hmm.. meRri X'mAs ppl~!! haha.. craziie ger lar miie... 24th after work went to esplanade wiif fidah, fazley , darren n of course babiie.. hee.. darren abit xtra thou.. lOlx.. couple couple he no partner.. wahhaa.. abit pai seh.. wear kfc uniform anih0w run.. but hu cares?? lOlx.. when we reach, al0t eyes were on us lehz.. as iif we're aliens siia.. haha.. den fazley wear hiis jacket.. 2piid darren, so sl0w.. hab to wait fer hiim at the bus stop.. kakaka.. bef0re tat g0t small celebration at tRe.. mgr buy l0g cake frm delifrance fer us.. h0w niicer riite?? lOlx.. kakaka.. quiite niice lar.. vanilla flav0ur de.. after tat take cab fiind shpe ppl.. hmm.. siianz siia.. yesterdae sales was quiite l0w lehz.. liike nth to d0 one.. hiiaz.. siianz.. dun say le.. bb.. need t0 go meet ppl liiao.. t0 be continued ar.. niitez~!! sweet dreams.. buaii~!!!

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12:18:00 am

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
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2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
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3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
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4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
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5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
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6. You mean the world to someone.
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7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
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8. You are special and unique.
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9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
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10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
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11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
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12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
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13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
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14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
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15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great

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10:48:00 am

hmm.. few days ago auntiie juz gimmii 20bucks.. but ii spend iit on buyiin a prepaiid card f0r babiie.. cuz her liine cut off, hard to contact her.. den juz onli ii siick babiie send miie h0me.. gimmi a key chain n a pillow... key chain wriites.. CERTIFICATE OF LOVE..No matter where you are, no matter what u do, you'll be in my heart 'cause i'll always love you.. sweet riitE? den e pillow iish hart shape de.. piink colour.. g0t babiie bugs bunny on top.. verii niice aso... n0t bad lar.. haha.. hmm.. tmr goiing t0 town to buy babiie a shiirt frm new world order.. black colour de polo teE.. hee.. niice niice.. tmr chalet le~!!! yahoo!!!

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11:23:00 pm

wah.. todae sweat lehz.. b4 work went to shpe pass ah feng her pants.. after tat wai mun come tell miie say wad.. su lin say miie not committed oreadi.. of course n0t commited le lar~!!! hello.. moii pay onl $3.50/hr wan miie commit wad shit?? s0me more 2 mths ago say wana send miie go 1 star.. until n0w lehz? haben even take lorz.. after sayin.. i g0 back tre adeline say i should come at 3pm take test de.. wtf.. den d0 base awhile jui g0 take test.. n0t like ade n noor.. g0t read abit.. lOlx.. 90% den pass lehx~!! wah lau.. ii onli get 75.. but 2nd chance get 92 le.. hee.. ade g0t 97.. noor retake aso get 91.. damn difficult l0rz.. siianz.. apresel [duno hw to spell] write le.. tink going to send soon liiao ba.. nervous lehz.. haha.. cashier i g0t confident.. but base not so..hiiaz.. scared fail siia.. alamak.. sTrEsS~!!! haha.. hmm.. t0dae n level results out... babiie g0t 1 fail.. still tinkin wad to join.. buut ii tink le.. 1st choiice iish precision engineeriin (aerospace).. 2nd Mechatronics.. 3rd iish Digital Animation.. 4th MultiMedia.. 5th iis Inf0r comms.... 1st n 2nd choiice iish at Balestier.. 3rd-5th at moii old sch.. h0pe dun kena IT agian l0rz.. dun like iit.. hahax.. pray hard~!!! chalet comiin ler~!! yeah yeah..

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12:51:00 am

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handle their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being wilful again.
Her : "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding?
She promised she'd pay."
Him : "I don't have time that day."
Her :"Humph!"
Him : "Huh?"
Her : "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him : "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her : "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her.! "
Him : "No."
Her : "Just this once?"
Him : "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day. She "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer,refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day. She conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day. Night. On the Bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him : "We need to talk."
Her : "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him : "It's something very important."

She remains silent.
Him :"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him : "I got to know a girl."
She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him : "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him : "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him : "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him : "She loves me truly. "
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him : "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him : "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her : ".....!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.

He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's sleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.It's a nicely taken photo of herself. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

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5:51:00 pm

The story start wif a guy, name Paul and a girl named Ella..

Both of were still students but had already started to 'fall in love'.. in another words, go steady.. In one of the days during their June holidays which they have been waiting for, they met each other at a basketball court.. Coincidentally, they started playing a match wif each other.. they had fun..

As Ella knew one of the frens of Paul, she asked for Paul's number.. At tat time, Paul didn't want to fall in love again, after getting so much hurt from the previous one.. Sadly, tat fren of Paul didn't give her the number..

As days went by, the holidays ended.. They met each other at another basketball near Ella's skool.. Day went by and Ella borrowed Paul's hp and missed call her own hp to get his number..

Tat very nite, she smsed Paul.. They chatted and had fun.. Till one day, Ella expressed her love for Paul.. Paul loved her much too.. after thinking 4 a long time, Paul thinks tat he and Ella would last, thus, asked her if she would
be his partner.. Obviously, she agreed..

They went steady for one and a half short mths.. Ella ended the relationship.. with her parents not allowing her to go steady as a reason.. who on earth would accept tat lame reason? but Paul, like many other love victims, had no choice but to let go..

Years past and another fell in love wif Paul.. She was Mary.. Paul and Ella didn't contact for a very long time.. Paul still loved Ella very much.. but nvr had a chance to tell her.. one day, along a street, Paul was wif Mary.. Paul saw a familiar figure across the road.. guess who was tat? it was Ella.. Paul ran acrossed
the road, without noticing a truck coming.. BANG!! everyone near him crowded around tat area.. Mary screamed as she rushed to Paul.. Ella joined in the crowd.. She remembered the face, one who loved her so much in the past.. Next to him, was
Mary.. He wasn't dead.. 'dun give up.. say my name, 100 times, 1000 time, a million times.. u're gonna say it till u can finish a million b4 u can stop!!' Mary said to Paul.. with tears in her eyes.. Everyone thought Mary was Paul's gerl.. Standing at one side, alone, was a gerl crying.. tat's was Ella who regretted breaking up wif Paul, after recalling how nice Paul treated her in the past..

Paul was sent to the Hospital..Mary and Ella were there.. Praying hard.. An operation was carried out.. Paul didn't survive.. The Doctor came out, shaking his head.. Sighed.. He too, thought tat Mary was Paul's gerlfren, thus approached her for an apology for not being able to revive Paul.. He said to Mary: "Miss Ella..
your boyfren didn't survive.. he gave himself up after calling your name 157 times.. im sorry.."

The Doctor has actually mistook Mary for Ella.. Paul was calling out for Ella.. Ella cried in a corner.. She knew why he had stopped at 157.. tat was the day she broke wif him..(15/7)she, who ended the relationship which Paul treasured so much, has in turn, ended Paul's life..

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5:46:00 pm

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full... cannot sit down one"....... So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee.........this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late.

You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!

Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?

So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off
the bus!

But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.


Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to
express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.

Seize the day.

Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.


The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever.

Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives.

And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us.

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5:40:00 pm

海平面远方开始掩埋 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yan mai / pei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
The sea from far began to cover the surface , How could my sadness be calmed
down

我的脸上始终夹带 淹没浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yan mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover a hint of resignation

你用唇语说你要离开
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai
You said that you wanted to leave

情不在
qing bu zai
Love is absent

他难过无声的留下来 汹涌潮水
ta nan guo wu sheng de liu xia lai / xiong yong chao sui
He remained silent with a tinge of sadness. The raging waves

一定明白 不是浪而是泪海
yi ding ming bai / bu shi lang er shi lei hai
(We) will understand that it is not the waves but a sea full of tears

转身离开 认真说不出来
zhuan shen li kai / ren zhen shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (I) can't speak out sincerely

你有话说不出来
ni you hua shuo bu chu lai
You have something to say but you could't speak

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish, is only an accidental occurence

我们的爱 争议一直存在
wo men de ai / zheng yi yi zhi cun zai
Our love, has always been a controversial matter

我们的爱一直存在 回不来
wo men de ai yi zhi cun zai / hui bu lai
Our love has always existed, we can't go back

永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
yong jiu zhen ai / jing lei ji cheng shang hai
A love forever true, ends up accumulating pain

等待经历几次伤害
deng dai jing li ji ci shang hai
How many times has waiting lead to pain?

转身离开 认真说不出来
zhuan shen li kai / ren zhen shuo bu chu lai
Turn around and leave, I can't speak out sincerely

你有话说不出来
ni you hua shuo bu chu lai
You have something to say but you can't speak

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
dang chu bi ci / bu gou cheng shu tan bai
At the beginning, both of our immature confessions

你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该
ni you wo de / bu gou cheng shu tan bai / bu ying gai
You have my immature confession; that shouldn't be

热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
re qing bu gai / xiao rong yin cang bu lai
The warm feelings cannot change, smiles cannot be hidden

见爱笑容勉强不来
jian ai xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
In the face of love, a smile cannot be forced


爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture , how could a relationship with
cracks be fixed?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why

贝壳里隐藏着什么期待
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai
What surprises await in the shell

等花儿开
deng hua er kai
Waiting for the flowers to bloom

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing w zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

脸上海风，咸咸的爱，沉不出还有未来
nian shang hai feng / xian xian de ai / cheng bu chu hai you wei lai
The sea breeze caressing the face , the salty love , (We) could not suppress the
feelings for the future

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8:28:00 am

hmm.. miie n feifei 0ne month liiao.. wahhaha.. times flies... like yesterdae onli we get together niia.. kakaka.. wad did we do ar.. lemme tink.. hmm.. watch chiicken little.. ya.. haha.. babiie daii yan ren.. looks so much like him.. wear e round green glass jui hen xiiang liiao w0rz.. haha.. after tat she need to work so can't go walk walk.. after her work we went to ton.. at where.. must tink again...

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ya.. ii aso forget lar.. haha.. furniie riite.. tink so long still duno where..haha.. miie blur sotong ma.. can't blame.. kaka... still g0t wad else to update lehz.. ya.. yesterdae dey went to play bball.. damn furniie.. thiru.. haha.. e way he play ar.. even u duno bball u aso noe he play wrongly.. bball to him ish like ruby.. carry ball n run.. den ar.. e way he run ar.. aso like cartoon.. ostrich.. wahhaa.. real 100% comic man siia him.. haha... den darren worse.. wear boxers play.. cartoon goofy de.. haha.. k lar.. gtg le.. later s0meone wana whack miie liiao.. bb.. nitez~!! g0t time den update again.. n0wadae ton n ton n ton.. no time.. bb!!!!

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12:35:00 am

haha.. s0 long nv blog le.. g0t miiss miie ma?? kakaka.. our monthsary comin le~~ hee.. tat dae went to joh0re.. babiie bought a couple riing.. g0t qiiao.. our riing same size.. den exactly e same.. haha... furniie.. she took a veri long tym t0 choose a riing.. hmm.. tiinkin of giivin babiie zippo lighter engrave feifei on top.. but like not veri good.. heard she wanted a samuel n kevin jacket.. but duno wad colour de.. kaka.. ask fidah help miie check.. hmm.. gonna change contacts color again le.. blue n voilet.. ppl see her sure tink ii siiao de.. lOlx.. hmm.. we both tot of lettin each other go siia.. sad case.. both g0t cry.. hiiaz.. funny.. ii tell ah feng h0w ii feel.. den e next day she g0 scold babiie.. haha.. becuz of tiis, it affect her w0rk ma.. den feng g0 scold her, ask her cool d0wn.. hiiaz.. duno la.. lata g0nna watch chicken lil wiif e gang.. h0pe it's gonna be nice.. gotta g0 sleep oreadi.. later workin at 3 siia.. nitez!!

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