hello everyone... lOlx.. lOng tiime nO blOg cuz my IE dOwn.. hiias... so sad lOrz.. nOw at ah ma hOuse.. waitiin fOr lunch!! haha.. farkiin hungry.. ii'm attacheded ler!!! haha... happy for miie ma?? hiis biig name iish fidel!! haha.. thOu he may nOt lOok gOod but he hab a great hart!! he dOte miie alOt lar.. haha.. all ii can say iis, i lub hiim.. ii dunO wad Others tiink lar.. ii dun tiink they hab gOod impressiiOn on hiim... out of sudden everyone dun wana tOk tO hiim.. kinda sad fOr him lar.. hmm.. alOt ppl keep askiin miie iif ii'm seriious anOt Or iish iit jus a cOver.. hiias.. almost everyone tink tiis way!!! hate iit lar... but whO careS? haha.. tOkiin abt tiis remind miie Of feii.. she's not realii nOt dOiin well lar.. nOt say ii still liike her Or wad lar.. she diin eat n sleep for e past few days.. as a fren aso will dO sth.. sher n ii tink tat she deserve iit lOrz.. hiias.. hu ask her keep playiin on ppl's feelings.. nOw it's her turn le.. it's KARMA.. retribution(duno how to spell).. i owaz treasure my lOve ones.. it's jus tat dey dun treasure.. why mus when lOst liiao den treasure lehz?? tOo late ger.. every tiink is tOo late.. u choose tiis path urself.. blame iit all to ur self!! understand?? ii'm liike a princess lar!! he dOte miie alOt.. haha.. xiing fu!!! haha.. lOve euu!!!

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12:04:00 pm

ii'm stressed!! gOd help miie!!! mummiie jus tok to miie abOut my life.. lesbian life, smOkiin liife and hp bills.. hiias.. ii dunO lar.. ii jus feel liike mOviin out.. can't stand it!! farkiin liife ii have.. jus driink.. 1st tiime drink den driink wiid a straw.. hiias.. nth de lOrz.. dunO which idOiit tell miie will easier to get driink.. my fOot lOrz!! hiias.. nth at all!! hiias.. tOk tO valeriie abOut mOii stuff.. felt alOtz better!! dunO lar!! ii duno wtf i'm dOiin.. sOme1 tOld miie i'm liike On sales.. haha.. everyone wana grap.. it's jus tat hu wins onli.. sales are non living tings.. i'm a human.. thx for e encouragement.. but still i'm stress.. stressed!!! gOiin off ler!! buaii!!

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2:13:00 am

hmm.. tues run shift at nOvena.. damn fun!! haha.. thou openin mus do myself, but ii still enjoy it!! kaka.. lucky gOt staff ar.. if not ar... can die sia.. haha.. damn fun!! kaka..

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3:30:00 am

haha.. was raining e whOle day.. sO cOld lOrz.. haha.. lucky when ii gO wOrk nOt rainin!! haha.. sO tired.. wOrk like a dOg lyk tat siia.. run here n der.. jOn can't dO sOlo base yet.. den everytiime miike dO half way gOiin tO jam den ii gO iin clear shiit.. haha.. hab supper at adams cOrner.. was stuck iin e raiin fOr dunO hOw manii hOurs.. sO reach hOme like farkiin wet.. tmr wOrkiin at 9 siia!! can't sleep.. such a niice weather can't sleep.. hiias.. aniwae ii found tiis at andrea's blog n find it meaningful.. post iit bah.. find iit quiite true..

Guys drinks to forget about the girl...
Girls drinks to think back about that guy..

When guys are in love, they become poorer
But when girls are in love, they become prettier

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care most about the quantity of love...
But girls care most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel Separation from her man...

Guys feels curious towards all girls...
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are Interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from other guys...

Guys wishes to be her first love....
And girls wishes to be his last love...


ANDREA PAN ZHE MEI ... we'll walk thru tiis difficult path tOgether... stay strOng.. believe we can dO it!! why thiis type Of tiings mus happen tO us!! hiias.. sad siia.. aniiting we still hab each Other!!! 9yrs Of siistershiip.. 1st tiime we kena same tiing at e same tiime!! hiias.. aniitiing.. call miie 'my hp iis 24/7 on..ani time u call miie i'l piick up de' k?? haha.. stay happy ar!!! =))

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1:45:00 am

hmm.. yesterdae went to shaw plaza.. fer their xmas party tingy.. aunty jane giib miie a xmas gift.. damn cute.. after so lOng den ii gO shaw fiind them.. when ii reach, ii saw alOt ppl.. haha.. heard from fidah tat fei ask her who ii gO out wid, is it a guy or a giirl.. ii was like.. u gOt gf liiao still care whO i gO out wid for wad?? i tot ur happy wid ur life nOw?? ur e one whO wanted tO leave.. den nOw still ask ppl abOut miie fOr wad?? my life, i dun nid u tO be here.. i'll be alOt happier withOut u.. and fOr that sOmeone.. tis time it's going to last.. believe mie.. ii dun wan her to hurt us again..some1 mus be Out of e triangle.. so i'm leavin now.. it's tiring for us.. yup.. i'm leavin oreadi.. =)) after tat went to tOwner wid thiru, jae, fidah, fazli, darren, daniel, mei lin, wiji, cailin and fei.. e whOle lOt of us jus bOard e 21.. was like sO nOisy.. haha.. we all went tO fetch ade n jOn.. walk tO adams to have Our supper.. haha.. i dunO why the fOod der was like so tasteless.. hiias.. crazie miie suggested we gO geylang again.. so we finish Our supper and headed fOr geylang.. cailin, wiji, mei lin n fei was waiting for dunO who.. accompany them.. was racing ard.. haha... after tat jae, ade, fidah, fazli, jon, darren, mie, thiru and daniel walk to geylang.. was fun la.. jae vomit.. but she look ok n dun wana let ade noe.. haha.. sweet.. went der tO lOok ard.. haha.. den suddenly ade tOld mie she feel like hOldin jae's hands.. cause hers are cOld.. ii was like.. jae jus tOld miie abOut she wana hold ade hands but shy.. sO cute.. so mii n fidah helped them.. haha.. so on e way tO get drink.. they hOld their hands!! was like.. wow.. so happy fOr them.. haha.. lOviing cOuple siia.. 1st dae onli jae piggy back her.. haha..ade.. ur sO lucky!!! den was walkin hab way went tO e atm.. cause they gOt no enuff cash.. reach atm.. lOng que nvm.. but e stupid machine can't even dispense cash.. haha.. furnie.. den darren bOrrOw 10buck frOm miie.. went tO uOb tO withdraw.. haha... den tis negrO cOme up tO mie n ask if i'm wearing cOntacts.. ii was like.. 'who e hell is tis guy.. ' den he tOld miie i lOok pretty.. haha.. damn furnie.. but he's kinda cOol.. went back n saw ex shaw staff.. benson, ah bOon and mike der.. was nice seeing them again.. walk ard den went tO mustafa walk walk.. damn furnie.. after tat cab hOme.. on e way hOme feel like vOmiting.. jus walk up frOm sleep.. sOmetimes ii jus wana ask mOiiself.. why u guys mus go after miie ?? why stress miie up jus after a breakup?? hiias.. stressed!!

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2:11:00 pm

hmm.. quite surprised wid alOt stuff.. my ex(s) noe each other!! okie.. 1st shaun noe harris.. den harris noe august.. den after tat shawn noe august.. den their fren iish ben.. lOlx.. so qiiaO.. ii aso fOund an accounting book my mum keep.. inside gOt e detail like whO to contact when ii was at china, yunan.. got my ex,jansen detail..where he stay n contact.. haha.. so furnie.. din't expect it lar.. haha.. watch eragon le.. niice shOw.. hee.. was tOkiin wid fren at east cOast park.. haha.. thx alOt!! ii enjOy it.. =)) hmm.. dunO where to spend tis xmas siia!! the chickens aren't free!!! lOnely!!! hias.. dunO lar!! hee.. jux wana be fRee.. carefree liife!!

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3:48:00 pm

okiie.. everyOne should nOe ii jus gOt a new mp3 la... creative zen v.. a small and cute mp3.. haha.. white colour de.. it takes farkiin lOng tO charge lORz.. i charge everydae also still the same is the 1st bar.. i ned tO buy the adapter charger.. charge even better n faster.. but nO money!!! mus wait for pay dae.. my pink mp3 lent tO kOr le.. haha.. he like hapi wid the mp3.. haha.. tink gOt his songs inside bah.. lOlx.. will sOme kind soul pls buy mie the charge for my x'msa gift?? haha.. later will wOrk til veri late.. gOt spriing cleaning!!! tata!!! c ya ..

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2:36:00 pm

yesterderdae tOn wiid fidah, fazeli, c-jae, adeline n daniel at pek kiiO.. befOre tat had supper at Our usually place, adams cOrner.. befOre tat still gOt ah feng n jOnathan.. but after makan feng habtO gO hOme cause her mum wana eat.. tOo bad la.. realise sOmeting.. ade keep lOokiin at jae.. kaka.. shhh.. dun get shocked if ur readin.. feng aso saw~!!! gO 7-eleven buy a pack Of cigg we all share.. was plannin tO gO tO kallang.. end up gO geylang.. see 'ji' .. walk walk half way darren call and say we ps him n stuff.. was like... u din even say ur cOmiin lOrz.. hiias.. dunO la.. den we cOntinue walkin tO e place.. saw alOt chiO bu.. kaka.. 1st time tOn wid ade.. quite fun la.. after walkin ard gO pOlice.. we aso hiide.. after tat go lor 14 buy cigg.. sit dOwn tiinkin where tO head.. after sOme time decided tO gO pek kiio cc der sit dOwn.. was talkiin abt her.. hiias.. everyOne was tired Of talkiin tO her already.. ii saiid ii wun care oreadi but jae say now is u angry den u say all these.. ii was liike.. ii tink i can dO it.. ii dun wana mie e 3rd party animOre.. hiias.. dun wana tok abt these le~ xiang dao jiu ge sim.. hiias..

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2:11:00 pm

okiie.. i brOke up wiid my dear babiie.. i'm not not sad..i'm veri dissappointed! i tOt we're nOt gOiing tO break up aniimOre cause she's e One whO ask fOr e patch.. and nOt miie..but ii was wrOng, she alsO wanted tO break up..ii was liike..why mus u owaz dO tiis tO miie.. ii scOlded her On message!!was realii veri pissed Off... keep telliin miie sOrry.. u can say sOrry fOr dunO hOw mani tiimes but when dO u reali mean it?? i'm jus tryiin to hide my feelings.. tryiin to be strong~!! ii dun wan let u see my tears agaiin.. u ask miie tO giive up, but when ii wana giive up, u wanted tO patch.. but tiis tiime nO mOre.. u make miie lOse trust iin u oreadi.. ii'm reali tiired.. after 1yr and 1 mOnth.. jus wana wiish u a happy 13th mOnthsary.. u chOose a veri niice dae.. thx tO u.. 121105 - 121206 ... my lesbiian liife wiill stOp here ii guess!! i jus act strOng infront Of everyone.. makiin them feel like i'm reali tat strOng.. but whiile typiin tiis, ii was cryiin.. ii nv wana let u go.. u reali mean alOt tO miie.. 13mOnths of tears n jOy.. nO easy tO fOrget.. ii was abOut tO tell u tOdae.. 9 mOre days we'll wiin my ex oreadi.. everytiime u ask miie.. when will we be e lOngest.. will we wiin, but when finally we're reachiin the day.. u saiid u wana let miie gO.. reali sad.. ii learn alOt stuff frOm miie.. u let miie reali hate u at tiimes n lOve u sO craziie at tiimes.. ii jus dun wiish u tO be back agaiin.. nOt because ii dun lOve u animOre but ii dun wan u tO hurt miie aniimOre.. ii'm reali verii hurt!!! i'm achiin!! gOd help miie!!! lOve hurtz~!!! jus wana be Out fOr lOve.. 1st tiime ii lOve a persOn sO much n yet ii nOe tiis persOn iish gOnna hurt miie agaiin yet stiill lOve her sO deep.. falliin intO the whiirlpOol of lOve~~ ii jus wana say ii lOve u too much tO let u gO.. respect wad u dO.. takkiire! gOod luck tO u twO bah~!!! =))

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3:36:00 am

hiias.. yesterdae went to miit andrea!! pan zhe mei.. mOii prii sqOul fren.. kaka.. she's wOrkiin sO hard.. 12hr shift siia!! dunO hOw e hell she tahan.. den her bf liike dun understand her.. hiias.. pOor giirl.. free jus riing miie up lOrz.. liike wad u tell ur mr chua, my hp is 24/7 On de.. jus call miie.. haha.. =)) dun sad le lar!! smiiles.. miiss ya!! dun fOrget u Owe miie a day Out hOr!! 1 day we gO out shOppiin.. enjOy liife.. k?? 9yrs Of frenshiip nOt so easiily fOrgotten de!! sistershiip Owaz yeah?? =)) hOpe ur Ok.. dun sad..if he dun wan u, i'll take u de hOr.. kaka..

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12:17:00 pm

why iis it owaz happen when i please 1party, eother party will be angry?? hiias.. stressed.. ii onli tok tO sOmeOne abOut hOw ii feel.. she's angry.. say wad i spOiil her image.. iit's liike.. whO shOuld ii turn tO when ii'm stressed or sad?? nO One.. ii can Onli tOk tO u, but when ii tOk tO u, we'll quarrell.. hiias.. u'll nv read my blOg!!! nv!! Onli Once iin a blue mOon.. u'll Owaz gO tO her blOg n see.. ii dunO wad ur tiinkiin.. u say ii dun understand u, but u keep scOldiin miie negatiive cOmments, hu liike?? everyday even when ii did nOthiing rOng.. ii'm asO human beiin lehz!!! ii asO hab feeliings.. iif u dun allOw miie tO tOk tO aniiOne, ii'm gOiing tO gO craziie One dae!!! stressed!!!

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