1st of all hapi teachers dae to all da teachers out der~! special delications for mrs heE~~ hope she'll delivery lil benjamin smoothly~! wahaha... quite hapi n disappointed 2dae... due to some reason which i'll state lata.. 1st of all.. 2dae got aces dae~! mux do excercise 2dae... veri furnie workout.. g0t linedancing.. b0xing, basketball, waving.. 2pid sia.. as a sp0rts leader , muz do cuz we're wearing our yellows... kakaka.. we all hafin quite lotsa fun.. after tat we were incharge of stations.. mi n xanne incharge of hop scorch.. n0t a single soul appear... hiaz... as wad xanne say.. which i agree.. it's our 1st time see ppl hafing fun which ourself can't haf fun.. hiaz... wanted to play e kite.. but mux take charge of station.. so sian.. feel so left out.. total left out.. onli wenfang, hui ying, hoe chuan, nat and jian quan cum to visit.. every shuan hu yesterdae said will cum n find mi din cum.. i was lyk.. bored to death 4 e 10mins.. after tat return maths paper.. i was so hapi.. i g0t a1.. 80.5~~ i was lyk jumping mad.. cuz i win wenfang n kaiern hu were frm e express maths.. suppose to take 'o' levels this yr.. wen i saw my paper1.. i was confident enuff to pass e paper~ cuz 53/60.. so wonderfully scored.. but paper two did badly.. onli score 27.5/40..it was unbelieveb tat i scored a1.. is will definately help mi alot..tat i shared e good news wif shaun..but ended up making him feel inferior.. this is good or bad?? after maths was chemistry... i scored 33/50 for chem.. duno if my physics will do well anot... i tink will flunk... cuz i duno every single ting~ after chem is mother tongue... g0t 56.8/100.. quite hapi abt it le.. cuz i pass~!! n0t everytime pass chinese de lehz.. kakaka.. den we went off early for recess... all of cuz cna't be bother cuz prelims juz over n reali no mood to study thou 6th is our 'n' lvl.. kakaka... during recess quarrel wif shuan.. dun wana say e whole process... after recess juz enjoy e concert as much as i could.. it was veri fun.. hahha... i lyk 5n2's skit... so funnie... sharil's band was nice.. but e singing, '.......' shi2, lulu n pingz sing christian song heard frm hoe chuan.. not tat bad... haha.. tat's abt it.. my fishies mate le~ e process so cute.. e male overturn e female... den eggs drop, male go n put inside mouth... go up to e bubble nest n fertilise e bubble... quite cute... hmm.. tat's abt it.. bYe~

~*~*~* a vEri hapi t'cHeRz dAe *~*~*~

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2:35:00 pm

erm... today 1st dae after exams, so sianz... 1st period PE, mr zaidi dunno gone where for 15 mins then come back collect our belongings then run away again.. leaving us rotting for 2 periods.. wen fang bring her photo album to skool and show it to us... inside there got alot of FAKE couples... some look veri fake and some look quite real.. haha.. wen fang and vincent quite 'pei' got fu qi xiang.. lolx.. got one veri veri nice wan and they look lyk real couple.. after PE is chem... we got back our exam paper.. for paper 3 i got 13/20 so lousy sia.. usually i get 15 or 16.. Hiaz.. accounts, mr lim told us not to study too much 4 our exam.. coz it will lead to mental and physcial breakdown.. chau fainted coz she din't slp enough tt night.. he also insist tt we take vitamin C everyday & if we r free, turn on the music and start dancing... tis will help us relief stress & by taking vitamin C help us keep our body working properly... after recess is assembly, we went to campus 1 for our assembly... my class tourism grp got certificate of participation & 150 Cash voucher... after tt kana caught for hair so 'LUCKY' strike TOTO also not so heng.. tat 2pid singh say those whose hair touch collar muz go out.. den i was thinking, mine quite short, dun ned to go out.. but tat 2pid faRking seah point @ me n xanne say we mux go out... onli g0t 3gers go out.. so heng rite?? why i kena den e rest of e gers nv kena.. aRgH~!!! pek chek de lehz.. den i no rubber band, ah singh say no rubber band den dun cum skool... i was tink.. 'fine~! tmr dun cum' but muz do sports leader duty' so bo bian , muz cum.. kakaka.. tmr in-charge of hop-scorch... dEn tat ba-bu-singh aso say i owaz brk skool rules.. wear ankle socks.. dEn mrs seah say sth veri funie.. say i veri gd.. cuz frindge veri neat n tidy, tat's y my face so clear.. xanne kana say.. cuz her frindge covering her face.. tat's y so mani pimple.. i was lyk lauffing away... so funnie.. she hold or support my waist ask us go sit down.. so pai seh de lehz.. lolx.. but e most pai seh ting oreadi done.. nvm aniwae... last yr le.. pai seh lo.. kakaka.. aFteR tat got 3 periods of maths.. cuz mr lee juz gif us test paper t0 do.. so sian.. den we all tok... hahaha.. after skool rush to jurong 4 interview... reach there on time then walk around IMM and after 5 mins then found the shop from the directory... den wen we found e shop, go up can't find.. so funnie~! walk rong direction... turn back found out tat e shop is juz beside e lift... lolx.. 2pid ritex?? den he mr tan [ not shaun tan , but tony tan... kekeke] ask us fill up particulars.. so mani stuff to fill in sia but quite fun lar.. den mux inject tyfoid[spell wrongli].. so suay.. i inject b4 but no cert... hiaz.. den muz take again.. e uniform not bad lehz... kwel.. cap is those open top 1.. g0t 1 black tEe n apR0n.. n0t tat bad.. tink wear jeans ba.. neda g0 for training.. den i'll be working frm 16-20 sept... =p..

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8:30:00 pm

hmm.. 2dae morning go ah ma house to pray for ah gong... kakaka... so long nv go her hse le.. den wen uncle saw mi, he v shocked.. hiaz.. tot tat my lil cousin will go.. but end up nv go.. hiaz... lolx.. so sleepy thru out.. cuz doing nth... watch e taekwondo olympics.. males vs 4 3rd position.. and female vs for 1st postion.. quite boring...lolx .. meanwhile tokin to [ d A r ].. bth him sia... playin frozen throne and toking to mi.. pek chek de lehz... he jux wun concentrate.. den it's lyk i'm holdin on to my fone.. not tokin.. u noe how much radiation is released into my head?? hiaz.. den after tat watch one piece... hiaz.. half way wen to haf lunch.. lolx.. den my auntie say we eat eat 'ALOT' [lil]... den mummy say dey're lyk tat... aunty say, no wonder dey're so slim.. lolx.. after eat n watchin one piece , met dEaR at serangoon.. on da way, steal ppl's crab.. haha.. tink e crab escape.. den bring it back to dEaR's house... his father went to let it free at punggol der.. hmm.. suddenli wana rear fighting fish.. lolx... duno y aso.. kakaka.. den we went serangoon north der buy fishie..rackie around for abt 1/2hr before buying..we buy 1 3/4 moon blue colour de male fish.. 1 white n red female.. wen to e bird shop.. took ph0tos of parrots.. kakaka... go to my photo album[pics frm fone] to sEe~~ after tat cum back n haf steamboat wif his family.. abit werid.. cuz his grandma was der.. and i was sitting beside her.. she's veri kind.. n look exactly lyk [ d A r ] mummy... she help mi take food... hiaz.. feel a sense of home~ cuz no1 usualli take food for mi except for my grandma.. but seldom i haf dinner wif her... got a strong feelin of 'HOME' warmth n comfort.. feel so bad 4 my family.. i dun feel this @ home.. i feel lyk staying in a 2 star hotel at home.. felt left out n cold at home.. where no1 would care for how i feel n stuff.. hiaz.. i onli haf my bed, soft toy, mogu pillow, handfone n computer wif mi.. to keep mi frm the cold n stuff at home... juz felt abt jealous tat dEaR haf such nice family... my family, a pice of sh!t.. it's so unfair~~ but yesterdae preaching.. said to be thankful to everythin u haf.. so i onli can be thankful tat i haf such family... or not i'll be a bad person.. i grew to noe how to treaasure wad i haf alot.. grew to be more independant den others... hiaz... wad i do ? juz hopin to get out of my house asap~~

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5:48:00 pm

yaHo0~~ finali my prelims are oveR~!! hiaz.. but ended veri late 2dae.. onli 1/2hr before e rest of da skool end.. cuz after accounts paper ah te0 kep us back fer social studies remedials... can't she gif us a brk? last paper still dun let us off~!!! still mux stay back let her scold.. keep us back 4 1hr lehz~!!! den actuali is end at 11.50.. she ended at 12.10~!! so late~!! tmd de lorz~~ aRgH~ every time lyk tat... as if we're her's lyk tat.. still say wen skool reopen... everydae mux stay back after skool do social studies until 9 sept.. den after tat everydae stay back study geography... mad woman sia... she tink we're superwoman n superman aR?? we ned time to rest de lo.. still ask us dun study 4 languages... study 4 her combined humanities... she tink onli humanities is important.. argh~!! 2pid mad woman~~ she soooooooooo crazie... dEn acutal meet dEaR @ bishan at 12.. den change alot meetin time... until comfirm say 11.30 cuz ah teo actuali say 12.15 realise us.. but duno y so late.. den [ d A r ] reach j8 veri earli.. dun wan him to cum skool cuz later ah teo let us go.. but aso at e same time see him.. so ask him cum skool lo... haha... he walk frm j8 to skool.. so funnie... den his tired face so cute~~ kaka... g0 hQ buy bronze n entrolment badge... den go back skool give CLs e badge..haha.. tat's 4 nw... bYe~

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2:58:00 pm

hiaz... jux br0ke [ d A r ] heart... sh0rt of feeling veri guilty n stuff.. tink abt it 4 quite a time.. jux feeling tat it's so unfair 4 him.. he has been torleranting mua... wad haf i been doing??i'vE been breaking his heart... his burst 0ut into tear alreadi... wen he ned mua , i was not wif him... he was correct.. he was der wen i ned him.. wen he ned mi , i br0ke his dEaR heart... is it becuz this is his 1st relationship or becuz i'm not mature enuff? wE've been arguin alot lately.. feel so werid.. onli after it has happen i regret wad i've done.. i make his heart shattered~~ jux now cried cuz i made his dEaR heart shattered~ i dun deserve him comfortin mi tat's y nv told him... hiaz... feel so up sad wif all these stuff... am i being too much?? hiaz

~*~*~* l0st in l0vE *~*~*~

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3:07:00 pm

hiAz... s0 fark up sia.. my family so irritating~!!! do this can't do tat can't.. cum hm onli kana scolding... nv cum home aso kana scolding~!! WTF lo... dEn i cum home earli dey say i stay @ hm do nth... g0 out say i everytime go out.. wad dey wan sia~!!! fArk up sia... aRgH~!!!! g0ing gAGa le lar~!!! g0inG cRaZiE~~~ hiaZ... dEn mY damn sisTa s0 pRoud... expRess steam so wad? biG fark ?!?! ppl duno h0w to diff 'N' n 'O' level.. shE say 'i express, she normal de.. normal 5yrs.. express 4 years.. wE'r diffErent~!' so wTf lo.. dEn mY 2pid mUmMy as0 aN0thEr @#$%@#% saY '1st tinG is dUn0 sHe caN g0 5n[a] an0t' look d0wn on ppl lo.. doeSn't mEan i'm po0r in studies, means i'm lousy~!! AFter all it's their fault tat i din do well.. i'm e 1st child.. 1st child is a failure.. of cuz let mi rot myself.. gloom e 2nd 1 to be beta lar~~!!! hiAz.. but she 4g0t to add e elements of 'COURTESY' and 'RESPECT'.. n0t courteous at all... jux sCream at ppl.. den duno wad is proper manners.. where got y0unger siblings call elder siblings by name de?? wah lau eh.. bth... din even show respect 4 ppl older den them.. lyk mua 4 example.. lo0k down on mua.. i'm lots beta den her lo.. she onli good in studies... e rest lyk fark.. n0t sporty... spoiled bRat... s0 ugly still wana act cute , act chio... noe herself ugly still wana put so much make up~!! so disgusting... put aso duno how to put nicely... bo skill wana act wu skill.. i'm n0w cUrsing mY g0d daMn siSta taT sHe wUn find s0me1 hu wiL luRvE hEr wH0LeheaRt [thou it's abit too much, hu careS? she does not haf e basic element tat a human being should haf~!] aRgH~!!! u tinks being e elderest is EZ aR? sh!t lo.. so difficult living n communicating wif 'em .. mux set gd examples... but wen i set gd example, n01 caRes... n my paRents... hiaz.. h0peless sia... s0 biAs.. wEn my sista do well 4 her exams.. parents reward 'em.. lyk allow 'em to buy expensive stuff.. but 4 mi? wen i t0p e claSs [2nd.. 33.5/28] i ask 4 small reward.. dey say it's normal, ur maths so good... fARk lo... it's lyk i so hapi.. so difficult to catch up wif tat wen wei.. finali 1/2 mark behind him... parents nv even say.. well done or sth lyk tat... dey say it's NORMAL~!!! it does not mean i'm gd @ maths means i can top e class... not every time i top in class.. while my sista top in class most of da time.. she get wad ever she wants.. aRgH~!!!! dun tok abt them le lar~~ fark up.. make mi boil onli~!! tok abt my guides~!! lolx.. tat makes mi lots more hapi.. but quite wasted... mi nearli get gold award lehz~!! onli short of 4 signature... dEn jux take homemaker , pioneer n adult 1st aid badge can go 4 PGA le~! hiaz... in dilema if wana go back 4 guides anot... if go back , maybe can get PGA... still got slide chance.. help out guides... if nv go back, may regret not giving my PGA a chance~ hiaz~~~~ wad t0 do laR... some1 tell mua~!!! hiAz.. wAhaHA.. f0rtunateLy mUa [dAr] iS dEr fEr mUa... iF n0t u'll see mi in IMH[insitution of mental health]... kakaka.. hiAz aGain.. 2dAe comb sci paper... comfirm fail de... my physics, paper 2.. half of it i duno.. den tikam any how do.. sure fail de... chemistry got abit hope lar... so overall still will fail de... hiAz...

~*~*~*~* wad a life i haf *~*~*~*~

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4:44:00 pm

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

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6:29:00 pm

hey..20tH auG g0t cLusTeR 7 aMaZinG raCe TeLemaTcH... i wAs in cHaRgE oF e MutLi-raCe... nEd d0 5 stUfF aRd e haLL.. 1st iS dRiBbLe hoCkeY baLL.. 2nD bOunCe pinG p0nG baLl wif e bAt... 3Rd dribBLe bBaLl... 4tH bOuNcE paPeR baLl... 5tH roLLeR bLaDe... qUitE fuN LaR... aFtEr tAT sHauN cUm sKoOL mEet mUa.. waLk pAsS mAc tAT tiMe sAw mZ bAriYa.. wEn t0 mY bl0cK n siT d0wn unTiL timE t0 g0 hM... kaka... dEn 21 of aug.. 1st time wear jeans to guides meeting~!! lolx... so fun.. seni0r le... kakaka... help mdm yante mark testw0rk.. so fun~!! so mani different answers... dEn bluR bLuR any h0w let 'em paSs... s0 g0oD ritEx.. dEn dEy hAf gaMeS @ caMpuS 1.. wEn t0 sEe mR liM d0 aMaZinG rAce stUfF.. niCey... afTER tAt mEt dEaR in sKoOL g0 fEr veNtURe mEeTinG... aBsEiLinG... it'S s0 l0nG siNcE i LaSt d0 aBseiLinG... d0 aT caMpUs 2 tEcHniCaL bL0cK... 1St tRy 2nD sT0rEy... 1St tRy wAs sCaRy... i n0e wAd t0 d0.. bUt wEn i'M d0inG, 4gEt eVeRythinG... kAkAkA.. dEn fRm 3rD st0rEy jump d0wN vEri sCaRy.. cUz wE dUn hAf aNy tHinG t0 sUpP0rT.. kAkA.. oVeRaLL wAs fUn... i WeN r0und e t0iLeTs tAkiNg ph0tOs.. lolx.. sO fUnNy... jiAn jUn pReTeNdinG t0 uSe e t0iLeT.. lolx.. dEn i g0 tAkE.. rEaLi l0ok LyK uSinG t0iLeT.. kakaka... i'm gLaD tAT CaN j0in bAcK vEntuRes.. kakaka.. eSp wiF dEar.. yUpPiE... kaka.. aFtEr tAT g0 cHuRcHiE.. hAHa.. pReAchinG dUn rEaLi unDasTaNd.. cUz vEri tiReD n sWeAty.. aFtEr sTaNLey n sHaNe maKaN finiSh weN t0 buKiT tiMaH pLaZa LeArn 0r u cAn sAy pLaY p0oL.. kaka.. n0t tAT bAd.. leArn qUitE lOtsa stUfF... n0t tAt bAd... bUt i tiNk e cUe t0o hEaVy fEr mE n tabLe t0 L0w 4 mUa.. kaka.. hU aSk mE s0 sMaLL siZe... aNd mY HaNd s0 sMaLL, d0 e finGeRinG sTuFf vEri diFficuLt t0 gEt e cOrReCt n cOmf0rTabLe p0siTi0n... kAkA.. mE wAnA bE nU qiaNg rEn.. eVeRytHinG aS0 wAnA bE qiaNg~! lolx~ wEn sTaNLeY sEnd mUa hM... dEaR wana c0mpAnY mE untiL 22 auG... dEn wEn uP mY h0uSe.. c0oK inStaNt nOodLeS.. pAtHetiC siA.. 2pErs0n sHaRe 1 b0wL.. dEn baTh n wAsH uP g0 r0oM hUg aBit dEn sLp.. kakaka.. tAt 2pid dEar oF minE.. n0t sLeEpy dUn teL mUa.. jUx stAre @ mE sLp.. piG riTex?? duN0 h0w t0 waKe me uP.. He sAy dUn wAna wAke mE uP.. kakaka.. dEn wEn he jUx sLp.. hiS muMmy caL hiM.. kaka.. DeN f0unD oUt tAt iT's 7 n We mUx lEaVe dA h0uSe... dEn s0 fuNniE.. tRick mY sisTa g0 inSiDe rM t0 aLL0w dEaR t0 LeAve dA h0uSe.. dEn dEaR hAnG 0veR tat DaE n01 n0e, s0 fUn... dEn wEn sEraNg0oN t0 cHaNgE dEaR's cL0thEs.. sLeEp lYk piG dEn lEaVe fEr hEeReN @ 3+... t0ok 0uR 1sT pH0to dEr... quiTe niCey... kakaka... aFtEr tat g0 mArinA tAT taLl bRidGe... siT d0wN waTcH e sEa~ kAkaKa.. wAd a niCe viEw.. cAn sEe e fuLat0n h0teL[dUn0 h0w t0 sPeLL] n eSpLaNaDe.. dEn taKe 56 t0 t0a paY0h.. hAf iCe jeLLy dEn g0 h0mE~

~*~*~* sWeEt 16 ovEr *~*~*~

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2:48:00 pm

hiaz.. 2dae last dae see mz han n mrs hee... mz han n0t g0nna teach my klass 0rEadi le.. cuz mdm ong teach us again... sad.. mrs hee g0nNa gib birth to lil benjamin so leaving aso... hiaz.. 2 teachers gonna leave~!!! but 1 gud news... my prelim 4 chinese pass~!!! g0t 56.75~!!!! lolx... so heng can pas ritex?? kakaka... =p.. gtg watch sg idol le... bye~!!! later gottime den continue...

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8:03:00 pm

kAkA.. birthdae cuming soon le~!!! 22nd august~!! so fast ritex?? lolz.. 2dae bishal birthdae... we sang birthday song 4 him @ least 3 times.. 1st during 1st social studies lesson, 2nd wAs dUrinG maThs... 3rd iS dUrinG 2nD sOciaL stuDieS peRioD.. lolx.. cRaZie le... sing b'dae song twice during ah te0's peri0d... dEn s.S wE learning abt social welfare.. mRs te0 sAys' medicine expenses becum higher...ppl abuse e advantage.. example if i shoulder pain.. doc give mi medicine... leg pain aso give medicine... period cum,stomach cramp aso see doc...' lolx... we were all laughing away.. den vincent fone rang, ah teo duno.. we all der lauffing lyk sia0.. so funie... dEn aFteR tat mathz.. so furnie... kAieRn n minGzhu aSked m0i maths queSti0n.. u all mux be w0ndeRing why furnie.. cuz dey taking o lvl maths this yr yet dey still ask an n[a] student h0w to do.. wahaHa... fEeL s0 haPi... pPL aSk mE lehZ... fEeL h0noUrEd... lolx... aNd anD.. mz haN say i g0t chanCe t0 paSs mY chinEsE pReLims... tmR gif 0ut paPeR.. s0 haPi.. kaka... hiaZ dAEs aWay fRm n LeVeLs n i'M n0t sTudYinG.. tELL mE wAd t0 dO~!!! sO sCaReD~!! hiAz.. siaN... tATaz.. gTg mAkaN Le...

~*~*~* sWeEt 16 s0on *~*~*~

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6:36:00 pm

sHaUn bugHt a f0nE feR mY biRtHdaE~!!! sO haPpiE.... LG 7100... LoLx... g0t cAbLe n sTuFf.. s0 cAn uPL0aD t0 c0mpUtEr... kakaka.. dEn cAn tAkE ph0tO uPL0aD t0 cOmpuTeR~!!! haha... let's now t0k abt wad i dun lyk... der's this person hu any how spread tat i stay @ bf house.. den next morning g0 baCk tAkE m0i bRa sTraP... wtf lo... e fAct iS tat wE diN eVeN d0 aNyThinG... dEn 'iT' g0 r0unD sPrEADinG rUbBisH... tiNk waD?? i'M n0t th0sE cHeAP w0mAn... hU d0 u tiNk u R?? jUx beCuZ u ReAD mY bL0g, u n0e mE vEri weLL?? n0pEx... u'Re wR0nG... u aNy h0w sPrEaD thinG aBt mE... tAT's DaMn fArkinG wr0ng Lo... WtF LO.. Sp0iL mY iMaGe?? iMaGiNe iF u wErE iN mY sH0eS~ h0w wiL u fEeL... tiNk b4 u d0 aNythinG~!!!! FaRkinG aSs...

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8:57:00 pm

hEY.. yEsTeRdaE hAf x-CountRy... i dO duTy.. Lolz.. aCtuaLi iS rEfReShmENt bUdEn duNn0 y bEcUm 'uShERs'.. LoLx.. mUx mAkE suRe tAT pPL rUn cOrReCt LaNe.. sO tIrinG~!! mUz tAKe tHe 'GIRLS' siGn n sH0w e RuNnErS... sTanD fEr dUnO h0w LonG.. dEn e giRLs rUn sO sL0w..mUx sTaNd L0nGeR dEn xUe LiAn!! aRgH... aFtEr tAT wEn t0 FcBc's sP0oKs sH0w.. niCe sH0w.. aT 1st dEr r aLoT gHoStLy fiGuRe waLkinG aRd, tRyinG tO sCaRe PpL.. i LyK e wmAn.. lYk ju-0n tAt chiLd.. wH0Le FaCe wHitE.. sHe's go0d.. PpL tRiEd t0 mAkE hEr LuFf bUt sTiL sHe rEmAin hEr cOoL L0oKs.. niCe siA.. dEn sHe tRiEd t0 sTaNd inFr0nT oF pPL n sTaRe @ eM.. bUt al0t pEePx rEmaiN caLm.. x-cEpT 4 LiL sTaNLeY, e LaDy p0iNt @ hiM onLi, hE sIt d0wN oN Da fLo0r sO sCaReD... LoLx.. e sH0w aBt pHySc0LogY... LoLx... LyK p0kEm0n.. KakAka.. g0t 5 LeVeLs... dEn 1st LeVeL is t0 gUeSs wAd's inSiDe a bLaCk.. 2nD iS t0 bReAk e gLaSs... 3Rd n 4tH i f0rg0t.. 5tH iS t0 cOmMuNiCaTe wiF e uNdEaD... s0 niCe.. pReaChiNg as0 vEri MeAniNg fuLL~!!!

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8:01:00 am

hiaz... mother tongue exams tmr.. sTrEss cuming le.. s0 fast exams le... 20+ more daes to 'n' levels... s0 fast rite?? 6 sept is my chinese 'n' levels paper le... and i've not been studying~! omg~! can't believe i'm g0nna end my seconday skool life soon...gonna mz alotsa stuff.. guidez n frenz... i'm afraid even ite does not want mi... cuz my results so poor..wad can i do if i get poor results?? sCaRed.. i regret n0t studyinG well wen i was y0ungEr.. s0me1 teL mi wAd 2 d0~!?! giB mi s0mE advicE plz~ g0nna bE cRaZie s0on... pLz ppl, if u tink sEc3 is eZ, tiNk aGain~!!! iF sEc3 dUn hAf gD f0unDati0n, sEc 4 LiFe wiL bE heLL~! s0 iF u'Re pLaNninG 2 jUz cHi0nG 3 sUb fEr sEc4... dUn~!! u'LL rEgReT~~ n0 p0inT wAsTe uR tiMe jUz cHi0nG 3 sUb onLi... rEaLi!!! i'Ve rEgReT~!! aRgH~!!!!

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7:26:00 pm

hey~~ long time no blog le.. tok abt my b'dae celebration... haha... sundae wen 2 marina fer steamboat.. den wEe jin ask if i wana go clubbing.. cuz dey say go by yEar.. i was so hapi, got e chance to go.. but wen i ask shaun if he wanted to go, he said he dun haf mood to go... [before tat he promise mi tat he'll go clubing wif mi] i was lyk.. fine.. u no mood den dun go lo.. we contine wif e steamboat... aTe snail aka gong gong[blur blur?? lolx] 1st time i ate tat.. lolx... got live prawns... crabs... alotsa stuff lar~~ haha... xanne leave early cuz she wana meet vics.. watch fireworks wif him..after xanne leave, we continued until abt 7.30.. we went to e soccer field oppsite zhen fa [[[e place where we haf steamboat]]] to wait for e firework... wenfang invited her CI [[[ cadet inspector]]] here aso.. lolx... so werid.. a 22yr old guy wif all e 16-17yr old teens... lolx... as every1 noe, wen i'm happi , i'll scream out loud... but wen i scream , to my surprize, shaun ask mi to shut up... my whole mood when down... frm 90% drop to 10%... i haf no mood for everything le... it's lyk 1st u dun wana go clubbin when it's a rare opportunity... 2nd i hapi scream can't izzit?? tat time during assembly i scream he ask mi shut up... now, same situation... hiaz... every1 noe tat i hapi will scream lyk mad woman.. he's my bf n he does not noe abt it~?!?! total disappointment... we went to e bowling alley to discuss where we'll be heading... as i'm e so called main charactor of e nite... i get to choose where to go.. 3 options... 1st... bowling... 2nd pool 3rd clubbin... deep in my heart... i wanted clubbing...but i dun tink hui ying, wenfang n ming zhu wil wana go... abt bowling.. i'm not interested in tat.... pool , i wanted to learn.. lolx.. so i asked e eldest , stanley to decide... he choose pool, so we went up...my mood was abit beta , cuz i was interested in learning.. now der's ppl hu want teach mi... wenfang , ming zhu n hui ying explore ard e place cuz dey din wan to play... 1st vincent teach shaun n mi how to shoot n etc... shaun said we take turn to play e rounds... den he had 1 round of practice.. i haf none... 2nd round , hoe chuan suggest tat we play tag.. hoe chuan wif shaun , mi wof vincent... den half way shaun went to antoher table.. it's lyk i feel more confident wif him ard... now he's gone. morale n mood went down... after he leave , nv even come back... hoe chuan teach mi how to play and i told him my feelings... sort of feeling beta... den after shaun leave, i nv wanted to shoot any ball... we were taking photo... i nv tot it was too much or wad... cuz it's my birthdae celebration n it was perfectly fine for mi to take photo wif frenz even thou it was guys... den i climb up a chair... sort of lose balance... hoe chuan support mi... n i asked him to support wenfang as she ned e support more den i do... den shaun juz went off lyk tat.. and i was e last 1 to noe.. cuz dey wanted all e 4t ppl to take photo 2gether. until den yong sheng told mi shaun went hm le... i was pulled by every1 to chase him... den chase lo... i was tinking,since he can leave wif out telling mi,y bother abt him...every1 said no matter whose rong,juz say sori.. i'm not in e rong , y muz i say?? somemore 2dae celebrate my b'dae,he should b e 1 giving in... den frm bowling alley walk to e bus stop.. n even arcade.. can't find him... i tried to hold my tears...wen i went back, i ask hoe chuan to tell wenfang n company wad heppen..dey make mi feel tat i was in e rong wen i'm not~ half way thru e explaination, i started crying. every1 called shaun x-cept mi.i din bother if he was der alreadi.my fren were der wen i ned a shoulder to cry..but where is he?? out @ duno where..den suddenli ming zhu asked mi go down to to tok to shaun... ke quan [[ wf's CI]] tok to shaun n notice tt we'r both in the wrong.. all thanx to him we'r back together... after tat we stayed until 1am before leaving... stay at shaun's hse tat nite... hmm... thanx to wenfang, ming zhu , hui ying , wee jin, hoe chuan, vincent, roxanne, stanley, shun fa, jin wei, yong sheng and shaun for coming to my steamboat... n ke quan for helping mi n shuan to get back 2gether~


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9:28:00 am

heY~ long time nv blog le... kakaka... lately busy wif annual parade~ haha... so suay.... every year in parade... sec1 is 1st aider... sec2 GOH... sec3 juz supporting.. sec4 timer... haha... but not bad lar.. at least can be GOH and timer for once... time has reali pass veri fast... 30 more daes to my 'N' levels paper.. sTrEss cumin in le.. hiaz... yesterdae haf a so caled quarrell... make us nv talk @ nite, meet in e morning, nv haf recess n lunch 2gether...e worse of all is we din even msg each other e whole dae until after skool.. not reali nice... time reali flies... i was sec 1 yesterdae n 2dae i'm already sec4.. haha....hiaz.. lazy to type so much things... so gud nyte.. nitez...

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