"If two people are in love, you can do nothing about it."
♥ Friday, August 31, 2007
if u can't handle me at my worst then u dun deserve me at my best..
9:19:00 pm
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hey!! i jus finish shower... while waiting for hair to dry, blog first... lOlx.. dearie's at dbl o now... actually can go wid him one.. because of tmr's test, i can't go.. haha.. study finish alr.. hope to pass wid flyin colours.. i tot i'm giving too much stuff for b'dae so i pass him the hp pouch i made tis morning to him.. damm happy when i called him jus nw... haha.. he was quite happy cause it was personalised... lOlx.. when i got e pics den i upload it for u ppl to see.. =))..
why?!? wad's farkin hell wrong... 1st... last min got a test come out.. fri mus go sch. can't go to club wid bf... 2nd.. nearly quarrell wid darling... 3rd.. waited for a farkin bus for 1hr den come. 4thd.. my own clique wana busted mie.. hiias.. why.. my world is fallin apart~~
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4:00:00 pm
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wad i draw on his leg~~
wad dearie done
xinyi love hoe chuan
lOvely heart
me and stepf
3:51:00 pm
♥ Monday, August 27, 2007
happy birthday belated b'dae to my soulmate,
andrea phua tiak mui
&
happy birthday to dearie's mumsy
skipped sch todae again.. and i finally found bu neng shou de mi mi OST... burn it in a CD for dearie.. he too love the tracks.. haha.. im startin my big project alr~~ wish mie good luck~~ =)).. had dinner wid ah feng todae.. catch up a lil went to NYP to find dear... guess wad?? lOlx.. i lost my way der while tokin to amelia's bf.. damm furnie... i actually tot i was on the 2nd storey.. buden din tink so much.. walk til dead end call darling.. den he tell mie walk up.. lOlx.. der was some conflict buden it was solved.. =)).. tok to both party.. went to mit dearie's family after his work.. had crab, scallop and the tou fu... damm full.. now waitin for my boy to reach home~~
10:53:00 pm
♥ Sunday, August 26, 2007
hmm... i jus came back from sentosa... saw stepfanie der... haha.. =)).. was tanned like duno wad... lOlx.. can see e obvious tan.. whole arm turn red.. dear's event was double the distance he expected... he arm now veri pain... we're both damm tired... lOlx.. gonna turn in reali soon after he reach home and tok.. it;s reali long since we last tok.. lOlx..
8:47:00 pm
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hmm.. i jus finish showering.. waiting for dearie to finish and we're off to sentosa for his competition... ytd was the 1st Mayflower Rover Drinking session @ zouk.. all august babies was given free entry... so yar.. der was zhen qiang, lionel, me, jabez, xiang jie, lester, melvin and yew choon.. mit at 9pm.. wait 9.45 den they allow us to go in.. hee.. for warm up.. all of us had sex on da beach.. after tat play the guessin game.. everyone drink another cup of tat.. taste like some cough medicine.. lOlx. after awhile.. we shared a jug of vodak lime while watchin the fashion show.. actually the clothes all werid werid and the models look veri dolly.. haha.. so after the show we proceed to bar2.. where we get our table.. drink long island tea.. before moving off to future, we all had 2 shot of ter-ki-la(duno how to spell).. haha.. by the time alot of them drunk alr.. lOlx.. yea.. went to dance for 1/2 before dear come pick mie up... tat's was my night.. haha.. surprizely, i attracted girls .. lOlx.. =))
7:11:00 am
♥ Saturday, August 25, 2007
hot and sweating!! im still in my glasses!!! lOlx.. jus move back home.. packed all the stuff.. secretly switch wardrobe wid my sister.. her clothes is like so lil can!! still use such a big wardrobe.. always take my bottom to wear and still dun wana change.. so i dun care.. jus use.. sooner or later im going to share table wid my youngest sister.. hee.. going to zouk tonight wid the scouts.. hmm.. mus take lots of care cause bf not coming wid mie.. his workin and tmr he got competition.. so jus pick mie up later and i'll stay over.. tmr gonna find stepfanie.. she's going for the competition aso.. hee.. see ya!!
11:43:00 am
♥ Friday, August 24, 2007
happy birthday to those august babies!!
3rd - Augustin 4th - Harris 8th - Marcus and Mavis 18th - Michelle and Hilmi 22nd - Lionel and Me 26th - Andrea Phua 27th - Choon Heng and dearie's mummy 30th - Rong Fa
i skip sch todae... not in da mood to go sch... buden amelia early morning call mie!!.. it's so difficult to get my off from dear ar.. she spoil it ler.. =((...buden it's ok cause i nid to research for darling's b'dae in the morning..
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9:12:00 am
♥ Thursday, August 23, 2007
hmm... after so so so long.. i've decided on wad to give dearie for his b'dae~~ haha.. althou it's still long, cause i still nit so save up and stuff.. yar... giving him 2 tings.. and it wun be a veri special night.. but i hope the tings i give him will touched him.. lOlx.. i hope i have enough time to save up~~ wish mie good luck.. =))
11:37:00 pm
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hmm.. i jus came back home from my b'dae celebration.. went to sch as usual.. buden was late for class... haha.. sleep thru out the whole morning lessons... had KFC for lunch.. after lunch went back to lesson... was the fastest to finish.. had abit of DOTA before leavin for potong pasir.. went to find ah feng before heading to NYP to find dearie.. was wearin a black tube wid a skirt... haha.. went to C.H.I.J.M.E.S for dinner at the hog's breath cafe.. i had Avocado Prime Rib while dear had Reef Ranger Prime Rib.. was damm full.. dearie give mie a belt from Gstar.. like it alot.. rugged (duno if it's spelt like tat)..anw, lester asked mie if i wana join them at zouk tis sat... haha.. hmm.. we're going to get a ring soon.. lOlx.. buden still haben decide when and where to get it... i lOve my bf and i appreciate wad he hab done for mie!! i lOve ya dear~~
12:26:00 am
♥ Tuesday, August 21, 2007
happy birthday to lionel and me
hmm.. 2 more hrs later will be my b'dae.. stupid mie!! haha... forget to take my keys out.. mus rush back home now.. =((.. suppose to mit kelvin buden mus rush back.. so nv mit ler.. now hab to go back..
10:02:00 pm
♥ Monday, August 20, 2007
881
hmm.. grandma wana watch 881.. i tink i'll go to watch wid her.. haha.. i dun mind watch wid her actually.. haha.. every time see her watch the advertisement, she like tempted to watch but no one jio her go.. so i let her hear the OST.. she seem veri interested.. might ask her out on thurs.. haha.. ask her watch together.. after tat bring her to some getai place company her listen..hee.. give her surprise lorz.. how 'xiao shun' i am.. lOlx..we used to watch getai and watch 'da xi' together when i was alot much younger.. haha.. of course tat time i still speak fluent teochew..i kinda miss those times.. i love my ah ma!! haha... she dotes mie e most.. lOlx.. im gonna get the 881 OST.. anione who wanna get mie a b'dae gift can gib mie tat.. haha.. it'll be nice.. hee..
10:40:00 pm
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hmm.. now in self access room.. waiting for lessons to start.. haha.. bored!! had LAYS and blueberry tea for breakfast... morning lesson are boring.. do nothing but talk talk talk.. luckily i went late for lessons.. at tis stupid gaming room, der's CS, DOTA and all sorts of games.. friendster is laggin tat's why i nv login.. mr chong lesson will end veri fast.. buden lisa leong leson veri jialat.. she'll drag~~ hiias.. i miss my baby boy.. =((.. i will onli see him on my b'dae.. haha.. suddenly ar.. i wana feel like gettin a ring for us.. haha.. furnie.. last time i use to tink tat rings make couple dun last.. but not now.. lOlx. see how lor... =))... i reali bored... tinking of random tings to tok abt!! haha.. ytd we went to catch 'license to wed' it was quite a nice show.. i doubt i can pass the test if i nid to go thru it.. hee..
*back from sch*
hmm.. jus now had dota match in sch.. we learn how to file sharing in the network.. so we did file sharing... dota file.. haha.. all play dota.. like 3/4 of the class playin.. i do not hab e photo.. when i hab it, i'll post it up.. kena pawn like siao can.. haha.. damm pissed off.. got play death match, all random and all pick.. what the fuck mode.. haha.. damm furnie.. i'm e only hero nv die.. haha... kena KS like siao.. it was quite fun la.. kinda pissed off wid sch todae.. team members aren't doin work.. hiias.. i'm going to give chance.. see how 1st..
12:25:00 pm
♥ Saturday, August 18, 2007
3 more days to my birthday!! 4 more days to my lunar b'dae..
lOlx.. tis yr i dun feel excited or wad for my b'dae.. not in the mood to celebrate.. duno why.. hiias.. gettin old!! argh.. going to be 19 soon ler lehz~~ i hate being 19!! i wana stay 18 forever.. haha.. anw, i'm savin for new year clothes alr.. going to get perankan top and a 2" covered heels.. to match wid a denim skirt.. a nice tube top and a matchin pants.. haha.. 21yr old next yr in lunar calendar.. duno if i'll get my key next yr anot.. haha..
12:48:00 pm
♥ Friday, August 17, 2007
dun ever doubt my love for u.. i hate it most.. and i can't stand it..
i'm sure it's love.. if not the phobia will still be der.. i wun open up to u..
if it's not love, i wun give in and jus hack care.. if it's not love, i will wun cry so easily.. if it's not love, i will jus keep quiet ytd.. it's cause i love u, i'm afraid of losin u..
12:31:00 pm
♥ Thursday, August 16, 2007
todae is our 4th monthsary.. hmm.. went to sch for like 1 and 1/2hr.. went back home, suppose to take allowance from mummy buden money not der.. mit dearie at my void deck after tat.. head to town.. walked frm far east to cine.. watched 881.. the show is not tat bad.. quite furnie.. i bet those aunties and uncles will like it.. hee.. had long john silver for dinner.. didn't had e appetite to eat.. i duno.. jus feel like vomittin.. cause there's this old smell der.. veri disgusting.. i duno why.. went back home after tat.. on da way home nearly buang.. stupid car cut in jus like tat.. e whole bike skid.. i duno why.. i felt werid.. like someting bad is gonna happen.. not a good feeling!! i hate tis feeling.. i'm not feeling good.. i duno why.. hiias..
9:27:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 15, 2007
OH MY GOD!!
i'm 45kg!!! i gain like 2kgs!! i'm doom!! i'm gonna be so so so fat!! hiias.. i seriously nid to lose some weight.. help?? anione??
6:49:00 pm
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pizza hut
we had our lunch at plaza singapura pizza hut.. lOlx.. damm furnie.. went there wid amelia, guang xian, wen jie and yida.. we went crazie..took alot pics.. the pics were frm the latest.. so shall follow e sequence... haha.. tis is yi da's ice cream.. damm furnie.. took like 20mins to make.. wen jie's cake my dear phone.. looks kinda holy yea?? lOlx tis is our nice cream of chicken soup.. after our pizza.. lOlx.. mie in the holy light.. our left hands.. guess which one mine?? empty glasses
after we went back to class.. only go back tok cock.. haha.. sit down der tok to chuen wei.. he intro mie to work wid him.. give out flyers in condo estate.. quite easy job.. hee.. so jus work lorz.. =))
i'm not missing you!
4:10:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hmm.. my boyfriend is now a pizzaboy.. lOlx.. i miss him like crazie.. mus wait til thurs den can mit him.. hiias.. sad sad.. =((.. haben reali tok to him todae.. he seem to enjoy his work der today.. he'll be fully booked from tis week onwards.. everyday workin.. and mie?? still slackin like duno wad.. haha.. piggy mie.. someting cross my mind.. i believe having rings, relationships will be shorter.. hmm... wad do u tink?? hee..
8:33:00 pm
♥ Monday, August 13, 2007
hmm... i jus reach home not long.. hmm.. next day i mit dear is only thurs.. long long day!! ahh.. i'll go crazie.. mus find entertainment for myself~~ =((.. mit ah feng and aunty jane todae.. haha... had chicken rice wid ah feng.. hee.. kinda stress wid sch todae.. got a difficult project to go on.. and was the team leader for the group.. hiias.. duno how to plan my circuit drawing.. crazie!! i duno wtf i'm typing aso... lOlx.. i jus mit my bf.. can't wait til thurs!!
11:26:00 pm
♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007
i've missed alot people!! 1. my dearest boyfriend 2. andrea phua tiak mui.. 3. my kfc frenz!
hmm.. i duno wad to do for my b'dae and i got a feeling i wun be doing anithinh tis year.. i'm kinda moody.. like dun hab e mood to celebrate.. i jus wana spend my b'dae wid a grp of ppl.. eatin my favourite cake.. presents and gift are not necessary buden i jus nid company.. hiias.. sad.. i'm feeling moody these few days and i duno why.. 10 more days!! i lOve u! happy birthday to mie!! =))
9:42:00 pm
♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007
hmm.. having some family gathering at ah ma's house.. haha... all e cousins and aunty are here.. =)).. i'm jus waiting for time to pass.. hee... wait for 2pm den go shower... den mit dearie at his place... haha.. saw my lil cousin and his alot fatter den i imagine!! wahahaha..come to realise all my cousin all young skinny skinny den as they grow older, become fatter.. only mie nv become fatter~~anw, i'm going to mit my clique for steamboat.. celebrate my b'dae earlier.. haha.. sian!!i hope time past faster!!!
i felt lOved
1:09:00 pm
♥ Thursday, August 09, 2007
"Happy birthday SINGAPORE"
hey.. today is the nation's 42nd b'dae.. haha.. to celebrate, mie and bf is going to catch rush hour3.. lOlx.. sleep the whole afternoon.. went karaoke yesterday at serangoon gardens.. of course i nv sing lar.. haha.. drink a little.. =)) .. changed my contacts also.. i seriously nid to get a job alr.. if not ar, my bills no one pay!! haha.. 13 more days to my birthday!! haha.. dread going to sch tomorrow!! argh!! bye~~ off to watch movie alr... happy holidays!!
4:51:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
i tink i've found the other part of mie alr.. my bf hab understand mie veri well!! never fail to be right there when i nid him.. showing solid proof of him lovin mie so so much! tis wk is national day next wk will be our 4th month.. the wk after next will be my birthday!!! haha... i haben really tot of how to celebrate my b'dae yet!! i'm turning 19 alr!! lOlx.. unbelievable!! i jus miss my bf!! haha.. i'm fallin deeper.. and deeper into the whirlpool of love!!
12:08:00 am
♥ Saturday, August 04, 2007
i'm munchin grapes like some popcorn!! lOlx.. suddenly hab the craving for grapes.. hee.. i duno why.. anyway i jus got back frm vivocity.. it was quite fun.. haha.. went to catch 'knocked up'., it was quite a nice show la.. haha.. too much of the 'fuck' word and some sexual content.. about some one night stand and an accident pregnancy.. it kinda scares e both of us.. haha.. before the show we went window shoppin.. haha..we look like some married young couple.. lOlx.. dear bought a new game.. haha.. jus hope tat the game will not be addictive.. later he always wanna stay at home.. hee.. i felt very loved todae... i duno why.. haha.. anw, i've missed my mens for 2wks alr.. it's not a good sign!! hiias.. duno wad's happenin in my body.. maybe cause of the milk tea i drink these few days.. i heard it's not good for woman.. now i start to realise it's true... hmmm.. and i wasn't happy abt the way dear tok to mie at the petrol station jus now.. maybe cause he's tired or wad, i not sure.. i jus kept quiet.. cause i want tis relationship to last, i reali love him.. and i dun wana lose my patience so fast.. i wan it to be never ending...
11:57:00 pm
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hmm.. now at gamester.. farkin hell.. damm hot can!! lOlx.. sweatin like hell like tat... lala.. have been playin battlefield.. lOlx.. havin tis motion sickness ler.. haha.. they playin CS while i'm bloggin away... cause saw some people inside, i can't really walk out... hiias!!! sweating..
2:31:00 am
♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007
dear in the toliet
hmm.. i went to school for an hour den come back home.. my 2nd lesson was canacelled.. todae i'm feeling alot better alr.. lOlx.. yesterdae was alot more worse.. haha.. was studyin for my module.. career development.. haha.. was 14% thru the whole module.. stupid online module where we mus go in every now and den.. haha.. buden at least i can mit dear online lar.. lOlx.. today we're not going to mit.. both of us were tired.. haha... =)).. i love my bf!! i miss him.. haha..
4:45:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 01, 2007
todae went to dear's relatives place.. suppose to be a private temple.. buden it turn out to be one of his relatives' place... din knw we were going der until we reached his place... saw his granny, uncle and auntie.. hmm.. feel quite werid der.. haha.. =)).. skipped sch todae cause i was havin a bad tummyache and headache when i wake up.. was too lazi to go to sch.. watched half of 'one litre of tears' alr.. it was quite a nice show la.. haha.. damm touchin... i encourage everyone to go watch.. a japanese series!! lOlx.. youtube can see the video.. tmr i tink i'm going to mit my bf for lunch.. haha.. veri fast our 4th month is going to come.. todae i wasn't in the mood to be loud.. was quiet all the way... maybe cause of my headache n stuff lorz.. hee.. din feel like myself.. we're veri hot tempered these few days.. keep shouting at each other.. i hope tis stop soon.. i dun like shouting at each other..
11:53:00 pm
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hmm... i jus finish the 1st episode of 'one litre of tears' .. quite a nice show actually.. it's in japanese... one epi alreadi si nice, i can't imagine the next few episodes.. hee.. i kinda enjoy tis show.. i tink dear's damm tired todae.. we travel to and fro alot times.. and i jus miss him like crazie.. he's the sweetest ting tat god had given miie... i can't reali sleep.. cause i took a long nap in the afternoon and i'm havin a bad headache.. decided to blog since der's nth i can do and so dear sch can hab something to read.. =)).. took panadol alr.. hope after i wake up everything will be ok.. kaka.. sometimes i jus wonder, did god jus gib mie such a nice bf and expect nth in return?? or do i nid to fulfil someting after i've gotten tis near-perfect bf.. he owaz say he's not nice buden he's the nicest ting god had ever given mie.. so far he din expect mie to return in ani ways yet and i dun wan tat to happen!! thx god for the tings u've given miie!!
1:55:00 am
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wad i draw on his leg~~ 
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me and stepf 
we had our lunch at plaza singapura pizza hut.. lOlx.. damm furnie.. went there wid amelia, guang xian, wen jie and yida..
we went crazie..took alot pics.. the pics were frm the latest.. so shall follow e sequence... haha..
tis is yi da's ice cream.. damm furnie.. took like 20mins to make..
wen jie's cake
my dear phone.. looks kinda holy yea?? lOlx
tis is our nice cream of chicken soup..
after our pizza.. lOlx..
mie in the holy light..
our left hands.. guess which one mine??
empty glasses
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