"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Monday, June 27, 2005
k0r's new giirl..
hmm.. lemme update u guys abt wad's happeniin ard miie... hmm.. last week went to sch but most classes nv go cuz of the oritentation c0ncert n stuff.. run away for classes todae sia.. IF.. stupiid lesson.. ii oreadii noe html codes ma.. can't be bothered abt the class.. so run away peii k0r go fiind da sao.. haha.. k0r found himself a giirl le.. actualionli disturb the giirl say he may lurve her.. den it's like tat dae he piggy back her home.. the way she hold him n stuff makes miie feel tat he fall for hiim.. duno why aso.. haha.. so next day went to ask her if she like k0r.. without second tot, she said yes... was quite shocked then.. it's like miie n her not veri close, she actual tell miie.. she nv tell anione abt iit.. so ii told kor.. k0r din wan it to be true.. once ii noe, i told kor about it.. haha.. he was like.. fark~ iit's become true.. tat nite wanted him to send her home alone to tok tings out.. they did tok tings out.. the giirl told k0r she liked him.. ii was like.. "i ask u send her home to tell her u wun like her n stuff.. end up she tell u??" omg.. den he tio jet lorz.. duno wad to say to her.. say next day gib her answer.. ii bring him to moii viod deck to help him wif the decision.. it's like one of his lao po come back find him.. i dun wan see the girl hurt.. den i physco.. but seriously she's a good ger.. stead oreadi tink of later k0r go army n stuff.. sensible n mature girl.. she doesn't tink like typical 15yr old giirl.. so can be k0r.. wad's worse was he is wif the girl he least expect... wad ever it is, best wishes for the both of them.. oh ya.. i keep sayin the girl, the girl... the girl is none other den adeline~~ lolx.. cute giirl frm bendemeer...
11:51:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 25, 2005
siick~!!
my g0d~!! yesterdae ii'm siick duriin w0rk~ reach der was still 0k, after eatiin den start to hab fever n headache... actual throat oreadi n0t feelin well le.. den w0rk.. eat panadol.. after a while fever was gone but headache worse.. jia lat.. den i told su min cl0ck miie out.. cuz ii can't realli w0rk le.. sleep awhile den wanted to go see doc.. doc open at 7 onli.. so wait.. sleep.. until 7.20 wake up by some1 hu called miie.. after tokin when to the doc.. when back to stall to hab moii medicine.. help out awhile den go sleep.. k0r dun allow miie work.. den slp lorz.. sleep awhile wake up do closiin den went back to sleep.. after everyone hab finish wad they're suppose to do, kor bring miie go jackson to eat.. hab congee.. ii duno iif iit taste good, cuz can't realli taste ani ting.. heard tat it's nice... after eatin took a cab home.. bath le den eat medicine den sleep le.. wake up tat time like got someting pressin on moii hart.. veri difficult to breath.. haiiz.. duno lar.. headache n sore throat iis still on.. now not havin fever but fore head feelin veri cold.. ii hate thiis.. yesterdae aso ask k0r to stop sm0king.. restricted him onli can smoke the most 1 pack 1 dae.. gib him two months... actuali not 2 months lar.. nearli two months.. 22nd august is the last dae... also moii b'dae on tat dae ma... der alot reasons why i ask him to quit.. it's too long to type out.. n lazy to type aso.. jux hope he'll quit... =p..
12:41:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 24, 2005
is this wad u wan?
This is NOT what I want....
but this is the only thing that I can get for now....
Others said "At least you are close"....
but I say, "the more closer I get, the less chance I have....
It might look all perfect to you....
but to me, it's imcomplete, not belong to me.....
What you think it is does not appear to what it is it is just something that you people want it to be but the truth will never share to anyone since you want none of the truth all you care is rumors that you can talk about It will surely make your life easier but underneath this smile there are no peace or laughter all it shows, is a shattered world, totally destroyed the only things that holds it together is ready to break away... just for a while more this world will fall, shattered to tiny piece that can never be fix anymore...
Is this what you want?
1:35:00 am
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the day u left miie...
The day you departed from me, I was hurt, angry at myself for not loving you sooner.
The day you left I cried myself to sleep, with sore cheeks and eyes, knowing that you'll never come back
The day you returned to ur country, I had hope that you would still remember me, but then reality hit me, hard....
You were my temporary gift from god when I was suffering, knowing that we won't last, I entrusted all my love to you and fell deep, so deep
You were my love, till now I still can't forget. You healed my suffering, ur duty is done and now you've left.
You were my angel, guiding me throw my ups and downs, being there to help me stand with my own two legs
But now your gone.....I have to face it, moving on with all you gave and taught me I'll always remember...we're still connected
Looking up at the stars everynight , I know one day we'll be lookin at the same moon and stars. In the end, if we end up meetin again then its destiny. For now, I will keep on dreaming, until that dream becomes reality..
1:33:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 22, 2005
k0r..
hmm.. yesterdae went ard towner lookin for four people.. haiiz.. siian lorz.. heng got pay le iif not dEaD.. after school meet him at stall after his ITC... den go far east spray cap.. after tat go back stall.. k0r too tired den go slp at his old place.. hmm abt 9 plus ten like tat go find him ask iif he's alright.. he say ok den pass miie hiis fone.. ii tot he go smoke den come back... but after awhile nv go iin.. den aziwan n noor duno go where.. it's like everyone went missing.. four new staff lookin for four old staff... [to be continued..now at E402.. going for GM le.. buaii... continue later]
2:23:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 19, 2005
blood type..
saw wenya's blog.. fiind tiis iinterestiin.. so post iit.. ii'm b.. u??
Type A Speaking broadly, it is said that people with Type A Blood are calm, composed, and very level-headed and serious. They have a firm character, and are reliable and trustworthy (and hardheaded). They think things over and make plans deliberately, and they plug away at things steadily and assiduously. They try to make themselves more like their own ideal of what they should be. A Types may look aloof or distant to others. They try to suppress their own emotions, and because they have continual practice in doing this, this makes them appear strong. But, actually, they have a fragile, nervous side, as well. They tend to be hard on people who are not of the same type, and so they consequently tend to be surrounded with people of the same temperament.
Type B People with Type B Blood are curious about and interested in everything. That's may be good, but they also tend to have too many interests and hobbies, and they tend to get all excited about something suddenly and then later drop it again just as quickly. But they do manage to know which of their many interests or loved ones are the ones that are really important, the ones they should hold on to. B Types tend to excel in things rather than just be average. But they tend to be so involved in their own world or become so carried away with something that they neglect other things. They have the image of being bright and cheerful, full of energy and enthusiasm, but some people think that they are really quite different on the inside. And it can also be said about them that they don't really want to have much real contact with others.
Type O Type O Blood people are said to set the mood for a group and to take on the role of creating harmony among its members. Their image is one of taking it easy, of being peaceful and carefree. They are also thought to be big-hearted and benevolent, and they tend to spend money on others generously. O Types are generally "loved by all." But, they also, surprisingly, have a stubborn and strong-willed side, as well, and tend to secretly have their own opinions on things. On the other hand, they have the flexible, adaptable side of readily accepting new things. They are easily influenced by other people or by what they see on TV. They seem to appear level-headed and trustworthy, but they often slip and make big blunders inadvertently. But that is also the point that makes O Types lovable.
Type AB People with Type AB Blood are said to have a delicate sensitivity. They are considerate of other people's feelings and deal with them with care and caution. On the other hand, though, they are strict with themselves and those close to them. They, therefore, seem to have two personalities: one for those "outside," and another for people on the "inside." They often become sentimental, and they tend to think too deeply about things. AB Types have a lot of friends, but they need time to be alone and think things through, as well.
1:00:00 am
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biirthdae~!!
haiiz.. siian.. fan nao~!!! now workiin.. duno should save up for moii biirthdae or get a new phone.. ii onlii can choose frm one siia.. eiither b'dae open bbq/chalet or buy a new fone.. wad u ppl tiink?? haha.. furniie.. jux noe tat k0r wiill be iinviited, but dunch tiink he'll be goiin.. haiiz.. ii scared open no one wana go lar.. haiiz.. scared.. phone wana change cuz nw talkiin a lousy fone.. got nth to say abt iit.. yesterdae went to east coast... when goiing hm got heavy raiin... jiia lat.. kor FORCE miie to wear his shiirt.. FORCE lorz.. dun wan can't.. FORCE FORCE FORCE... haiiz.. hu ask miie scared of hiim... bo biian... den he walk 1/2 naked siia.. haiiz.. 2piid boii.. no matter wad i'll get wet de ma.. the farkiiin raiin so heavy... den when we reach toa payoh, saw verii niice raiinbow.. damn chiio.. the half ciircle de.. haben got the piic.. iif got wiill post iit de.. hmm.. after tat went h0me change den g0 kor hse slp.. hmm.. damn shag lar.. was late for w0rk.. haha... siian lar.. whiile walkiin to crc.. kor say he wana get giirlfriiend le.. wahahah.. so furniie... ii was liike.. "why wana get?? now no liife riite??" he himself say he not iinterested iin gurls.. now wana get giirlfriiend.. no head no taiil de lehx.. haha... but he say iif he get gf, ii aso need to get a bf le.. hee.. not planniin to get 1 yet lar.. g0t no tiime.. need to w0rk, study n cca.. where got tiime?? occupiied siia.. concentrate on moii studiies fiirst lar.. wahhaa.. liike verii old fashiion hor?? haha.. n0w stiill y0ung.. got alot tiime.. scared sch reopen can't cope.. niite owl to guaii kiia... hmm.. tiink end here le.. buaii people~!! mUaCkx.. be back soon..
12:37:00 am
♥ Friday, June 17, 2005
sq0ul re0pen..
haiiz.. results 0ut le.. miine ii stiill dun0 yet cuz f0rget passw0rd.. quiite w0rriied abt moii results aso.. cuz ii diin do well.. scared ii repeat.. siianz.. every0ne n0e theiir result ii dun0.. so weriid siia.. argh.. sq0ul gonna start le.. g0t c0ncert.. den the jap c0miin.. fark l0rz.. make miie need t0 wear blaz0r.. !#&*#@!* mux wear tat 2piid l0ng sleeve... change here n der.. haiiz.. siian l0rz.. arGh~!!! siian lar.. 1st week 0f sq0ul ii friidae nv go le.. c0mfiirm.. cuz ned to w0rk.. mon n tues comfiirm mux go cuz g0t concert... siianiifiied.. siiansatiion.. no comments~!!! one w0rd.. siianz~!!!!
12:23:00 am
♥ Tuesday, June 14, 2005
w0rk...
hmm.. yesterdae t0ld manager tat k0r w0rkiin t0o hard... aunty nancy can take 0ne week 0ff, why k0r can't? s0mem0re he part-tiime onlii.. so she ask miie giib hiim h0w mani off dae.. ii say 1 wEek lar.. she say can't.. den ii say 3 0r 4 daes lorz.. den she ask ppl take 0ver hiim... but n0o iish iinjured.. so hiis r0ostEr iish w0rk abt the same days, s0me full shiift.. haiiz.. iish liike g0t help hiim ask = never ask... but cause pe0ple iinjured.. b0 biian.. hmm.. yesterdae miichael c0me 0ver t0 send no0r h0e.. she diie diie dun wana g0 see d0ct0r.. m0rniin stiill n0t so0 bad.. aftern0on start t0 hab rashes... den they say she fractured.. ask her g0 TTS see, but g0 der 0nce iish abt 1o0+.. expensiive, hu's g0nna pay f0r her biills.. haiiz... a verii stubb0rn giirl.. hmm.. at niite they replan r0oster.. dun let k0r w0rk s0 much... den ii was asked t0 w0rk at n0vena 0n friidae~ ii was liike.. 0h moii g0d~!! ii'm a new staff , g0 n0vena xia suay aR? quiite w0rriied.. friidae m0rniin g0iing to plaza siing help 0ut iin the dun0 wad traiinin... n0w recruiitiin pe0ple.. maybe g0nna ask moii siister... iif she w0rk, ask her g0 0ther outlet w0rk... dun liike her t0 w0rk same place as miie.. sure nag liike siia0 de l0rz.. hmm.. n0w anii0ne wana w0rk at fast f0od?? cum tell miie... lolx.. d0ubt anii0ne wiill wana w0rk der...
2:23:00 pm
♥ Sunday, June 12, 2005
make over...
hmm.. yesterdae went for make over.. phoebe's cousin ned to take exam for some makeup artist course... need model so go lorz.. miie meet xanne at sec sch der.. after tat go serangoon meet phoebe... took a cabdown to paradiz center.. phoebe was the first one to start... she took the bridal one.. haha.. so cute... a small size giirl weariin bridal costume.. waiited for her for abt 2-3hrs... den xanne's turn.. her make up was devilish... lolx.. liike verii eviil liike tat... wahaha... after abt 1hr moii turn.. ii look liike a cat.. furniie... miie n phoebe got fake eyelashes... after that we went on our seperate ways, i meet kor at towner.. xanne n phoebe go PS.. hee.. reach towner saw mavis der.. she weariin hm clothes.. look quiite ok wiif iit.. lolx.. after tat went over to MacPherson der.. kor de wad liion dance troop tiingy der.. hang ard den take kor's daddy car der.. cuz yishun der raiiniin... ask miie take car... den take lorz.. quiite boriin lar.. saw jiian huii der.. shocked... he miis call miie den ii tot why he suddenlii call miie, call back, he say he siitiin iinfront of miie.. lolx.. hmm.. took a video for kor.. 9miine plus.. siia lar.. 1st tiime take viideo, take so long le.. tiiriin.. haiiz.. duno lar.. tiiriin.. sleep until now jux wake up.. piig siia~!!! need to go meet moii frenz... celebrate charles biirthdae...
5:03:00 pm
♥ Saturday, June 11, 2005
make oveR??
hmm.. tmr goiin fer make over.. hee.. fReE of cHaRgE.. aiiya.. wad ever iit iish.. iish xanne dEaR dEaR aSk miie company her de... phoebe de cousiin shop ma.. ask for 4 ppl.. den two alreadii taken.. hmm.. quiite exciited abt tmr.. goiing go for make over, after tat duno go where.. den meet charles celebrate hiis biirthdae... lolx.. not tat bad lar.. now at crc... playiin package... hmm.. siian.. wana sleep soon le.. haha..
12:46:00 am
♥ Thursday, June 09, 2005
workaholiic
hmm.. now quiite a workaholiic siia.. everydae work, after work go crc pass screddy food to eat.. stay awhiile den go home sleep... wake up den go work.. some routiine... gettiin abiit tiired of iit le.. but mux save up.. work n earn iincome.. maybe not blog tat often... school reopen soon le~!!! yeah.. quiite hapiie wiif iit.. haha.. can stay iin sqoul... better liife... liife now iish sucky.. liike shiit... slacker's liife... haha... sqoul reopen go SRC play le.. haha... gonna noe alot more people.. but mux meet ah gong at beatty der take cab to sqoul.. hee.. he cumiin to moii sqoul ma.. duno the way n stuff.. mux briin hiim ard.. hee... exciited for sqoul siia~!!! lolx.. craziie woman... wahahhaa.... jux saw some stuff... diisgustiin siia... let's not memtiion abt iit le.. eEeeEEe... haiiz.. gonna work soon le.. buaii~!!!
11:16:00 am
♥ Sunday, June 05, 2005
[[`_ food for thought _`]] (((`_.edited._`)))
Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you?
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.
If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart.
No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born
Some things u've lost u cant get it back, for there is no point in looking back at what you have lost. For the road of life was never meant to be travel backwards
Sometimes we smile to cover up the pain, sometimes we tend to laugh to cover up the hurt, but whether you smile or laugh, you can never hide what youre feeling inside even if a day should go by on
e pain of love n pain of being love are one and the same
true love is hard to find,hard to lose n impossible to forget
we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. for what is seen is temporary , but what is unseen is eternal
I kept thinking that it's not goodbye ; but keep on thinking that it's a time to fly off without you a pang of sadness rushes through knowing things will not be the same again
if I'd known I would know
would know what ?
NOTHING . I dont know anything and I cant do anything but just sit here and watch it all
watch it all fade away
empty spaces fill me up with holes distant faces with no place left to go without you within me i cant find no rest where im going is anybody's guess
ive tried to go on like i never knw you im awake but my world is half asleep i pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you all im going to be is incomplete
[[`_somethiingg arre meantt to happennedd frrom da starrtt..but iizh ourr hearrtt meantt to be togetther annd meantt ferr eachh otherr siincee starrt_`~~]] [[`_xiinyii.hazlnut**lubee**hiim`_]]
2:13:00 pm
♥ Friday, June 03, 2005
Tata Young - Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit b*tchy Can't change the way I am sexy naughty b*tchy me
I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like I'm the kind that boys fantasize I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like I may seem unapproachable but that's only to the boys who don't have the Right a approach or ride that makes a girl like me wanna hop in and roll
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit b*tchy Can't change the way I am sexy naughty b*tchy me
My mouth never takes a holiday I always shock with the things I say I was always the kid in school who turned up to each class bout an hour late and when it came to the guys I'd lay, I'd always pick the ones who wont figure out that I am clearly a rebel to the idea of monogamy
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit b*tchy Can't change the way I am sexy naughty b*tchy me
Sexy... naughty... b*tchy...me
People think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent
I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit b*tchy Can't change the way I am sexy naughty b*tchy me
I like all of my shorts to be a little too shortly Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty Can't change the way I am sexy naughty b*tchy me
I pick my skirts to be sexy Just like my thoughts a bit naughty When I'm out with my girls ...b*tchy Can't change I am Sexy naughty b*tchy me
11:35:00 am
♥ Wednesday, June 01, 2005
haiiz...
hmm.. decided to blog cuz sth iish not riight... wana wriite some1 testiimoniial but found out tat he's not iin moii contact list le... so never wriite for tat person lorz.. tat person aso deleted all the testiimoniial tat person wriite fer miie.. duno why aso.. hiiaz.. dun care lar.. tat person duno wana fren can jux say de.. hope ur readiin.. dun wana be frenz, jux tell miie straiight iin moii face... okiie?? hmm... 2dae never work g0 sch for reharsal... from deco team become mic IC... quite blur siia.. lolx.. after meet kor go temple... after viistiin the temple, meet the lyns~ lolx.. edyln n krislyn... abt 7+ liike tat go lor5 eat dessert... makan finish go back home.. hiiaz.. now can't smoke le.. kor keepiin look out at miie.. everydae wiif miie.. make sure ii dun smoke siia... iif ii smoke, sure diie lorz... dun dare to tiink of the consequences... but iif ii stressed i'll smoke lar.. not matter wad.. but defiinately not iinfront of hiim... tiink gonna start agaiin le..
9:04:00 pm
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