"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Sunday, June 28, 2009
i just reach home not too long ago. had a long day and im tired. i need to adjust back my sleeping timing. im tired. really. good night love
4:11:00 am
♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009
i collected my glasses alr. feel so much better at night. cause i got 闪光。 can't focus properly at night.
我好想你！
12:54:00 am
♥ Friday, June 26, 2009
i thought today would be a better day. but it didn't turn out too well. i hope tmr will be a better day!
12:41:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 25, 2009
i want to go durian picking! dear, when will u be free to do that w me? i just got home. can anyone imagine i went out alone today!?! i was so bored la. nothing to do and i need to go out for a walk. tmr working again. hias. bored bored bored!
12:52:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
what hurts the most?
2:18:00 am
♥ Monday, June 22, 2009
my bf is behaving in a werid manner.. he told me we're going to catch a movie last night. and today he told me he might be going out. when asked abt the movie he said it was suppose to be ytd what. hias. duno. he doesn't seem very happy w me anymore. 17 more days till he enlist. but it seems like i'm no longer part of his life. i'm not saying all the time i feel this way. but some times i really feel i'm the last person that he will ask to go out w. last person he will want to talk to. and sending message to me has become 'wasting money' it has been 1 week since this happened. and i duno how long more it's going to last. i have to wait for a hug when i asked for one. have feelings faded? or am i thinking too much?
7:29:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 21, 2009
camp was tiring. mentally tired. dearie send me to sarimbun camp. the way in freak him out. there was no street lamp from the main road till the camp site. rocky path. super dark surrounding. went to cemetery on the 2nd night. walk our way in/out of the camp site to the main road for transport. sleep in the air-con logistic room w loud 'stereo' beside me. stationed at challenge valley slide. they enjoy alot sliding into the milo pool. pool for duno how many s**t. bad headache on that day. the only good thing about sarimbun is in the morning abt 7am. just before dawn, it's freaking old. during the day, it's freaking hot. haha. still waiting for dearie to be home.
11:43:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i'm feeling better, thanks to all my friends. thank you for talking to me & encouranging me. ur words mean alot to me.
dearie, i really hope we can walk this difficult path together. it's not just abt u. it's about us. shall we walk together?
2:47:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i just wake up. was having fever just now. no more dear, loves & misses in those messages. i feel like i'm hugging an empty shell. maybe i was in shocked or too hurt to feel love. because all these didn't started off w a fight. maybe if it started off w a fight, i wont feel so bad. friends, i need ur shoulder.
11:45:00 pm
♥ Monday, June 15, 2009
painful
a not happy 26th monthsary for me. shall not elaborate more.
10:52:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009
it has been 4 long days. dearie has not said that he miss me once. he said it's not because of the talk we had on thurs night. i feel kinda sad. 26th is around the corner. planning to get him something but duno he'll like it anot. hias. he's flying back tomorrow alr. i hope things will get better when he's back.
11:04:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 13, 2009
i'm listening to the radio in dearie's room. just had dinner w his mum. im going out later w my biatch! WOOHOO. dear's neighbour got BBQ. smell super nice la. i want a BBQ also. if can, just the a small grp of us. HEE. i miss my baby boy! one more day and i can see him~
8:07:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 12, 2009
SK2 has a werid smell. LOL. luckily i'm only using the essence. so the smell not so bad. ok la. it has done a little to my skin. my skin feel a little bit smoother. HAHA. baby is at KL. and i hope he's doing fine. i need to save up for my b'dae if i manage to find someone who can book at cheaper rate.
10:26:00 pm
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be home by 0115hrs doesn't mean that u go home and make me a call using ur house phone and go out again. im hungry i also dont dare to go and buy food cause i know i will be late. i need to be home to give u a call. and u'll be angry about it.
u came home to give me a call and go out straight. i dont care where u go but as long as ur not at home, u lose! so what if u rush home to call me? if i knew earlier ur going to 出 this lj pattern, i wont even go home early. so what if ur at the park? den what's the point of betting? den what's the point of screaming so loud ur home at 0115 when ur going out at 0116? fuck fuck fuck!
1:18:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009
i miss by baby boy
went to sentosa e other day w my biatch~ 1st time we managed to meet up on time i should say. had kfc for breakfast before going to e beach. she saw a bag she really love and asked me to get it for her 21st. like wtf right? her b'dae in september! but ok la. i still bought the bag for her. sun was so glaring that i nearly couldn't open my eyes! baby is not in town and i miss him tonnes. how i wish we had spend more time together. he's going into the stupid army alr. :(
11:40:00 pm
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suddenly i feel very lonely. on the last night tgt before he fly off. he only hold my hands for less den 10minute. hug for the time up to my place. he's out with his friends. dont want me to send him off. he said he has his reasons but i duno what reason is it. he didn't make himself clear abt it. he dont want to make me feel tired. but i want to send him. hias. i got a long lonely weekend to go. =(
12:35:00 am
♥ Tuesday, June 09, 2009
i bought these two alr! LOL. happy girl. tomorrow im going to sentosa! i hope they do miracle to my face. i miss my baby. =( he's in jb now.
11:20:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 06, 2009
clubbing yesterday. virgin visit to zirca & rebel. rebel is much nicer den dbl o actually haha. waited for val till 12plus before heading down to clark quay. her friend went along. i dont like the music at zirca but there's not table at rebel. so we end up drinking at zirca but keep going back to rebel to dance. LOL. after that went over to baby face around meridian hotel. to me it's like a uncle club lo. 老牛想吃嫩草。可惜嫩草聪明。 went home at 6am. going to dearie's cousin's baby shower. going to watch monster vs aien! WOOHOO!
2:43:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 05, 2009
i got a suddenly urge to go play! HAHA i wana see voguelicious dance. they are so cool la! HAHA. going out soon, loves!
10:30:00 pm
♥ Monday, June 01, 2009
im back from hat yai! reach singapore at about 0330 hrs. dearie came to pick us up. bought tonnes of stuff there. came to work at 12.30 today. i got a long week to go a! HAHA. feeling fat alr. go there i only eat and sleep. fall in love w mango rice! HAHA. i bring 9 mango back from thailand eh!
6:57:00 pm
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