"If two people are in love,
you can do nothing about it."



♥ Friday, August 29, 2008



me, bf and his bro.
we wear the same shirt on the same day!
LOL. gay anot? all wear army shirt.
off to camp alr..
BOOK IN!


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4:45:00 pm
♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008


SUPER TIRED!

i cleared my stuff.. like 4 IKEA big bags of rubbish..
since i was p3 all the way till now.. all those dont need one throw away!
tomorrow going camp alr! super sian!
i dont know where's the sleeping bag.
i haben pack my stuff..
i haben do my souvenir for campfire.
FU*KED!


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9:52:00 pm


For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's hapenning to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Everything Changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreamin'

im falling in love with this song!
i want it for my wedding!


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3:31:00 am
♥ Sunday, August 24, 2008
Rainy day



I'm on the train now. Super heavy rain now. Can't really see what opposite. Super misty. And i miss my baby boy. Have to travel to clementi to close shop. Heavy rain. How to load the goods to the van? Hias..


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6:07:00 pm
♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008
20th birthday




my boyfriend prepared a surprise BBQ for me @ ECP.
he invited scouts and the chickens.
thanks adeline, ah feng, corina, huifen, vivien, darren, waimun, huijun, yibin & his gf, fazeli, fidah, lester, yewchoon, darren, kelvin, zhao chen, xiang jie & jabez for the presents.


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11:23:00 pm
♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008
happy birthday to me


happy birthday to me and lionel chee!

50minutes to my birthday..
boyfriend is at my place, teaching my sis..
HAHA.. my sis is so LUCKY lo..
she duno anything can ask my bf..
i`m not really excited.
suppose to go dbl o but amelia is sick..
pic will be uploaded soon!


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11:07:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008


my dear boyfriend's parents wants to send him off to aust~
they want him to study oversea. hias..
imagine how have to wait?
i wish he'll go study asap..
i`m so going crazy!


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9:11:00 pm
♥ Sunday, August 17, 2008






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10:03:00 pm
Ministry of Sound & 16 Month





went to MOS last night.
wanted to go dbl o but age limit was 20~
had great fun there.. but only 3 picture~
we did not bring camera there la~
we make guang xian learn how to dance..
after club, boyfriend fetch me home~
how sweet right? HAHA..
after we wake up the next day.
i went for scout meeting while dear went to study.
after cat high campfire we meet for supper at springleaf.

happy 16th Monthsary darling~


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11:40:00 am
♥ Friday, August 15, 2008
flash back..


it all start with a friendster bulletin..
" You opened it!! which means u really care about me. because you opened it now you have to repost this saying In Loving Memory with your name, the year you were born, and the year now. if you don't your mother will die in 3 days w/a horrible sickness but if you do the one person you have will love u forever... "

03/24/2007 10:30 pm wink wrote:
you are one evil person.
hehehehe

nUtZz wrote:
wad evil?? lOlx.. when free.. go out lehz... aniwae send mie ur no.. i l;ost my contacts ler..

03/25/2007 10:10 pm wink wrote:
haha. 9***1205(must hide his no. if not everyone start calling him)
i lost ur no. since last x'mas cos i lost my phone back thn. bleah.
anw u still with ur gf a?

nUtZz wrote:
hmm.. i'm using 2 no. now.. bill tOo high lar.. lOlx..

9***9156 and 91***955

hmm.. break liao lOrz... on the 13mth ani.. she siao ler... now say wana patch but i was attached with a guy from x'mas for 3wks.. lOlx.. nOw farkin single.. lOlx.. u lehz?? stil with megan?? is it her name?? lOlx..

03/26/2007 5:58 pm wink wrote :
haha. msg u also like no use like tht. also no reply. haha. so what u doing now?

nUtZz wrote:
u message mie at the wrong time ma!!! i wOrkin lehz.. den forget... lOlx.. so r u attached now??

03/27/2007 6:12 pm wink wrote:
i thought my msg got say? haha
nope. not attached. broke long long time ago. shes another siao chabo la..

nUtZz wrote:
where got say u single anot?? siao ar!!! lOlx..

03/28/2007 1:03 pm wink wrote:
my friendster profile got write what....... -.-
eh.. want to fake my gf not? hehehe. got something to play. hahaha.

nUtZz wrote:
nv reali go see lar... lOlx.. hOw u wana fake?? later i kena whack by her!!!

03/30/2007 11:01 am wink wrote:
bo liao la.. she cannot whack u one la.. please leh..
hahaha. aiya she one damm stupid bitch la.. hmm u go see her profile lo.. show longkang one.. megan****shi****@gmail.com

nUtZz wrote:
haha... fake wad?? tat's mOre like ur ex den ur gf mah... dOtz..

03/30/2007 10:45 pm wink wrote:
-.- no leh. must say until like tht a?
hmm. dunno leh. still waiting for u lo. when u want to be my gf leh?

nUtZz wrote:
ya.. right... still waiting for miie.. lOlx...

03/31/2007 2:09 pm wink wrote:
ya la. wait for u dunno wait how many years liao. anw.. msg u always dont want to reply.

nUtZz wrote:
reali mehz.. i dun believe... haha... cuz everytime u call/ msg mie at e wrong time mah~!!!!

04/2/2007 12:52 am wink wrote:
ya lo. everytime i wait u also dont want. hies. sad leh

nUtZz wrote:
wad's ur msn ar??add miie lar.. since u online right??

04/2/2007 2:15 am wink wrote:
bonk*****seless@hotmail.com
you're also not online

from then we started talking more.. and slowly.. we start dating.. and ta-da!
we're together.. tomorrow will be our 16th month~~


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11:35:00 am
♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008


i`m enjoying the last week of my teen years..
starting my "2" soon..
going to work on my birthday till bf come pick me up.
going to start selling earrings..
sort of sharing the business with valerie.


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9:52:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008


ok. i declare i`m no longer a happy girl.
1.i fail my BTT
2. bf's going to club on 21st night.
3. we're suppose to meet after he club.
4. we only going to meet on 22nd, 5.30pm.


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2:27:00 pm
♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008




i spend my whole afternoon arranging the necklace & repacking the earrings.
soon i`ll be selling earrings in whatever place.
tomorrow is is Basic Theory Test! i tried my best to let everything go in mind.
i can't get the traffic police hand signal in. i don`t understand that part.
haha.. so i`m just going to try my luck tmr. if i fail, i`ll be happy.
but if i pass , HAHA.. i`m going to be happier.
double O on friday night. boyfriend not coming along,neither is he picking me up.
16month anni and we might not be meeting. he got to study, i have scout.
i hope dear can give me a surprise on friday la~ LOL..
but i know i`m just dreaming..


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8:36:00 pm
♥ Saturday, August 09, 2008


HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

i nearly lost my life last night.
only half a meter away from accident?
if dear was driving abit faster,his engine will crash.
some reckless driver apparently beat the red light.
and was driving at high speed w/o braking.
if dear was riding, i would not be here typing now.
my IC no. will disappear from singapore record.
i can picture myself flying at least 5meters away.
dear said it was some stupid national day.. but i thought national day saved us.
but, whatever la. i`m still in the state of shock.
anyway, i watched the mummy yesterday.
it was quite a nice show. love it alot.


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9:47:00 am
♥ Friday, August 08, 2008


was super these few days..
thursday and friday was working with valerie.
selling her balls~ (fyi balls are the purifier)
oh speaking of balls, she`s going to give me one for my bdae gift.
it`s quite fun working there.. no body that time can walk around..
know this girl called angela. i tell u..
if u think i`m a AH LIAN, she`s more like one..
anw, i`m the most guai among us.
attached to ONE boyfriend while they have mutilple.
HAHA.. i know.. don`t compare with the bad one.
tomorrow got campfire meeting. have to wake up early again.
and i don`t know what the chairman have to say..
my having my BTT next wednesday. haven't go for trail test.
i think i`m going to fail~ but whatever la~
even if i pass my BTT, i also no money for lessons.


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10:27:00 pm
♥ Wednesday, August 06, 2008


A son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?'
The father, despite having a heart condition, said 'Yes'. They went on to complete the marathon together.

One day, the son told his father, 'Dad, let's join the Ironman together.' To which, his father said 'Yes'. Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride and ending with a 26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island.

Father and son went on to complete the race together.



the noble fathers.


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2:25:00 pm
Don't tell me unfaithful men can't help themselves


It was something I never thought I'd hear a guy tell me -- especially not in the '90s, especially from a guy who was not much older than me and especially since I only met him, oh, about 15 or 20 minutes before.

It all happened when a friend and I were waiting for the pool table at a pub and this guy at the table started talking to us about relationships and how it is impossible for men to stay faithful.

As he was lining up his shot, he said: "You want to know my theory on this It's like this see: In prehistoric times, people had to run away from predators all the time -- like sabre tooth tigers. And if women were pregnant all the time, they wouldn't be able to run very fast.

"So God made women with very low sex drive so that they wouldn't get pregnant too often. But if the men were like this as well, the human population would dwindle. So men were made to have high sex drives -- and it remains till today."

The guy, who was a manager in a large consulting firm, made his shot, turned around and smiled. "OK, OK," he said. "Here's the real reason. And it's really simple -- men marry for looks, and women marry for love. And when you go for looks it's really difficult to resist temptation.

"I should know, I speak from experience. When I went to school overseas, I had a girlfriend here. And you know, when you're alone there, you get lonely, and things happen."

And he said he could not guarantee that he would do anything different if he found himself in the same position after he gets married. And he expects whoever marries him to, well, accept it.

Wow. Which time warp and cave did he get caught in. I asked a sales engineer friend, Timothy, a few days later.

"Can you believe this guy? Now I'm supposed to think that men are poor weak creatures who really mean well but can't control their biology" I said.

Tim laughed and told me the man probably thought he was being cool.

"Well, guys do fool around leh," he said. "But there are faithful ones too lah -- you want someone faithful? Just find one square- looking guy lah."

Yeah right. Square? I used to think that Prince Charles, the ultimate parallelogram, was a safe bet. But now it is public knowledge that his extra curricular affairs, oops, I mean, activities, included night-time romps in the mud -- and not with his wife either.

Maybe all those cliches and easy excuses are true after all. You know, the usual list: Men separate the physical from the emotional, women can't, so men can actually sleep with other women without being unfaithful to their wife/girlfriend/whatever. Successful men have so many women hurling themselves in their paths that to say no would be, well, uncharitable. Everybody does it, so what's wrong? Men who are unfaithful really, really cannot help themselves.

"Remember that line in the movie City Slickers?" a 31-year-old male friend asked.

"There's this part where Billy Crystal leaves his wife at home and goes to this ranch for a vacation. And this other guy is egging him on to have an affair. When Crystal hesitates, his friend says something like `women need a reason to have sex, men just need a place."

A fortysomething colleague of mine told me that out of six of his close, married male friends, four have had affairs.

"But they're happily married anyway -- so who are we to say anything else?"

I say, I'd like to know their wives' definition of "happy".

There is also a whole slew of scholarly research, including a recent cover story in Time magazine that said yes, it is in our genes: males, animal and human, have a vested interest in spreading their seed far and wide, and are thus predisposed to having many partners.

Females, on the other hand, did better to look for a strong male to provide security for their offspring, thus it did them more good to be faithful.

Another study said that men, if they could have their way, would sequester all the attractive women and keep them for themselves.

Hey, there's a concept -- for my birthday I'd like to have a battalion of straight men who look like Harrison Ford, Pierce Brosnan (but with a better bod), Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, Winston Chao, John Lone and Keanu Reeves holed up in some East Coast condo for my women friends and I -- and we'd expect our husbands and boyfriends to well, accept it.

"Aiyah OK, lah. It's actually mind over matter lah," said Timothy, finally. I mean, this is from a guy who is cute, sweet, has really nice biceps and pecs and until recently, said he wanted to, in his words, "play the field".

Then he met this women when he took his car to the mechanic one day and slowly, he started evolving into something that started to look like a SNAG -- a Sensitive New Age Man.

And I rang up a married friend of mine, Victor, 31, married for three years to a woman he had dated for five years.

"Well, I uh ... eh, can I talk to you some other time? My wife's in the room," he said with a sheepish laugh before he finally relented.

"All right. I'll tell you. I have married friends who fool around, and I go out to pubs and to karaoke lounges with them, and yes, I still socialise with women. I talk to them, I go out with women friends -- but I draw the line at sleeping around.

"I guess you have to keep your marriage fresh, do things together, do different things -- and it takes both sides to make it work. But that's a whole other story. And hey, besides, it's not like married women these days don't have their share of fun as well."

A 28-year-old TV producer friend, who is known to have his share of female company, agreed very quickly. "Hey, this stuff's not just restricted to men you know -- although men do get a large share of the blame. You know, we're human. We want variety.

"But when I get married, I intend to remain faithful. I mean, I've had relationships before where I've been tempted to sleep with someone else, but I never acted on it."

So maybe it is possible to reverse centuries of biological programming: I know I have older men friends who have been married a long time who are good-looking, successful -- and faithful.

Maybe you can say, chill out, this is almost the 21st century, where people are not supposed to be puritanical about such things anymore.

Or maybe you can use the caveman/sabre-tooth tiger argument and say men are just slightly more evolved versions of apes who really cannot help their behaviour.

Well, we don't have sabre-tooth tigers running around anymore. We now wear clothes and walk with two legs instead of four. But we still have the power to hurt the people who love us by doing really dumb things. Then again, we also have these things called willpower and discipline.

And in the end, it is not just our wives or husbands we have to sleep with at night. It is ourselves -- and this sometimes inconvenient, irritating thing called a conscience.

source : [ x ]


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2:02:00 am
birthday celebration..


i`m going to celebrate my birthday at double O..
15th August 2008..
my main group will be my ITE classmates..
ur invited to come down too..
please inform me if ur coming.. =)

birthday BBQ..
not confirm where. but not inviting alot people.
cause i don`t have so much money to buy so much food...
unless u want to donate to HAZEL FUNDING?
most prob will be inviting the chickens..


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1:31:00 am
♥ Monday, August 04, 2008
你没想像中爱我 — 石欣卉《一切完美》插曲/片尾曲


你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我


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3:23:00 pm






went for a walk around lor 4 with my biatch..
decided to go back sec sch see2 look2
took afew pictures there of course.. HAHA..
bring back alot fond memories..
"eh.. last time we always come school from this gate"
"last time always hang around here"
when ur in school, u will think what mrs teo say is bullshit..
"when u start to work, u`ll realise that studying is better"
yes.. now i realise it.. studying is so much better.. especially in secondary.
how i wish i can go back in time.. so i`ll study better then..

i`m meeting boyfriend for movie later..
he`s in school now. i have to bring my own helmet to amkHUB.
going to watch money not enough 2.. =)
got to prepare now.. ciao~


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2:53:00 pm
♥ Sunday, August 03, 2008


guess where's my dear boyfriend?
HE'S IN JB NOW..
i didn't even know about it.. and i have to ask around here he is.
i guess it`s plan alr.. cause he went straight after bike fest.
he owes me a good explanation for that..



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9:02:00 pm
♥ Saturday, August 02, 2008


the ride home scares the HELL out of me~
sudden brakes and cars around you isn't fun at all.
went to had dinner at suntec carl's junior..
i miss my boyfriend alot..
i`m deprived of HUGSsSs..
i need alot alot alot of hugs~

wednesday at powerhouse?
thursday or friday at double O?
friday have to pay but more people can come along~
boyfriend wont be there~


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11:25:00 pm


6 hours till my exams and i can't seem to fall asleep..
there's something not right about me~
i tried rolling in my bed for like 1hour?
i`m having a bad cramp & the weather is super hot~
i want to watch movie..
will you bring me out for movie tomorrow?


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3:12:00 am



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