im glad it's over.

i went to drink w kelvin at Dragonfly last night.
saw bf outside powerhouse.
commotions outside the club is not fun.
but we manage to talk things out.
from then, we both realise we can't live w/o each other.
(or maybe it's just me)
breaking up is just a rash act.
we love each other alot and all i want to do now is to work on our future.
ilu.

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3:44:00 pm

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up.

“Pretend you don’t love him, just pretend.
Then two things will happen.
He’ll realisee how much he misses you or
you’ll realise how much you don’t need him.”

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11:56:00 pm

10 things guys wish girls knew

1. Calling you on the phone does not mean what you think it means.
2. You are much prettier without all that makeup.
3. When you act spazzy and giggly, its seriously embarrassing.
4. Gossiping, whispering and writing notes makes you look beyond shallow.
5. Boys worry about what you think of their hair, skin, weight and clothes.
6. PMS is no excuse to he mean.
7. Talking about your "big" butt is so boring.
8. Tight clothes look uncomfortable, cheap, and sort of desperate and insecure.
9. Most boys are looking for the right girl.
10. If you like him, just tell him.
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doesn't mean that i show u a smiling face means im happy.
doesn't mean i dont talk abt it means i dont care.
the fact is that im thinking deep and hard.
i dont want anybody to ask me what happen to me.
i just wana be alone.
the world doesn't stop for me, life still continue.
yes, i maybe doing stuff like normal.
that's just to keep myself busy from thinking.
i dont wana bother abt why u dont wana meet me,
why are u treating me this way and stuff..

seriously, i dont think i deserve to be treated this way.
we will work this out, right love?

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1:16:00 am

SATURDAY NIGHT AT CHERRY WITH CHICKENS.

it's the gathering of the chickens.
kelvin asked another 2 of his friends along. hahaha.
it was fun. nice singing performance, but the dancers are not so nice.
very happening night, bouncers came into the toilet to if i saw a guy inside.
den minutes later, a guy was came out of the cubicle with a girl.
nice music and stuff. reached home at about 5.30am!
sleep till 1pm and nua on bed till 2plus den wake up..
family gathering at my place.
lao yu sheng and after that went to movie w bf,his bro and edward.
adam was watching the same movie as me! like so qiao right?
went back to sleep.. and here i am wake and ready to work.
hias. dread to work man!!

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8:18:00 am

BUDDHISM


i've been listening to buddhist music recently.
it helps me relax. keep me feeling calm.
imu. haben hear from him.. :(

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10:28:00 pm

totally agree to this.

and that's the reason why im still here.
cause im crazy in love w u! :)

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12:26:00 pm

I need a new look.

"I loved you once, can I love you again?
I don’t know.
But I would like to recapture what we once had.
And how can we do that if you’re not here.
So, I’m asking you, please stay."
- quote-book

hey! i finally know how to do a LJ cut thingy in blogger.
suddenly feel so proud of myself. haha! dumb shit right?
actually i miss bf quite alot. haha.
didn't get to talk to him for the past few days.
and his hp kena confiscated by his SGT la.
so must wait till tmr den can hear from him..
saturday he coming over to 拜年.
after that he go celestine hse play mahjong while i go drink.
maybe going neverland/cherry/sabai.
haha.. i hope ppl can make it lah!
miss the chickens! :(

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11:03:00 pm

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
AND BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!

and a advanced 34th month to bf.

it was nice meeting my cousins this year.
see most of them this year.
except zz, kimberly, majella and shannon.
so not too bad this year.

today is the 3rd day of cny.
and im dead bored at home.
home alone! mummy went to patu bahat.
daddy's out to god-knows-where.
my irritating sister took the sims3 out of my laptop to install into her desktop.
without my permission when i told her ytd i dont wana lend her.
ask for my cd back and she 'what' at me when she did sth wrong.
this is what IJ(typ) teach in sch?

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1:14:00 pm

Finally it feels like a normal Saturday morning! I feel good abt it.. Have been feeling fcuked up for the past few days. Life is like so miserable la!!

I'm tired alr, need to head to bed. Good night all!! :)

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3:01:00 am

Lying down on my bed now..
I need another phone to use.
Bf took e iPhone back alr.
Tot of gettin a blackberry curve.
Or a iNo d100.. Both at 100 dollar..
Haha.. Idk la.. I miss him..
I'm really really sorry.. :(


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11:38:00 pm

I'm tired. Slept at 2 last night I think. Almost couldn't wake up for work. FML..

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9:28:00 am

i hope i can still get tickets for the air show.
if not have to wait another 2 years.
quite tired actually, slept at 4 last night.
dearie wake me up to ask me to go to the airshow.
showered alr, waiting for the sistic store to open.

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10:44:00 am

i rained my touch alr.
now it's pretty pretty.
bf is coming back tomorrow..
got to pick him up from airport.
wondering if i should bake his favourite sherperd's pie for him.
his bro ask me to give him surprise.
hide one corner and hug him from behind.

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11:34:00 pm

im damn fking bored!
someone pls ask me out!
haha. my l4d is down.
my warcraft is also down~~ ARGH!! damn!
on the bright side, bf is coming back on saturday!
woohoo! :) like finally la.
im bored to death alr loh!!!

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