hmm.. now at iNet cafe.. cafe in school.. played the street fighter game.. so 2pid sia.. play til hands pain duno why still so mani guys like to play. now onli 4pm.. 1hr more to go~!! duno wad tp do during this time sia.. haha.. jux now visual basic tat time so sian.. tat teacher ask us do program.. sian 1/2 lehz.. he reali duno how to teach sia.. aRgh... den internet ban... hiaz... sianz.. do wad lehz?

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3:56:00 pm

hmm.. saw this article in the juction8 megazine... duno true anot.. haha..can noe wad e reason behind the gifts dey give u 4 v. dAe.. u can aso use this infor to buy sth for ur love ones..=p

fRom HiM..
-e kEyS t0 hiS aPaRtmeNt = he'S hoPpinG tHe mEsS and dirt will irritate u so uch tat you'll do a spot of cleaning while you're there.

-fL0wErS = he's done sth wrong. or he's about to.

-a r0mantiC dinner at home that he cooked by himself = he probably lied and catered the meal. be grateful in any case.

-a Nigella Lawson cookbook = ur smart gurl and u can work tat one out by urself.

-porn CDs = ur marriage material, but he wants to test ur reaction, so u don freak out wen u eventually find his massive collection at the back of his wardrobe..

-a Sh0pping gift vouchers = it's still too early to tell where this relationship is heading.

-lingerie = it's e beginning of the relationship n he can't wait to see u not wearing it.

-pyjamas = ur already married.

-book tat u noe he got off the bargin corner = he's cheap or. if he paid full price for it at kinokuniya, he dun noe where e good bargins are, Either way, these are not encouraging signs.


fR0m hEr...

-s0cks = it's e beginning of e relationship n she has no idea wad u like.

-a boxed set of body wash,deodorant and cologne = u could do with abit of freshening up.

-a kiSs 0n e mouth even wen ur sick with flu = she really lurve u.

-a gym membership = ur too puny to be seen hanging off her or ur taking up too much of her personal space. either way, she embarressed to be seen in public wif u.

-a book by deepak chapra becuz he, in her words, "changed my life" = she has no idea who are u.

-a year subscription to style weedings = in her mind, she's laready taken this relationship to the next level even if u haben.

-aromatherapy candles = she probably aso into yoga n wheat grass drinks.be scared.

-a CD/DVD = ur already married.

-a self-help b0ok = ur marriage material but there r still afew rough edges in ur personality tat she would like smoothened out b4 she introduce u to her parents.

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10:22:00 am

The happiest dae of my life is on 24th jAn 05~!! Whaha.. I'm so hapi tat dae…gUeSs wAD? A sErieS 0f hApPy sTuFf hAppEn… I got my 1st mp3 at onli 79 buck… but onli 128MB lar.. lolx… after tat went for rock climbin.. win my fren by a lil bit.. kakaka… aFtEr R0cK cLimBinG, went to see doctor wif sHaUn…after tat wE g0 pAsAr maLaM jaLaN JaLan… dEn hE sAw tHiS b0x wiF nEcKlaCe n eArRiNG iN iT.. sTaR wiF bLue cRysTaLs 0n t0p of iT… bUt iT's qUiTe eXpEnsiVe s0 diN wANteD t0 bUy iT.. dEn wEnT t0 eAt.. muA cHeE, ChiCkEn burger n cHa yE dAn… sAw th0sE oLdEn dAEs dE c0La b0ttLe.. qUiTe cUtE… kaKaka… aFtER eAtinG, wE walk aGaiN… dEn hE sHaUn aSk mE t0 wAiT aWhiLe… s0 I wEnT in t0 e pUzZLe sHopPiE… sAw tHiS Le0 PuzzLe wHiCh I LikE… aNd I’vE 0wAz wAnTeD s0mE1 t0 fiNisH 1 n giB it t0 mE… DeN I t0Ld sHaUn aBt it… anD hE jUz b0uGhT iT witH0uT sEc0nD t0tS… aNd sAiD hE’ll d0 iT within 3dAes… iT’s a 1000 pieCeS PuZzLe aNd hE’s g0nNa finish iT within 3dAes.. I wAs t0ucHeD bY wAd hE’s g0nNa d0.. aFtEr bUyinG tHe sTuFf… wE walk t0 e bUs sT0p… aNd hE t0Ld mE hE dUn WaNa tRy 0uT gF aLrEady cUz hE rEaLi LuRvE mE aNd hE d0eS n0t hAf e hArT t0 sTaRt aN0thEr rELati0nsHip… I wAs s0 fLyinG high taT dAe already n hE t0Ld mE tHeSe w0rdS… s0 hEaVeNLy…. LolX… fiNsH TaLkin, wE huG n hE giB mE e NeCkLaCe wHiCh I SaW… wAs s0 hApI tAt I cRieD… t0uChEd bY wAd hE’vE d0nE… rEaLi hApI tAt dAe~!!! dEn yEstErdAe hE pAtCh wiF mE… rEaLi sH0cKeD.. cUz hE sAiD vaLeNtinE dAe hE’ll pass mE e pUzZLe n We’ll pAtCh 0n tAT dAe.. I wAs tHinKinG I mUx wAit s0 LonG dEn cAn pAtCh.. n I dUn tHinK hE’ll PaTcH early… sH0ckEd wEn hE sAiD hE wAntEd t0 pAtCh~~ lOlx.. yUp.. i’M n0w aGain e HaPi xiNyI PpL uSe 2 sEe~!! hEe~~

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8:59:00 pm

hiaZ.. sian... back in sch... 2pid teacher... ask us to make our timetable usin words... fArk lo... so easy... but must immitate it lar... i copy de 'man xiang dE' whahaha.. bring class photo to look.. 2pid mE... lolz.. haPpiE fAcEs.. sWeEt mEm0riEs... hiAz... siAn... dUn0 wiL gEt inT0 sTuDeNt c0unCiL.. wahaha... better can get in.. lolz.. but mux dye my hair to black... lolz.. later visual basic.. sian 1/2.. aso duno why learn tat programmin software..

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8:55:00 am

mY pilaR 0f liFe is g0nE.. hE haF bEeN e 1 hU gUidEs mE wEn i dUn0 wAd t0 cH0osE.. hE sAid sTuFf wHiCh wErE hUrTinG n mAdE mE cRy paiLs n bUcKeTs... i'm sHi LiAn aGaiN.. i tRieD t0 h0Ld bAck mY tEaRs bUt iT kEeP p0uRinG... wHy g0d mUx mAkE mE hEaRt bR0kEn b4 mEeT mY mR riGht... PpL sAy tAT wE'rE c0mPaTibLe n sTuFf... eVeN mE mySeLf aS0 tiNk taT we'Ll LaSt... bUt wAd hApPeN? wE bReaK n paTcH s0 maNi tiMeS.. i rEgReT lEtTinG hiM g0... hIs sHaD0w sTiLl LinGer iN minD... hE waLkS iN n 0uT 0f mY liFe... b0arD n dEpArT mY tRain 0f L0vE s0 mAni timEs... iT's hArd t0 lEt g0.. hArd t0 4gEt...

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9:17:00 pm

it ended on 22/1/05 at 10:48pm... reason why we broke up was... he wanted to tried out hafin a new gf.. but i din wan him to.. even thou wen we were together, i stil haf a strong feelin tat he'll leave mi sooner or later.. so we both decided to brk up.. we felt sad but i wasn't as sad as him.. maybe because of the previous brk up when i break down... i was numb to feel anything... he cried.. i can see n feel that he's hart broken.. he was in dilema like wad i was when we last break up... in his mind thou he nv say, i noe tat he wanted to haf a new gf but he doesn't want to lose tis relationship.. so i tot why waste each other's time? break up faster.. so tat i wun owaz tink tat he's hart is not mine... n he can get settle down n get his new gf.. both of us is happier... i'll carry on my simple life wif other commitments... yup.. ppl say tat 1st lurve wun last... i duno.. for mi, my 1st lurve din last... hu noes for him... even if he's wif another ger... i doubt e ger can stand his attitude.. i'm not going against him.. but i reali tink tat i'm e onli 1 hu can stands tis... no oridinary ger will juz let him control n nag nag nag, yet can't fight back.. wad ever it is.. jux hope tat he'll find a better ger.. treat her better... n naturally e relationship will last longer.. n for mi.. i'll continue my life wif frenz n ccas... as for valentines' dae.. i wun find any body specially... juz wait for ppl to invite mi lo.. or juz go out wif sister... treat her to a movie?

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9:13:00 am

hiAz.. dUn0 wHy yEsTerdaE aFtEr sCh0oL fEvEr.. uSeD e sP0iL tHem0mEtEr t0 mEaSuE mYT tEmPeRaTUrE... siAnZ... n0 mAtTer h0w i MeAsUrE , iT stiLl sh0w tAt i'm n0t hAfinG fEvEr.. dEn 2dAe uSe aN0thEr tHm0mEtEr mEaSuRe.. 37.1 dEgReSs... dUn0 wHy sUdDeNLi fEvEr... iS ir bEcUx wiSd0w t0oTh gR0winG?? b0tH mY l0wEr jaW's t0otH aLrEaDy gR0w fiNisH Le.. n0w iS tHe uPpEr leFt tEetH gR0wiNg... iT'S haLg gR0wN Le... qUiTe pAiN... mY fReNz hU hAf tHeiR t0OtH gRown sAiD tAT u'Ll hAf fEvEr... dUn0 LaR.. sHaUn n0w at m'Sia.. so LaSt miN tELl mE L0.. hiAz... feELinG s0 siCk n0w~!!!

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1:31:00 pm

tHeSe r s0mE qu0tEs i f0unD wHiLe pAckinG mY 0Ld stUfF... rEaD iT caRefuLly n tHinK aBt iT f0r a sEc0nD 0r tW0...

i lUrVe u n0t bEcuZ 0f hU u R ,bUt bEcuZ 0f wH0 i aM wEn i'M wiF u..

n0 mAn 0r w0mAn iSw0rtH uR tEaRs,n tHe 0nE wH0 iS, wUn mAkE u cRy..

jUx bEcuZ s0mE1 d0eSnt LuRvE u tHe waY u wAnT 'eM t0 , d0eSn't mEaN dEy duN l0vE u wiTh aLl dEy haVe..

a tRuE fReN iS s0mE1 hU rEaCheS f0r uR haNd n t0ucH uR hArt..

tHe w0rsT waY t0 miSs s0me1 iS t0 bE siTtiNg riGhT beSiDe 'eM kn0winG u cAn't hAf tHem...

nEvEr fR0wN, eVen wEn uR sAd , bEcuX u nV n0E hU's fALliN iN l0vE wiF uR smiLe...

t0 e w0rLd uR mAyb jUx 1 pErs0n, bUt t0 1 pErs0n u mAy bE e w0rLd~

dUn wAsTe uR tiMe oN a mAn/w0maN, wH0 iSn't wiLlin t0 wAsTe tHeiR timE 0n u..

mAyb g0d waNtS uS t0 mEeT a fEw r0nG PpL b4 mEeTinG e riGhT 0nE,s0 tAt wEn wE fiNaLli mEeT e peRs0n wE wiL n0e h0w t0 bE grAtEfuL..

dUn cRy bEcUx iT's 0vEr, sMiLe bEcaUsE iT hAppEnEd..

dEr's oWaZ gOinG t0 bE PpL taT hUrT u s0 wAd u hAf t0 d0 iS t0 kEeP 0n tRuStinG n jUx bE m0rE cArefuL aBt hU utRusT nExt timE r0unD...

mAkE uRseLf a bEtA pErs0n n n0e hU uR b4 u tRy n n0e s0me1 eLsE n eXpeCt tHeM t0 n0E u..

d0n't tRy s0 haRd, tHe bEsT tHinGs c0mE wEn u LeAsT hApPeN 'eM t0..

rEmEmbEr : waDevEr haPpEnS , hApPeNs f0r a rEaS0n.

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9:51:00 am

wahahha.. now is the fish tank lab... sian.. saw my class advisor le.. he's quite young.. hmm.. den he talk to tat babu while us, e student busy surfin e net... watched seed of chucky yesterdae... not reali scary lar.. but the way they kill ppl is so yucky.. chop ppl's head.. burn the whole body n stuff... hiaz... chucky n tiffany got a son called shitface... wad a pid name... he dress like a boy.. but is a girl.. haha.. den chucky actually got sperm.. he masterbate!!! a doll masterbate!! lazy to type the story.. now mr lim WF ask us to intro.. start frm the back.. not infront.. now thinkin of wad to say abt myself... haha... gtg!! bye...

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8:45:00 am

last time saturdae was my favourite dae cuz got guides , scouts and campfire... now has become myworse dae.. wen dear go church at nite... i'll be so alone at nite... can't go out wif guys or alone.. can onli go out wif gers... sian lo.. he down der enjoy aso nv tink of how i feel at home... hiaz.. sianz!!!!

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9:09:00 pm

haha.. now in my school de lab [C205] the computer so lag.. but it's XP professional... wahhaa.. still nedd to login to the user n stuff.. wahha... can't go friendster n stuff.. but over all not so bad... hee... some site can go, some site can't go.. hee.. funnie~!!! gtg surf net.. bye~!!

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3:39:00 pm

life is like a bed of roses. you'll smell the sweetness,see their beauty and still haf to be aware of the thorns..
on 11th jan 05,i was badly hurt by the thorns.. roses are not as beautiful as they were. to mi, sweet smelling roses haf turn into evil venus fly trap... hiaz...2dae went to sch agaiin.. it was not so bad after all~!!! i've made 1/2 of my class de gers le... not tat bad actually.. my life's gettin much better.. wad happen yesterdae,i dun wish to mention.. juz hope tat my life ahead will be as colourful as my sec sch.. 2dae at class.. was takin photos.. cuz i'm too bored... haha... 2dae we irritate teacher to let us off earlier... 1hr earli~!!! can't believe... okie lar acutalli.. kaka.. i'm feelin much better... kaka.. 2dae got year 2 guy take number frm mi.. but i dun wana gif.. cuz i'm attached... tat simple..

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5:20:00 pm

oh my god~!! can't believe tat my onli life wad taken away frm mi again~!!!! my life=scoutin.. hiaz.. can't take it.. i'm going to brk down soon~!!!! aRgH~!!! hiaz.. thou a new sch, life without new fren is reali bad~!!! duno why my class no gers wana tok wif mi so i onli can tok wif guys.. hiaz... my life is so shity now!! n0 sCh,n0 fRenz n love.. worse of all, no life=no scouting n guidin.. so sucky lo.. i duno lar.. feel so not like myself.. feel so out of place... aRgH!!! i'm so stReSs..

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5:24:00 pm

hEy.. mY nEw sCh wAS likE sO yUcKy 2dAe... g0t 1 gEr sticK t0 mE.. dEn n0 timE t0 maKe fReNz... wahhaa... over all was ok lar.. not tat bad.. i was in ICT1B... class FL051B.. duno stands for wad aso.. all i noe abt the course is i'll be in labs in most time.. wahhaa.. means air con~!!! kakaka.. dun reali haf ani frenz in class now.. but soon.. juz gimmi some more time.. i'll be like 1 siao char bo in sec sch again~!!! haha... so far so good.. still enjoyin my life der... abt cca.. duno wad to join.. got scouts le.. duno wana join other cca anot.. kaka.. if join.. will join archery or outdoor adventure ba.. heE... sian.. my class onli got 5 chinese~~ i'm not used to hafin malays in class... pass 10yrs.. i onli haf abt 1/2 malays in class.. now is like i've become the minority... wahhaha.. abit werid thou.. hEe.. hope tmr will be a better dae~!!

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6:48:00 pm

hiaz... can't use explorer so like tat blog.. mi these few daes haf alot stuff not settle.. hiaz.. stressful daes... i'm not feelin good~!!! aRgH~!!!!! hate u ppl~!! miss my sec sch.. nw den i realise being loved is not reali good~!! some stuff r uncontrolable n cuz of tis.. u lose a fren.. is tat wad u wan? do u like the feelin?? hiaz.. duno lar.. cuz of tis damn ting.. i feel so fed up n sucky~!! no mood to do aniting~!!! thou i nv say angry.. is unexplainable feelin!!! hiaz.. hapi lar.. make mi feel so unez... sua~ i dun wana tok ani more... make mi more mad... 

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