"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Sunday, February 27, 2011
im growing stronger each day.
i ♥ my family and friends who have been there!
thanks for bringing me out of the shit hole!
some people are so childish.
the minute i remove pic of HCS, flaming stop.
tsk tsk. who is the immaure one?
2:34:00 pm
♥ Saturday, February 26, 2011
Happy birthday boy. I hope u had fun just now. (:
Good night world, time to hit the sack! My complexion is going down the drain already! :( deprive of good sleep!
5:35:00 am
♥ Friday, February 25, 2011
i have the worse screwed up school ever.
ask for my November exam results, they send me my june sub paper results.
seriously something wrong with them!
exams on the 8th march! need to study le. i hope i remember my stuff.
school stopped just before CNY. been more den a month since sch ended.
wish me luck! (:
12:37:00 am
♥ Wednesday, February 23, 2011
It's has been a long month. A month since he left.
8:47:00 am
♥ Tuesday, February 22, 2011
I choose to be single now. Just because I don't have a bf, that doesn't means that i lose to HCS!
What's so good about getting complicated w another person so fast? I don't care if he's really attached alr anot. But all I know I do not want to hurt a new guy. I know I will only treat him as a substitute. Even if he doesn't mind, I still didnt want to do it.
Minster, get this into ur damn mind. It's not that I don't have any guys, if I want any, pick will do. I choose to stay alone. Please mind ur own business. Thank you.
4:48:00 pm
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8 years ago during annual campfire as song leader (girl guide)~
3 years go during investiture as reception IC(rover scout).
Last year during investiture as an assistant scout leader.
HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAYANDWORLD THINKING DAY!
10years ago i joined girl guides. and 7 years ago i join scouts.
im 23 this year and still active in scouts.
10 years really flies. 10 years ago i was still a young girl who just enter secondary school.
in the blink of an eye, im already the adult leader of a scout group.
once a guide, always a guide. once a scout, always a scout.
:)
12:42:00 am
♥ Monday, February 21, 2011
Talk is cheap! Actions speaks louder then words.
Very pissed with what happened! :(( I wanna go shopping!
6:04:00 pm
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When someone is so sweet to u, don't expect them to be like this forever. Cause even the sweetest chocolate have an expiry. :)
Went jogging last night. Lose some fats! Haha! Crazy me, I'm still having aches from night cycling and I went to jog! Need to start training! My knees aren't good but I'm trying to be fit! Haha! Gonna meet huey for some newton seafood later! :) can't wait to see her!
12:02:00 pm
♥ Sunday, February 20, 2011
the mayflower leaders and alumni~
went round singapore last night.
ECP, War memorial, Lau Pat Sat, Marina Barrage, Gmax and back to ECP.
45km in total.
had great fun and at first i forgotten how to use the brakes. lols~
corina went w me, and she survived it! lols. she thinks scouts like photographic club. lols
if u think i camwhore, scouts are worse~ go everywhere also take picture.
does what i think of u really matters?
what's done is done.
and ur happy with ur complicated life.
and im trying to be happy.
let's just try to be happy with our own life.
u said u wana move on, den dont ask me what i really think of u.
2:37:00 pm
♥ Saturday, February 19, 2011
I fell for you & you caught me... but I guess, after a while, you got bored and dropped me.
Dead drunk yesterday. Fu*k vodka! Both times drunk thanks to vodka! Gonna rest and prepare for night cycling later! Got a long night!
3:46:00 pm
♥ Friday, February 18, 2011
Preparing to move soon. Still going to update here still. Some pest are just pissing me off!
没想到你是这种人！
2:02:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Dear ex boyfriend, I don't need to go dig news about u.. People whom u call friends will tell me what happen. Every time u bring her out, people will call me. There's stalkers everywhere and I don't need to find out, people will feed me with information. U used to be my world, but since u've move on, I should start to let go. As much I refuse to, I need to accept the fact that ur no longer mine. I'm happy for ur new life. Take care.
10:42:00 am
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Look at the calendar and its the 16th.. Today was suppose to be the 46th month. But everything is different alr, I'm strong. I've learn to let go of things that aren't meant to be mine. If it was meant to be, one day he will be back.
Good night world. :)
2:28:00 am
♥ Tuesday, February 15, 2011
suddenly, my world revolve around guys..
guys who are out to cheat on girls.
and yes, im afraid.
i dont know who i can trust now.
i just want to shut myself away from these people.
11:20:00 pm
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我看不起你！
9:01:00 am
♥ Sunday, February 13, 2011
Eventually one of two things will happen: He'll realize you're worth it or you'll realize he isn't.
I'm too tired to blog today! Mentally and physically breaking down.
Happy valentines' day to all love birds out there!
9:28:00 pm
♥ Friday, February 11, 2011
WORKAHOLIC
working 7 days a week now!
life as a pedicurist isn't that easy.
looks so simple but when ur turn to do, so difficult.
i must master this skill well! and one day, i will paint ppl's nails!
today is the 1st day and im feeling tired alr. got a super long way to go!
so far, still not so bad. but the smell is killing me.
with my nose and cough, so omg.
i hope i will get better soon!!!
8:16:00 pm
♥ Thursday, February 10, 2011
i miss u.. i miss the times...
... we cuddle in bed together when its raining heavily..
... the times when u dry my hair for me..
... holding ur hands when we're in the cinema..
... when u piggy back me..
... when u tell me 'i know i wont be able to get someone better den u'...
... scolding me silly for the dumb things i've done..
... advising and teaching me stuff..
... u kiss me and say 'love u'...
there's so much things i miss about u and there's nothing i can do about it.
it hurts to know that there's something holding u back.
good night.
11:44:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, February 09, 2011
im still waiting to spend the 4th anniversary with u.
i know i might be holding on to nothing.
its very tiring to go against the world on what ur believing.
im gonna try my very best till the very end.
i dont believe u will just give up the 4years just like that.
9:32:00 pm
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初七，人日！
happy birthday everyone!
didnt went to work today. super sick.
down w flu, cough, sore throat!
feels so giddy and sleepy.
high one medication~ gonna rest le~
1:10:00 pm
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tonsillitis! someone kill me please, im having a bad bad throat. i can barely swallow my own saliva or talk. :( unbearable pain. was freezing like mad. nose running away from me~ damn sick.
i know it`s the rubber band period now, am im struggling as hard as i can for what i am believing.. still digesting the fact that u've moved so quickly.. amazingly fast progress u have there. really kudos to u. if ur doing this just to make me leave, ur doing it the wrong way. someone ask me today... 'have u break someone's heart before?' 'i think so. why?' 'did the person post about emo stuff of facebook or friendster then?' 'yes... and den?' 'how did u felt after u see the messages? why didnt u go back to him den?'
this leave me thinking for awhile, maybe ur really happy with ur life now.. that's why ur not turning back. and me bitching so much about it got no use.
1:55:00 am
♥ Tuesday, February 08, 2011
i've got faithful follower who read my blog daily,
not too bad. lols. knowing too much of my life does u not good u know.
as i've said, stop it and i'll be greatful. thanks you.
gonna move my blog soon if this continue.
7:29:00 pm
♥ Sunday, February 06, 2011
WORSE CNY EVER!
whole world is asking for u i feel like crap alr den still have to explain. yes, im still young but i do not want to be open for more choices. :(
i`m gonna work 7 days a week from tomorrow~
hopefully will get myself super tired daily.
no mood or time to think of u when im on my bed.
i really miss u, and its a very bad feeling to go through..
mister,could u please stop stalking me~ will you people just leave me alone? stop poking into my life, stop talking to me.. if u treat me as a friend, u won`t talk to me only after im single. idk what u guys are up to, just get out of my life.
5:02:00 pm
♥ Saturday, February 05, 2011
feeling nauseous daily. dont know what is wrong with me. anyway, thanks for fanning them off for me.
they are really scary and i know i have to be aware of them.
i know what they are up to, cause people tell me what they do.
i agree the more i talk to them, i will let my guards off..
but going out with them is a real NO, and never gonna happen.
praying hard things are not as what it seems.
even if it is, give me strength to walk down this rough path.
1:54:00 pm
♥ Thursday, February 03, 2011
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
just wake up from my nap! so tired. (:
please dont asumme i`m happy if all my friends are happy for me..
i will be happy, i`ve never been happy these days.
i`ve said what i want to say, if u want to come back.
i`m always here waiting.
loveyoualways
1:33:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, February 02, 2011
Just finish reunion dinner! Heading out now! I guess ur just tired of being caught, not tired of being w me saying stuff. Ur weekly Wednesday rounding activities is shit. I guess I shouldn't waste my time on u. One week of emo is good enough to put back ur emo. I totally understand ur sian of being w someone for so long w/o 新鲜感！ maybe ur just too playful to want to settle down. Wish u all the best. I know i have not been the best gf but I did try to hold on the the last bit. Even when ur cheating. Disappointed w u. Protect u is just an excuse for u to stay away from ppl that u think will tell me ur out dating.
- Posted from my iPhone.
8:35:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, February 01, 2011
CONGRATS TO AARON AND TRICIA
the couple got married today.
thank you for being a gentleman today.
it was nice of u to ....
... ask me if i want a drink when ur getting urs.
... take food for me.
... ask if i wana go to the toilet.
... carry the umbrella and shelter me..
it`s the small little things that melts a girl`s heart.
i know u cant be bothered with it. but still it`s sweet to me.
thanks for making my night special and memorable.
12:03:00 am
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