad, ii'm Owaz by ur siide.. iish she Owaz by ur siide?? even when ur quarell?? miie! nO matter wad u scOld miie Or hOw u treat miie, ii'm Owaz by ur siide thOu ii nOe iit's irritatiin at tiimes..
`__ yes thOu we hab uncOmmOn iinterest, ii've Owaz cOmpany u play pOol even when ii'm verii tiired... iish she liike tat?? ii dunO..
`__ whO iish the the whO can stand ur attitude.. and pretend nOthin had happened after tat.. miie!
`__ yes, ii nOe ii may seem tO hack care u.. but she's nOt wOrkiin, she dunO iif the iinjury iish seriious anOt.. ii kena wOrse den u, Of cuz ii nOe wad's paiin, wad's nOt..
`__ when i'm iin da rOng, ii'll admiit(but nOt owaz ii nOe).. her? she'll make iit liike iit's ur fault and end up u need tO hOng her...
these are wad ii've tOt.. hiiaz.. ii dunO hOw was iit but ii jus hOpe she'll stay... driiftiin away..

shuii haii jii de shii shuii xiian shuO yOng yuan de aii wO,
yii qiian de yii juii hua shii wO men yii hOu de shang kOu,
guO le taii juii, meii ren jii de, dang chu nan xiie wen rOu
wO he nii shOu qiian shOu , shuO yaO yii qii zhOu daO zuii hOu


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10:55:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 09, 2006
sad..


hmm.. as she prOmiised, after iitc den she'll blOg fer miie.. hiiaz.. sad.. why is iit owaz liike tat de.. but nevermiind.. i'll waiit fer her de.. waiit n waiit.. at least ii noe i'm e most ti lian ta de.. she sayang miie e most de.. i'm contented.. ii jux wana say ii lub euu fOrever!!! thiis whOle week hab been fun n sad.. thanx fer e everythiing.. ii realli appreciiate iit.. lub euu owaz!! -1211- ii hOpe euu'll cOme back.. ur nOt a jerk.. euu'll be mOii cute babiie 4ever!! k?? miiss euu!! mUackx..

as fer iitc.. ii nearly gOt iintO the natiOnal team but lOse by a few pOints.. nevermiind.. i'm hapiie abt iit.. ii hab liil traiinin.. n i've gOt tat far.. ii'm gOnna traiin fer next year!!


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2:00:00 pm
entry by babiie


sayang.. tis is the only n the last blog.. i gonna write 4 u.. sorry tat i gonna leave u lei... erm i oso v sad tat i gonna leave u.. sorry tat i m a jerk... haiz.. i hope every1 out there hu knw her.. try 2 console her n cheer her up... ger thanx 4 the days u have spend wif mi... i m so sorry my sayang..... pls lar... don cut ur hair lar.. it not worth it lar...stay pretty 4ever k.. miss u plus luv u...
hope u study hard k.. don quit skoolcos of mi hor.. todae i tin i will b eating the last meal tat she cook 4 mi...don sad or stress. if u got problem, u can cum n find mi.. B HAPPY OWAY....



from ur .... BABIIE


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1:47:00 pm
♥ Monday, June 05, 2006
sad sad 7 monthsary


hmm.. tOdae jOurney hOme was lOnely n lOng.. actually nOt lOng but it seem lOng... a shOrt 2o mins bus jOurney.. caused babiie was nOt wiith miie.. she tOld miie she was gOiing tO leave miie fer sher.. after liike 7 mOnths tOgether.. i'm liike.. shOcked.. why?? asked her tO stay wiith miie tiill at least sundae caused i'm attached tO shaw on friday and sunday.. ii dun wana spoiil my mOod wOrkiin.. tOdae went tO wOrk wiith a sad face.. everyOne was askiin iif i'm Ok, why am ii sO quiiet.. i jux gOt nO mOod tO wOrk n tOk.. tryiin tO keep my tears.. fiiniish mOii clOsiin at 10pm sharp.. was siitiin at the table infrOnt Of cashiier.. hOpiin tat 125 will drOp babiie... but after 15mins.. she messaged miie and saiid she nOt cOmin.. after seeiin thiis message, tears started rolliin dOwn.. my hart jux wun stOp bleedin, tears wun stOp rolliin until c-jae called miie.. asked her to console miie.. i'm like brOken dOwn.. hart brOken!!! ii miss her badly.. iish tiis the last time she's gOnna hurt miie?? ii dunO.. iinfrOnt Of her ii act brave.. ii dun wan her tO cry.. she chOsen thiis path, she hab to bear e consequences riite?? jux hOpe she'll chOose prOperly.. when she've decided abOut this, cOmfirm leavin.. i'm gOnna cut mOii haiir.. u guys shOuld nOe when i'm veri pissed, i'm gOnna cut mOii haiir.. hiiaz.. darlin, i miss u badly!!!


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11:02:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 03, 2006
triial run


hmm..todae gOt triial run.. must wake up farkiin early gO tOa payOh dO Our Own set up.. shag!!! we were e 1st tO reach there.. waited for everyone.. ii was inn-charged Of base set up.. babiie was iin charge of burger station while i'm incharge Of e fry station n pitco fryer... learn quiite alOt frOm e setting up.. after tat.. e game start at abOut 8.15am.. ii was deploy 1st Cook and 2nd Cashier 2.. wasn't realli was ii wanted.. haha.. but somehOw similar.. caused ii wanted 1st cashiier, 2nd cook.. hmm.. fOrgotten tO wear aprOn befOre washiin hands.. set up was Ok.. but when ii finiish rackiin chiicken, ii fOrgOtten tO scrape pOt.. fOrget tO hook back the basket.. instead ii went to clean up.. finish everything very early.. still gOt time tO gO cashier and base ask iif theiir Ok.. den when ii returned.. ii was thiink.. can't be sO fast wad.. nOrmally ii dO asO nOt sO fast, why tOdae sO fast.. den think, my pOt nOt hOoked back, so managed tO dO everythiing back and save back my pOints... hee.. quiite happy.. after ii wash my hands, went tO cashier.. help mayO supply Only One pOt Of chiicken.. caused ii tOt Onli supply One pOt and der's Onli One pOt iinsiide the FC.. lOlx.. but Over all was Ok.. ii gOt quiite alOt bOnus card.. take 8 Orders and 6 were perfect.. thiis was the fiirst rOund..2nd rOund, ii was the 1st cashiier2 and 2nd supply base..same tiing.. ii supply chiicken.. siian.. ii was the Onli One who played 2times cashier2.. but when ii gO Over supply base.. friies dead, zinger balance zero.. was panic!! ii dunO wad tO dO.. they were tOkiin abOut theiir OperatiOn and did nOt care much abOut miie!! ii felt so lOst!!! my base iis buang one ii nOe!! lOlx.. was quiite happy wiith my results.. Overhead wad lynette and peralyn was tOkiin tO michael.. haha.. ii was quiite steady.. gOt chance~~ lOlx.. bOast up my cOnfidence man!!! my aiim for thiis champs challenge iish tO get best cOok Or best cashiier!!! lOlx.. hOpe tO get either One.. cheers!!!


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8:07:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 02, 2006
mOrning blues


hmm.. tOdae wake up duno why verii piissed.. caused ii set alarm at 8am fOr babiie tO wake up.. den she keep sayin she wana lai chuang.. until 8.15.. we already late for class le den she wana go at 9am.. duno why aso.. den before ii leave house charge my fone liiao.. she at niite play until low batt dun wana charge fer miie.. leave until low batt.. hiiaz.. maybe mens comiing liiao.. duno lar.. den she piissed off with miie.. tink caused i'm irritated.. siian.. den ask her com school earliier.. she dun wan.. i help her do, she aso dun wan.. she dun wana get e mark, i help her do, she aso duno.. dunno wad's she's thinking...


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9:45:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 01, 2006
Ministry Of Sound


i'm typiin tiis entry veri fast i'm in a rush! went to mos on tuesdae nite.. quiite cool.. hee.. went der late caused darren quarrell wiif gf.. den was cryin.. we're frenz so console him b4 leavin for mos.. changed my background.. niice riite!!! haha.. k lar.. got to go le!! buaii frenz... got time den i'll blog again a longer one for u guys!!!


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