"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Thursday, September 30, 2004
L O V E
to me , love is like a train.
people go up and down the train daily.
There r ppl hu stay thru-out,
there r ppl hu stay for a few stops.
In my train, people do not stay at all,
dey vandalise myy cabins leaving mi hurt...
Why do my bf owaz brk my heart?
Why do he always leave me when i need him most?
why do these happen?did i did sth rong?
i wasn't sure if i still love him...
i was afraid tat i'll make e rong choice leaving him.
Am i so poor at choosin bF?
or izzit a coincidence tat dey behave this way?
why do i haf such a poor life?
i do not haf everything i wan~! including a family...
why do i onli haf frenz around mi?
why does my bf owaz do stuff i hate?
he can't be blamed either, this is his 1st relationship..
all i could do nw is to wait 4 my br0ken hEaRt to be put back again...
9:11:00 am
♥ Saturday, September 25, 2004
pay dae~!!
lolz.. recently got back report card.. bad news n good news... all 5 and one 1~! but good news is i pass all sub.. 1st time in my entire life~!! so hapi.. lolz.. mz han say i shouldn't go sec5 , cuz sure struggle de.. no point wasting 1 more yr,wasting money on o's money..i agree wif her lar... i go up sec5 aso can't go poly, end up in ite aso.. hmm.. 2dae went to see doc.. got tis itch which does not go off.. make my beautiful leg so ugly... arGh~!! hate it sia.. my leg so nice no scar de, after this itch.. so mani 2pid scar appear.. now dun dare to wear mini skirt le lar~!! doc say i got bitten by some insect.. den gib mi medicine to stop itch n make my skin not so dry.. kaka.. after tat went back home to get EZ-link card.. went to work place to collect pay.. onli $199~!! hiaz.. e uniform deposit 25 bucks.. arGh~! pig lor~!! den i got lesser money~!! gotta find out my acc number n bank in e cheque.. still muz wait til tues den get money... after collectin pay went to scouts hq for dreams3 meeting.. for the two meeting i late.. so paiseh sia.... lolz.. i was e onli 1 in fund raisin.. so fun.. no ned to haf committee meetings.. but muz do e work alone.. lolz.. heard frm kin ping veri relax de.. lolz.. so good for mi lo.. kakaka... after meeting went to j8 to walk ard.. changed quite alot le.. dar buy for mi a purse.. lolz.. design look lyk 60s.. veri cute... lalala.. tat's 4 2dae...
6:11:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, September 22, 2004
七里香
窗外的麻雀 在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句 很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔 在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁
秋刀鱼 的滋味 猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖 的阳光 像刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一迭
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解
那饱满 的稻穗 幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然 对我说 七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴
雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页 整夜
我的爱溢出就像雨水 窗台蝴蝶
像诗里纷飞的美丽章节 我接着写
把永远爱你写进诗的结尾 你是我唯一想要的了解
4:54:00 pm
♥ Sunday, September 19, 2004
long week end for mua...
kakaka.. thursdae nv go skool... go work at suntec sia.. veri hiong... thursdae work frm 4-10..doing sampling and usher...so boring sia...e customers so 2pid lehz.. der got say collection counter , dey still go rong place.. diaox lo.. hiaz, 1st dae sure tired n shag de ma.. den e chicken smelly so 'zhong'... wen home with tat 2pid smell... waited for e taxi so long nv cum.. e tazi avaliable 1 go round n round dun wana stop.. ended up going to taxi stand.. hiaz.. fridae after skool wen home change den go le.. reached abt 3pm... at 1st do sampling.. after sampling put vegetable... not long den go take orders.. after tat do vegetable again.. lolz... went home aso abt 10+.. saturdae morning shift... 9am.. den we din noe ned to take exhibitor pass den lucky we wear uniform can go in without pass.. *phew* so fierce.. saturdae half dae do putting vegetable.. jammed e whole place... lolz.. onli mi e newbie do vegetable.. kakaka.. den e other half of e dae help in packing.. quite fun... learn alots stuff le.. guess wad?? i enjoy packing e most.. so fun~!! lolz.. call e number... kakaka... so shag.. but not as bad lar.. at least no skool.. after tat went to scouts hq for dreams3 meeting.. i was in fund raising... lolz.. den i plan roster 4 ppl in bwss to sell stuff during recess.. sir nvsay wen gif so relax 1st lo... after tat went home... 2dae do packing... i'm e packer.. means put in meat de.. sat is close box onli.. haha.. stressful sia.. alots order den it's lyk nv ending de... so ke lian.. kakaka...den 2dae eat nth until 6.. cuz i nv haf brk at all b4 i knock off.. den shaun help mi take pepperina.. take aso take so lan de.. hiaz... den no mood to eat lo.. after quarrell again.. long story lar.. lazy to type out... sianz.... 2more wks to n levels... hope i'll score well...
8:42:00 pm
♥ Monday, September 13, 2004
m o n e y p r o b l e m . . .
hiaz.. so sian.. my 2pid father cum n interupt mi n mummy talk... farkin hell lo.. my acc no money for giro.. told my mother duno how mani daes ago.. she still haben top up.. den can't buy bus stamp can't use my ez link card... den not as if i nv told her.. told her le still nv top up..den i kena scolding 4 nth... fark lo.. he say i nv tell mummy earli.. i got tell ma... crazie farking old man... say wad.. use coins more beta.. i wana to cancel giro long ago le lo.. juz tat my mother keep my atm card...den got bad debt... can't use card / haf bus stamp.. hiaz.. why i haf such family? no money still wana gib birth to so mani children ?? so mani children aso duno how to divide their parental love.. i dun get any lil abit of love tat every teen should get~!!! why r they so bias?? dey support my sista in wad ever dey do... wad abt mi ? object wad ever sh!t i do.. i does not belong to this family.. hiaz.. can't continue le lar... peh chek...
8:40:00 pm
♥ Friday, September 10, 2004
q u a r r e l l s ~ ! !
hiaz... yesterdae quarrell again.. so boring.. everi time quarrell... even outsiders aso say we siao.. lil bit aso quarrell...guess wad? yesterdae we quarrell? lemme tell u e story...my pri skool fren called.. long no nv tok le.. den we tok for abt 1hr.. shaun say it was ok since we haben tok for e long time.. den after tat i told him wad we tok abt.. prom nite n ite stuff... she asked mi to company mi her to ite open hse after our 'n' levels.. i said ok lo.. i'm fine wif it since she aso wanted e course i'm interested... but shaun wana tag along...den it's making mi 'nan zhuo ren' my fren wun lyk mi to bring bf go.. and i wun be hapi abt it.. i either haf to choose bf or fren wat.. some more tat dae her b'dae party i nv turn up, oreadi dissapoint her.. dun wan her to feel tat i dun haf bf will die.. den maybe after tat she'll go out wif mi n stuff since we haben meet for such a long time... he say mi why i din wan him to tag along.. i said 'nan zhuo ren'.. he ask mi wad's e meaning?? we r going to e same course.. why can't he go... den i repeat myself for abt 5-6 times until i brk down.. y can't he use his damn brain n tink ?? can't he put himself in my shoes... n i've told him so mani times wen i go out wif frenz, i dun wish tat he's present... he said going ite not going out.. but der's my fren present wad... he's so aRgH~!!!!! out of anger, i told him lotsa stuff i shouldn't say... lyk ' why can't u use ur brains' , ' since u no brains, go ite for wad?' , 'i'm sick of being ur gf' n mani more.. feel so bad.. but i din mean to say it wad... say it cuz i'm veri angry n irritated... it's so hard to control.. he tinks tat i look down on him.. i was so angry tat i walk all e way home.. all e frm serangoon to toa payoh.. e journey wad tiring n abit scary... muz walk pass dark roads n stuff... scared something bad might happen... nv eat dinner n drink water walk so long distance... hiaz... some more my bag got uniform n 1 set of clothing.. so heavy... walk till leg pain... cuz my slippers not suitable for long distance walk... hiaz... now leg still quite pain.. until i reached comfort delgro, rested awhile... too tired to carry on... tried to walk to lor 8 n haf supper... den eat prawn noodles... he buy sugar cane n sugar cane drink.. after tat chew sugar cane... after chewing den sit down tok tok.. after toking go drink dessert den go home... 2dae 5th monthsary... gonna take photo...
7:39:00 am
♥ Tuesday, September 07, 2004
c i n d e r e l l a s t o r y . . .
High school senior Sam Montgomery (Hilary Duff) lives at the beck and call of her self-obsessed step-mother Fiona (Jennifer Coolidge) and her sinfully wicked step-sisters, who treat her more like a servant than a member of the family. With her sights set on attending Princeton, Sam finds her less-than-sparkling social life wonderfully complicated when she meets her Prince Charming online. But when her anonymous cyber soul mate turns out to be her high school's über-popular quarterback Austin Ames (Chad Michael Murray), Sam makes a mad dash back to reality, leaving her cell phone behind just before the clock strikes midnight. Fearing rejection if her secret is revealed, Sam dodges Austin's efforts to discover the identity of his princess. Will Sam let fear hold her back, or will she find the courage to be herself and claim the life she's always wanted? Her chance at "happily ever after" depends on it.
hiaz... i cried during da movie~!!! can't believe it!!! 1st time i cry during a movie.. duno reali noe y aso.. maybe cuz touched?? dey say sam was a fake cinderella.. make purposeli make e skit to mad her feel inferior... she din wana let austin noe she was cinderella... hiaz.. so poor ting lo... den tink some how similar to mi ba... not sure... den i tot sam was great at scoldin austin.. she say she wun waste time on time~!! so brave~!!! love it man... den i was den i cry.. tink e whole cinema onli i cry bA... supposr to be funny n romantic.. but i ended up crying... crazie mad woman... hiaz... here r some pictures frm cinderella story.. taken frm yahoo movies....
3:19:00 pm
♥ Sunday, September 05, 2004
'n' levels!!!
oh my god.. tmr is chinese paper n i'm not studying.. can't believe not studying 4 my major exams... but mi aso no mood to study... hiaz.. duno y mei xing qing study... feel lyk PSLE tat time.. aso everytime play computer nv study... how?? aiyoyo... tell mi to do sth... hiaz.. chinese papaer still not so bad... social studies paper on tuesdae.. duno how to study sia... hiaz... bth... so worried... scared wil fail my 'n' levels den repeat... so scary... hiaz.. wad if ite does not wan mi aR?? aRgH~!!!!!
3:32:00 pm
♥ Thursday, September 02, 2004
worse quarrel i can ever haf
hiaz.. i'm damn sick now... fever go up n down... giddy n headache.. lyk going to faint any moment.. quarrel wth shaun until i becum sick.. it's e 1st time i quarrel till sick.. maybe too stress le.. mental break down as wad mr lim say... hiaz.. mi feel so cold now.. but hafin fever.. so werid.. lyk going to die le...inside so cold yet outside so hot.. feeling veri veri terrible now... at least 2 kind soul haf ask mi to take care...thanx sammie n hoe chuan... wad abt tat idoit? nv even send mi a msg to ask mi to take care or wad... hopeless fellow!!! i hate him.. control freak... wen will i haf a bf whose not a control freak???? omg.. i can't believe this.. why am i so unlucky!!! wad a life i haf.. can't carry on le.. to pissed off to write... bye~!!!
9:05:00 pm
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