"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Friday, June 29, 2007
mie and bf yesterdae at taka
hmm.. now i'm at speedy.. at lan shop opposite park lane.. haha.. hab been trashed!! like duno wad.. kena kill like 10times... buden lucky late game my char strong.. bought a butterfly, S&Y and a hyperstone... haha.. i miss bf badly.. todae not meetin him.. tmr nite den goin over his place after work.. will be so sian can.. work til veri late go home change ler den go down.. haha.. i'm like a pig~~ keep eatin and eatin.. lOlx.. buden i'm not tat bad.. walked from city hall to bugis den after tat to tis speedy place.. eat at 12pm, 2pm and now i'm hungry again!!! i'm like a glutton!! lOlx.. we're so near yet so far!! saw kaiern jus now.. haha.. she wanted to take bike lincense aso.. furnie.. might take it tgt wid her bah.. =)) now i'm waiting for e guys to finish their games b4 we start dota again.. hee.. meanwhile shall tok abt wad i did jus now.. wake up late to mit them.. kang wei was worse den mie can.. he jus leave house when all of us reached!! wtf?!? den we walked to bedok south der hab lunch.. i had tis veri aweful fishball noodles.. yuck! after lunch walked back and realise tat it's too had to go bladin.. so we ended up going marina square... read marina square, kang wei and guang xian wanted to watch transformer buden mi n kwok chun dun wan.. haha.. 13ways to death... kang wei dun wana watch.. all those nonsense.. and smart mie suggest we go lan gamin since everyone will be happy wid it.. yar.. so before we started walkin to penisular plaza to check if IRC got space we went to eat at MS.. had chicken bolognaise((is it how it's spell?? i duno)) yar.. not bad.. haha.. walk to IRC no seat den walk here.. so tis is my day so far.. i'm damm bored~! dyin.. how i wish bf was here.. but he nid to go for training and might be meetin his frenz for supper.. i duno lar.. i'm hungry now! and i miss my boy so damm much!!
6:50:00 pm
♥ Thursday, June 28, 2007
look inside a girl..
hmm.. tOdae went to m'sia wid fidel.. did shoppin.. and guess wad?? wid SGD$20.. i bought a heels, eyeliner, print photos and hab my lunch.. haha.. worth it yea?? haha.. guess wad?? dearie said he wan photos and jus nice i've make photo fer him.. lOlx.. he was lost in words when i pass him.. haha.. it make mie happy aso lar.. haha.. at least i bought sth tat he like.. =D before meetin fidel hab lunch wid bf at amk hub.. haha.. saw his classmates der.. =)).. tmr duno dear can take half day off anot.. if not we're going to do shoppin!! lOlx.. fridae going out wid moi classmates.. haha.. yar.. tat's my dae.. i'm having so so so mani off days and yet yet yet my bf doesn't have time for mie.. everytime he complaint i got no time.. nw when i got e time.. he doesn't have it for mie!! hiias.. hmm.. wonderin if i should get license.. haha.. be it car or bike.. i noe bf wun allow mie to get a bike license lar... haha... but it'll be cool to be able to ride.. hee.. so so so.. how? haha.. too mani tings up in my mind ler!! dear's monster is veri veri loud and noisy.. haha.. i'm too lazi to blog lah.. haha.. aniwae.. good night ppl.. i'm havin headaches!!! argh...
12:29:00 am
♥ Monday, June 25, 2007
winnie ; hazel ; vivien
baby jus gOt his precious bike.. haha.. tOo powerful for him.. so he's not gonna pillion mie till he got used to it.. wilson asked mie to wear thicker pants when ride cause it will be veri hOt.. mit bf at esso.. i reach earlier buden went to e car wash section to look for him.. nv see dear not a prob buden farkin hell got a car wash gina whistle to miie.. lOlx..he's not good look can.. it's like some lOw class ah beng.. wear a cap.. wash car lorz.. fark.. hate it to e core.. aniwae.. dear's bike is so so so illegal.. no IU.. nO mirror.. alot tings dun hab.. kena road block sure die lorz.. fine till he brOke lorz.. hmm.. i'm quite afraid of dear ride tat new bike.. it let mie tink of nizam.. i'm super afraid tat it will happen to him.. hiias.. but of course i wun stop him from ridin lar..
11:44:00 pm
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should i change my phone??
should i change to tis phone?? haha.. W710i do not hab a 3G while Z610i hab.. headache.. click on the pics and help mie compare.. tag mie on which one i should get~!! craving to change my phone~!!!
1:19:00 pm
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it's early in da morning and i'm not asleep yet.. jus lookin thru some site and decided to put up wad i saw.. hee.. i've sucessfully stopped smkin for 3days.. and der's 22 stick of cigg in my bag which i din smk.. resisting cigg is kinda difficult.. and i'll stop.. i'll proof to the world tat i can do wad ever i wish to.. =)) u guys jus wait and see.. mind over heart.. tis time i'm not gonna follow my heart.. i noe once bf see wad time i started bloggin, his gonna scold mie for not slpin early.. haha.. i can't help it lar.. was havin bad bad bad cramps thru out e day.. wasn't deployed any station until 8pm.. take over ppl to cashier.. help marlon settle his cash.. nite sales was quite high todae.. hee.. i'm reachin my goals soon.. wish mie good luck~~ dear is gonna get his bike tmr.. but not going to pillion mie so soon.. he hab to get use to the power.. and e other precious of his drink petrol.. like wOw~ aniwae.. i can't wait to see my baby again~!!!
4:30:00 am
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rings
Since ancient times, marriages have been symbolised by the wearing of a wedding ring. Usually worn by the bride, they were given as a token of possession. That is, the husband possessed the wife. Once ringed, she was no longer available to circulate amongst other men.
You've heard the term "husbandry", a task performed by a farmer, in particular when raising livestock. Is this the origin of the term "husband"? Ever wondered whether "groom" and "bride" come from the idea of a horseman (groom) taking control of his animal property by using a bridle? Does the ring symbolise a bondage manacle?
Actually, no.
The word "husband" most likely stems from the medieval Scandinavian locution "hus" meaning "house", and "bondi" meaning "dweller". In 14th century England, most house dwellers were peasant farmers, and married, so the term "husband" was a general word used for both. (...and now you know some Viking language!)
The word "groom" comes from the Old English "guma", which means "man". "Groom" is the abbreviated form of "bridegroom", and therefore means "man of the bride".
The word "bride" is from the Old English "bryd" and related to Old Norse "bruthr" and Old High German "brut". It could be from the times when the main job of a young wife or daughter-in-law was to make the broth for the household.
...Nothing to do with grooming horses or raising cattle.
So what about the ring? It is true that a wedding ring is a token of possession, but rather than symbolising a man possessing a woman, it is the woman's possession of something valuable given by the man. Hence the current practice of using a precious metal, such as gold, platinum or titanium.
Ring symbolism The unbroken circle is an age-old symbol of eternity. Yet the giving of a ring does not mean everlasting love. (It's a beautiful idea, but it doesn't work. Many people divorce yet their wedding ring remains intact.) Also, the ring does not represent enslavement: a more permanent mark could be made with a branding iron or a tattooed bar-code on the forehead. No, the ring is neither everlasting love nor bondage, but an effigy of magic.
Why do we use the third finger of the left hand? But even in these days of cardiothoracic science, it's not easy to put a ring around the heart. So in the old days they had a simple answer: they put the ring on the third finger which they believed had a vein, artery or nerve (a sort of a USB cable) running directly to the heart. And as the left hand is a bit closer to the heart than the right, they placed engagement and wedding rings on the third finger of the left hand. (Actually, during some periods in the past, the ring was worn on the right hand; a practice that continues to this day in some cultures, since the right hand is considered more righteous.)
In chiromancy (a combination of astrology and palmistry) the third (Apollo) finger relates to the heart. Wearing a ring on that finger would not only protect the heart from evil spirits, but also enhance the life of the wearer by transmitting energy to the heart.
Which finger to wear a ring on? A ring worn on the ring finger of the left hand is taken to have matrimonial implications. It is therefore obvious that, most people would wear a wedding ring or an engagement ring on the left hand ring finger. Special mention should be made of the promise ring which is worn for many reasons, one of which could be a commitment to marriage or matrimonial loyalty between two persons. Promise rings worn with such intentions are also worn on the ring finger of the left hand.
So why wear a ring at all? Rings are awkward and expensive. Sometimes difficult to put on during the wedding ceremony if your hands get hot and swell slightly, (Vaseline or hand cream often helps) and fumbly fingers often drop them (too much Valesine!) And if the bride has a ring with a big stone, it can be sometimes difficult to wear gloves. (One trick that usually works is to rotate the ring so the stone is on the palm-side of the hand before you pull on the glove.) But despite this page's attempt to expose the lack of any real romantic or spiritual power-force of rings, please go ahead and buy your wedding rings.
And wear them with pride.
Show the world that you have found a loving partner, a friend with whom you can share the rest of your life.
3:47:00 am
♥ Saturday, June 23, 2007
on da way to work
stop smokin for e 2nd day alr.. and this feeling is killing miie!!! i can no longer stand it.. pls! some1 stab mie in my hart and end tis suffering!!!! todae my pms is affect wad ever i do~!! was workin at tOwner at 1st buden potong pasir nid staff so i went over der..i shouted at every single staff tat scream they order louldy... i tink they're aso scared of mie.. keep quiet for quit a while.. hilmi say sometimes it's good to show temper.. but not owaz... lOlx.. everyone behave like they hab explosive for their breakfast... i did solo base from 1pm all the way up to 5pm... tired lar... i wanted to hab my break at towner buden was called to go p2c2... lucky i hab my breakfast b4 i start work... haha.. mit bf opposite kfc.. come home to bath b4 setting off to central for pasta... we had meatballs and carbonara... both linguine... lOlx.. our favourite pasta... after makan went to juction8 for a walk... got my watch... bf actuali wanted to get us ring but i say i dun wan.. later wear alr brk how?? i see couple normally are like tat... yar.. after tat bus-ed back to tpy... sit down at my void deck to tok... i tink i've pissed myself off by sayin stupid tings lar.. hiias... "todae was the most boring dae wid u" hiias~!!! tink make dear veri sad... i duno wtf i was tinkin aso... i jus feel confused.. stress over nth~!!!! i jus wana cry it out loud nw~
11:06:00 pm
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after shower
i'm tired.. din slp well last nite cause of that feeling.. congrates mie~ i din smoke for like 24hrs alr~!! whole dae i was havin tis dying feeling.. hard to catch my breath.. piercin feeling in my heart.. tis is worse den gettin out of love!! i'm havin split headache and feel like pukin now.. i tink i'm fallin sick! i'm not feeling good.. did shoppin todae.. bought a jacket and shorts from attitude... 2 underwear and a skirt from topshop... =)) catch a show at cine wid bf... we aren't feeling well todae~!
so tis is our award winning cheer..
1:20:00 am
♥ Friday, June 22, 2007
hmm... i jus wake up.. boyfriend is at sch on the way back.. my heart is achin~!!! i duno wad happened.. hard to breath.. like a knife piercin thru my heart.. i dun like tis feelin..
12:37:00 pm
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from left to right: derrick(coach), kang nie, jac neo(asst coach), mie
eve, nancy soh(area manager), mayo and nilam
jus before we cheer
the 5 of us makin furnie faces....
practicing our cheer at suntec carpark
here's the picture of NCC.. the four of them came down to record my voice for our coach... a photo frame which can record voice for 1min.. haha.. wasn't feeling good todae.. once i smk, i feel like puking.. hiias.. fallin sick alr.. aniwae.. i'm at my bf's place... hangin over at his place.. FINALLY can mit my bf after 3 lOng days~~~ wahahaha... i'm tired.. haben got enuff slp.. good nyte~
12:34:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007
test...
You Follow Your Heart
You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...
Men notice you light years before you notice them. You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky. You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter. It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait
You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly
hi everyone.. i'm back from lan gaming at IRC... i felt veri veri bad.. hiias...dearie wanted to come down to mit mie buden i hab to for gamin... actually can reject buden oreadi so lil ppl going hard to reject.... sOri darling~~~ =(( tis afternoon dearie nid mie todae and i wasn't der when he nid miie~~ someting wrong wid his bike again... e petrol or wad ever it call leakin... and it's non-stop leakin... tat bike is givin him alot prob and thus his sellin away tis fridae... he actual tot of buyin a sports bike knowin tat tis gf of his dun like to seat on it.. he drop e idea... lOlx... why i dun like cause i hab to hug e oil tank not my bf.. haha... aniwae we tok abt marriage and stuff... wahahha... when i was 15yrs old... my ideal age of marriage was 21... haha... veri young rite? cause 1st, i dun wana 50++ yrs old still support my kids who are still in sec or worse pri sch... 2nd, no generation gap in between... imagine ar... u gib birth at e age of 22....when ur 42.. ur kids alr 20 ler... wouldn't it be nice?? haha... crazie miie... wOw~ look at the time now... i mus be slpin ler... later still mus wake up early for work~~ gOod nite everyone~~
5:30:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 20, 2007
missing
when i miss u, sometimes i listen to music or look at pics of u..
not to remind mi of u but to make mi feel as if i'm wid u..
it make mi forget the distance..
hmm.. todae went to work as usual.. did the usual stuff.. and guess wad... after so long not doin paperwork.. i did it all by myself and managed to finish it by 11pm~!!! aniwae.. todae i wear specs to work.. too lazi to put on contacts... look like some kinda teacher... work wid ade todae.. haha... miss workin wid her.... we're e best partner... nv deploy still can run e base veri well... hee... we're strongest~ haha... dun get mie wrong ar.. not i say one.. jus quoting ade.. after work went to potong pasir to hab supper... had hor fun~ damn nice lar.. wait for ah feng to finish den took cab home.. while smkin outside, suddenly started pouring~!! so we run like idoits to e bus stop... waited quite sometime for e cab~! haha... reach home damn farkin cold.. shivering wil now lar... wish dear was here~!!! so i can hug him and keep myself warm~!!
I don wan diamonds or e world..
all I want is for u to hold me and call me ur girl!
3:16:00 am
♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007
work
if u luv some1,put his name in a circle.
cuz hearts break, but circles last forever...
hmmm... todae damn slack at work.. no customer at all one lar... relax onli...finish my base closing at 10.20pm.. clean n all nice~ aniwae tmr is dumpling dae~~ my house is full of dumplings~~ all sorts of coloured strings hang all ard my kitchen~ hee... haben get to eat ani yet... sOon i'll grab one before it's gone~ gonna get some for dearie and his family if i can get ani... bf's bike is spoil again... his baby is giving him alot prob ler~~ and his dun wan his baby animore~ lOlx.. went to whampoa to hab our supper~ bus-ed to my hse den bf took a cab home... reach home was look for my e other fone... called it buden der's a call tone, no ringing tone~~ damn worried and scared... 2nd call dear answered! haha... damn stupid can... he actually took my fone and forgotten tat he took it... i was another idoit... forgot tat i got pass to him... haha... yar.. getting tired ler~~ gonna slp liao... hab to slp early if not tmr no energy to work~~ hee...
2:15:00 am
♥ Monday, June 18, 2007
strike
sOmeting strike miie tOdae... i duno wad's rong wid miie aniwae... lOlx... shall not tell anione till further date...the secret will be revealed sOon~~ hee.. secret... wEeEE~~~
aniwae~~ wishin all fathers hapi belated hapi fathers' dae~~~
2:19:00 am
♥ Sunday, June 17, 2007
new template
hmm... changed my template... 1st time using white background... hope it look nice lar~~ lOlx... todae 2nd monthsary.. bus-ed ard causin it's rainin....
on da bus to town....
hmm... had our lunch or i should say dinner and village... i eat ham 'n cheese crepe... while my boy have ribseye steak if i'm not rong... lOlx... both of us got soup.. talked abt alot stuff.. how our frens will be doin in the future.... craps lar...
me havin my soup....
went to coffee club to get drinks... sit down for like 1hr or go before movin back to cine to smoke before watchin surf up... and know wad... HSA checked our id... and to his surprise... i'm legal to smk so he LL... haha... u ppl should see his pissed off face... damm furnie lar.... surf up was quite a nice show lar... enjoyed it alot... =P thou it's kinda cold inside... dear was der to hug miie... lOlx...
outside cine while smkin
at coffee club
after tat bus-ed ard lorz... i duno why at nite i feel veri bored and stressed... it hab been on for like afew nites alr... i tink i'm fallin into depression.. and it's not jus slight depression... i'm so so so dead lar... kinda tired of workin so hard alr~ but still i can't stop easily~~ hiias... tmr workin nite while my baby boy workin mornin... our timing shifts r owaz not same~ he's owaz morning while i'm owaz nite... like tat how to go out play together?? hiias... sad lar~~ duno wad to do... =(( anw... i tink my bf is werid todae... he doesn't behave like himself... maybe cause i make him worried alot?? or maybe his tired of tryin to make mie feel happy?? i'm hungry now and i'm get my food~~ bye~~
1:28:00 am
♥ Saturday, June 16, 2007
2nd mth
ehh... todae got some modelin company approach mie again... lOlx.. and tis time is 2 different person frm e same company... hee... it's actualli quite a nice offer... and earn up to 1k per month lar.. lOlx... tOdae i was quite harsh to bf... tat's wad he say lar... haha...my mp3 spoil ler~~ i duno how am i going to survive wid out it on da way to work... hiias. i might take 1-2wks~~ hiias... sad lar...had dinner at marina south todae... couldn't find e way in... mus go frOm another way... haha... yar.. after dinner went to look for bobson and wilson... =p.... went to whampoa for supper... we had drinks onli.... after tat go dam... aniwae...it hab been two month since we got tgt... i din reali feel hapi.. jus glad... it's onli two month ma... i will be reali happy if we can celebrate our 1st anniversary... haha... was damn quiet todae... i duno why... i can't choose my onli off day~~ choose still ppl ask mie why... and tell mie no standard off dae... all e while, ever since i started workin, my off days hab been on fridaes... i duno why i can't take fridae off... hiias... i duno wad's farkin wrong wid my world~~
3:49:00 am
♥ Friday, June 15, 2007
worried
hmm... i can't fall asleep~!!! have been staring at tis bright box for the past few hours listenin to songs....was damn worried abt my boy.. din hab a peace of mind~~ duno how to get into sleep... my eyes are sleepy but jus couldn't get into bed~!! hiias... i hope he's not suffering~~ i got tis werid feeling tat he's sufferin terribly..and i hate tis feelin... gOd~!! help my poor darling~~
u're feeling down, so am i without u ard...
4:30:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007
dear nt feeling well
hmm.. jus got back hOme from work... despatcher for e nite... was quite bored... got cut while i was tearin the dockets... slip and fall... guess wad cut miie?? tape holder~!!! damn sharp can?? i can't clean my wound... touch onli pain... =((... dearie isn't feeling well... wanted to come down pass mie plaster buden called mie at abt 10 and told mie he fainted in e toilet...suddenly feel like pukin his dinner out... stand up see alot white spots and lose his balance... damn worried lar... it's like so sudden lorz... called him after work, he din pick up... hiias.. din get to hear from him... wOrried tOnnes and tOnnes for him~~ hOpe his restin well and home.. tmr be so stressed.. hiias... my money stolen again lar~~ fark.. jus withdraw onli kena stolen ler~!!!! hate is man....
i lOve my baby bOy....
11:59:00 pm
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hmm... tOdae despatcher again... lOlx...tOdae alOt mOre orders den yesterdae~!!! jammed like duno wad... orders not one wana admit, i aso admit... kena duno hOw mani farkin scOldings... nebermind~~ jus passing out a comment.... 'hiias.. tired ar wOrking here... mus tell mike dun plan miie here'... ah feng started shOutin at miie lar... 'nOt happy den dun work, resign... i dO despatcher myself.. u tink only u do despatcher tired ar??' i was like wtf lar... i aso din do aniting wrong ar... u shout at miie for wad... was damn pissed can... jus continue packin lorz...everyone ask mie to relax... cOok side, base and riders... my face turn veri dark lar... wahaha... nvm... abt the same time desmond came in... blastin his hp wid music... straight away i shout at him... 'ur workin ok? can stop e music anot??' damn evil lar... buden bo bian lar... not in e mood to tolerate all these bullshit craps... later mike ask mie into office and say.. wad happen?? of course i say nth happen lar.. later kena aim... ask if i wana go back now.. i say dun wan... i oreadi prepared to work full shift, u ask mie go back den i go back mehz?? nid mie call mie, dun nid mie den ask mie go home aR?? so stay and look after counter... did audits and bleeds.. he said i'll do hOme-D's cash... so i followed his order... learn how to write cash clearin for the n stuff.. but e min i'm handlin cash, he'll come in to tell mie he take e money... so for wad i stay.... so i jus went home lorz... snatch e job frOm mie.. fine lar... go home... hiias... darling said he not coming... so i had tis veri bad feeling... feel veri sad lar... nv leave food for myself den he told mie he's not comin... but when i told him i'm going for supper, he said his outside... wasn't reali happy hearin tis lar... damn pissed off wid wad mike's doin.. dun trust mie wid money den dun ask mie do lar... keep askin mie for money... not as if i duno how to handle cash~~ hiias....lucky dear was der to give mie a nice big hug~!! lOlx... todae isn't my dae lar~~ hOpe tmr will be a better day~~
2:09:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hOme D
miie and dear on da bus!!
in scOuts uniform
on da way to work
waiting for darling to come
smOkin~~~
hmm... shag tOdae.... wOrked 12-11pm... hOme-D... sO happy... never jam or kena complaint... wahaha....never have my break.. was running here n der.... was solo base n despatcher for like 1/2 an hOur... tmr aso workin same time... din mit my darling todae... and i'm missing him badly... aniwae... i'm too lazi to blog abt wad happen lar... haha... lOok at the time~~ i nid to be awake at 9.45 and i'm nt asleep.......
1:03:00 am
♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007
missing euu
hmm... todae workin at potong pasir again... and again.. cOok... hiias... i rather do it all alone lehz... i noe wad i'm doin... he's so blur lar... i cook finish 1 pot chk his still breadin his 1st half...i noe lar... 3rd dae aso not so slow ma... his a big size guy~~~ hiias... duno sia... teach him do closin.. take his own sweet time... expect to go home on time... hiias... aniwae... tmr i'm gonna be a despatcher!!! pack home-D orders onli... no more dirty uniforms~~~ wOhOo... mit dear for supper... althou it's jus tat short 45mins... it's enuff... missin him like crazie~!! nv tot i could mit him todae... haha... we're crazie for each other lar... wahahha....
12:55:00 am
♥ Monday, June 11, 2007
David Chen Da Wei - Till The End
All these precious moments with you by my side must be a gift from heaven that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you i'm thankful that i have now that i have a love so true to hold, to keep, to share
* In my heart i can no longer hold inside all of the love i used to hide i'll always be with you until the very end in this world there is no place i'd rather be you are my life, my soul, my girl and through it all i know that you've come to see that you're the one till the end*
All my friend around me say you'd be gone too soon baby i'm gonna make them see we've found our way back home
repeat *
We'll always be till the end.
1:27:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 10, 2007
after accident
hmmm.. i'll post a short one... haha... guess wad... i'm home... jus had dinner wid dear... and i miss his bike noise... blowing away out from e car park... he used to take 10mins to reach home.. and now it takes him 45mins...hiias... i'm hungry k... i wana eat again... babi nut!!! lOlx...
wink; says: i cant give u any reason as to why i love you wink; says: but i know why i want to be with u wink; says: because i love you wink; says: and wink; says: because 我想要给你幸福，不想让你再受到任何伤害。
tis is wad my sweet baby told mie!! i jus simply love him...
11:40:00 pm
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work
i'm not workin todae.. and guess wad?? jasper called mie abt my roster.. hmm.. he told mie alot stuff lar.. i'm not in e mood to do aniting now.. i'm stressed... slight depression alr.. duno wtf i'm doin aso.. hiias.. dun feel like workin in kfc animore.. i'm tired of being such a nice staff... i jus proposely do everyting so tat my managers will hate miie... jus do tings not up to expectation... did my best in everyting alr still ppl tink tat i'm not good enuff... it's like i nv even work 2years i've reach a supervisory lvl.. wad else can they expect.. i did everyting i can alr... i wanna resign... but my juniors asked mie not to.. haha... junior tinks tat i'm good but my superior tinks tat i'm not good!!! hiias... jus can't stand animore...
4:50:00 pm
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accident
i jus got home from an accident... jus 1min away from home.... along braddell rd ard lor8 der... was kinda prepared for it...b4 we went down, i was worried if my leg will go thru.. if not... my whole leg gone... 2 taxi jus stopped infont and bf does not hab enuff time to brake.. and i'm fine... jus maybe stomach feeling furnie... not pain, nth... it leaves nth on mie... not even a scratch... and i count myself super duper lucky...2times he skid... on both occasion i'm fine.. i'm jus super lucky... darling got scratch.... his old scar jus recover and now wid a new one... we're both ok... so ppl dun nid to worry... his bike chui.. clutch gone.. so bike can't start... park near bus stop... he cried when he hug mie.. i'm ok.. buden.. i duno lar...couldn't reali figure out why he cried... dear said he will never ever let mie ride on his bike again... actualli i din hab e phobia to ride again.. buden since darling wan it tis way..den ok lorz.. alot tings are on dear's mind... i'm jus blurred... i duno wad to do... lOst...
2:45:00 am
♥ Saturday, June 09, 2007
we quarrell..
hmm... we quarrelled.. after being together for 52days!! it's a long one thou... about 2hrs +++ and i've realise i love him more aso... haha... he did e rong tings... which make mie ting differently... it did bring us alot more closer... yea!! feeling alot better ler!!!
5:33:00 am
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bike!
went to dam todae and it was reali damn happening.... 1st saw tis grp of old guys driving some nice nice car... duno wad name lar.. haha.. u noe lar... i'm not not ppl who look at cars and bike... dun rmb and duno wad is it called... cool cars... after tat see these neon car... put alot neon colours underneath e car... come another lorry... look like some lorry ppl use to tiao dang one... company lorry for some funeral service... saw alot grp of bikes and cars... infront of us are grp of bikers... we saw them standing by to take photo/video... when i turn behind... tis R1 buang... right before my eyes...the front part was gone... everyone rush to e bike 1st... rider jump off e bike.. lucky him.. onli got some cuts... bike's haf gone... headlight, mirror, handlebar... e front part empty.. reali scary lar.. they push e bike near mie... engine wasn't off yet i tink.. straight away i tot of nizam... the rider who jus pass away... i was afraid... afraid tat the bike will blow... afraid wad if tmr dear go trail aso happen e same ting... i was cryin in my heart...i told dearie if aniting happen to him i wun see him... as usual... say onli... u tink i reali wun go down mehz?? i din tink buang was tat scary til i see it right infront of mie... can't imagine wad happen to nizam tat nite... after accident... saw tis hayabusa do wheelie... such heavy bike... nice to see lar.. buden the accident still floatin in my mind... scary can... i seriously hope nth happen to my bf.. esp when he's such a dangerous rider.... aniwae... todae work at potong pasir... damn proud of myself lar... solo cook.. nv jam... hee... but damn shag ar... i prepare to pkt of new flour... hee... i'm strong!!! and will always be!!! hee~!!! got tis sense of achievement~~ lOving tat feeling!!
dEAr, be super careful when u ride!! i dun wana hear ani more accident... it's scary and sad!
2:45:00 am
♥ Friday, June 08, 2007
dearie
hmm... dear's sch is gonna start soon and my holiday jus began!! and his sch is like 8.30-5.30... and my work is like 5-10... he can't possibly mit mie every day... come to weekend... he's workin 9-3pm.. while i'm workin 4-10pm... we do not hab time!!! sad lar... i got e urge to resign kfc suddenly... it's like every time i wana get off ar... they dun allow... when they nid ppl to work, i'm e who help them.. request off can't get den resign.. but resign i aso nid to work.. nv work i can't pay my bills!! duno lar.. i knw they wun allow mie to resign!! stressed!!!
3:47:00 pm
♥ Thursday, June 07, 2007
lazy
hmm.. these few days lazy to blog ar... haha... hmm...tues, dearie send mie dOwn tO wOodlands... was late and guess waD? he was riding at 120km/hr!!! it onli took 15mins from tpy to wOodlands.. fast yea?? buden dangerous... he chiOng all da way n our legs are nearly gOne!! hmm... after tat went to eat at causeway point... went to his hOuse after tat..play-ed dOta... haha.. dear was pissed off so we slp after e game... dar hab driving in e afternoon, send mie home den i slp again... haha... mit e rest of them at eunos mrt... nana sakura close down.. derrick rmb rong place... took a cab down to malay village... yea.. tis yr we did area 3 proud... thou we did get best individual, we got 1st runner up team... best cheer and 3 of our member went into regional... happy for eve, kang nie and mayo... went to m'sia wid dearie after tat.. haha.. mit him at jubilee der tat s11... came back tired... go home straight away slp... next day still got nafa test... hab to wake up early.. everyone was late.. i was e onli idoit waitin outside for like half an hour before everyone start comin in.... jessica was 1hr late!!! haha.. lucky i pass all my station... wahaha... went home to put my stuff and mit dar for lunch... went to geylang for lunch.. found out i nv bring wallet den after makan go back home take... i was farkin tired lorz... lie down forlike 10mins and it seems like half and hour... lOlx.. at work was quiet... i did tok much... maybe cause i'm tired bah... seein every other junior doin paper work... i did nth.. kor told mie e reason why i was choosen as a reserve... and make mie hate them alot... we're force to send message to coach sayin who we wish to be reserve.... and all of them choose mie... i was like.. wtf... coach say tis msg wun affect whose e reserve.. but it did lar.. he aso say not i nv put in effort or nv do well but team member jus dun like mie... hiias... because of tis i'm not part of e team.... buden nvm... i tink i will try harder next yr!! dun care...the moment kor told mie i was stunt... i duno wad to response... sad is the onli ting on my mind...got a sudden rush to resign... buden i noe i wun... i keep tinkin why every time i put in effort in someting... cause ppl dun like mie, i dun get wad i deserve...girl guides like tat.. now work aso like tat... i jus wana stop everyting for awhile.. i wana be a princess for awhile.. is it tat difficult?? hiias!!! why everyone can get wad they wan but i have to strive hard and might not hab e chance to get it?!!? i hate my life!! i nid another new life!!! more interestin one!!
i'm hurt!! i dun wanna excel in everyting i do alr!! i'm tired!!
12:38:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, June 05, 2007
You Raise Me Up (Westlife)
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; 當我失落的時候，噢，我的靈魂，感到多麼的疲倦； When troubles come and my heart burdened be; 當有困難時，我的心背負著重擔， Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, 然後，我會在寂靜中等待， Until you come and sit awhile with me. 直到你的到來，並與我小坐片刻。
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; 你鼓舞了我，所以我能站在群山頂端； You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; 你鼓舞了我，讓我能走過狂風暴雨的海； I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; 當我靠在你的肩上時，我是堅強的； You raise me up, To more than I can be. 你鼓舞了我...讓我能超越自己。
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; 你鼓舞了我，所以我能站在群山頂端； You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; 你鼓舞了我，讓我能走過狂風暴雨的海； I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; 當我靠在你的肩上時，我是堅強的； You raise me up: To more than I can be. 你鼓舞了我...讓我能超越自己。
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; 你鼓舞了我，所以我能站在群山頂端； You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; 你鼓舞了我，讓我能走過狂風暴雨的海； I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; 當我靠在你的肩上時，我是堅強的； You raise me up: To more than I can be. 你鼓舞了我...讓我能超越自己。
You raise me up: To more than I can be. 你鼓舞了我...讓我能超越自己。
12:11:00 am
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tired...
hmm... was suppose to had dinner at dearie hse but was too tired.. fall asleep at 7+++.. wake up at 10.. dearie told mie to slp... he'll send mie down to woodlands... haha... so swit of him... din sleep whole nite cause scared he overslept.... yar.. so stay up til 3.30 and we went off to smk... i jus love him... was kinda sad lar... everyone keep askin why i'm e reserve...was tryin not to tink alr... still ppl wana remind mie... hias... lazi to type wad happen der... had siam kitchen at hougang... went back to suntec to train once... my boring day ended jus like tat... =P sleepy.. .good night~!!!
12:03:00 am
♥ Sunday, June 03, 2007
show
hmm... watch a farkin bOrin but sick show yesterdae... zodiac.. was half asleep... haha..went to m'sia after tat.. dear tink he maxed mie.. buden, i'm still not til e max yet lar... haha.. got worse times... went to potong pasir to work todae... was late~~~ working at 9am buden wake up at tat time.. lOlx.. jasper din scold mie.. i was jus farkin tired...was doin base... solo base for the 1st 2hrs... hee.. know e riders der... friendly ppl thou they dun reali look friendly... heard abt one of e rider... 30% chances of survivor.. hiias... kinda sad lar..the in charge going to die... he got into accident tis morning 5am.. his whole bike went below a truck... while waitin for help e bike/lorry explode... 75% burn.. in ICU now.. hmm... everyone was sad todae... his was quite a nice person.. hmm... so O+ blood grp u might wana help.. everyone told mie to ask boyfriend to be careful.. the biker ride a scramber... bf aso ridin tat.. jasper said tat bike veri high... ya.. so told bf tat everyone was concern abt him... buden guess was he say?? haha... they jus dun wan aniting to happen to their best staff.. evil eh... aniwae.. later i mus wake up at 4++am to prepare for tmr... will be a tiring day!!! haha.. see ya...
6:30:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 02, 2007
dishearted...
hmm.. i'm back from trail run... kinda sad lar... no1 seem to care if i was der anot...my alarm clock din ring... for duno wad reason.. no1 bother to call mie... maybe i was useless...was the cashier judge todae... i felt dishearted... hiias... knowin tat u hab e ability to run and yet u can't... the shores of hong kong is so near yet so far... why hong kong cause regional is at hong kong... everyting they did din include mie... i was left alone... no1 realise tat i'm der... now i start to realise tat maybe i'm not tat strong n tough after all... yes, i'm owaz strong infront of people i'm not close.. people dun normally see mie sad or stuff like tat... i will onli tok to ppl i'm close... kor asked mie if i was ok.. i jus smiled... smiling at him jus to show him tat i'm ok... i jus dun wan ani1 to be worried abt mie.. hias.. tired.. gonna slp alr... nights~!!!
12:35:00 pm
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itc
hmm.. 1st time had ice-cream wid dear... 5yrs of frenz and nv eat ice cream 2gether b4... furnie ar? lOlx.. we had our fun eatin ice-cream and takin picture... hhaa... sad news for everyone... i'm the reserve.... the choosen one turns out to be e reserve... was disappointed at 1st... trained so hard... den turn out to be a reserve... but i dun understand why they tink tat i purposely did badly to become the reserve... i was the 2nd score-er... someone(Q) told mie some bias reasons why i become reserve... "even if she is good... she's onli a individual player... ", "she's not from area3 alr", "put whole team area3 better, dun let other area ppl play for us".. i duno if these reason r true... but i believe somehow after Q told mie... kinda true lar... i duno... i din appreciate e chance i was given to perform... i jus can't perform well in base n lag behind... yes, derrick ask mie wad's e reason... i told him i'm jus tired... i can't possibly ask everyone to stop n cause i tired they stop right? i'm tryin to be optimistic... but kor ask mie dun act infront of him... he noes i'm strong infront of everyone.. hias... can't get into team =no best cashier... yes, i can charm the judges.. so wad if i can cook nicely?? but my base jammed like hell...maybe cause i'm not in area3 animore?? i seriously kinda curious wad's e reason for mie becomin a reserve... thou i noe why, i jus wan some1 to tell mie a reason... hiias... am i being left out? i suddenly feel so lonely... guess wad? i hab to wake up at 5.45am and i'm not asleep yet... gtg... nights~~
1:49:00 am
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