yeah~!! finali moii blog one year le~!! yahoo.. tink tis is the 1st blog nv kena hack ba... hapiie~!! hmm.. yesterdae whole nite playin frozen throne sia... wahahha... play until fight the four king... nearly win sia.. hiaz.. but end up lose.. sian lorz.. wahahaha.. after playin went home at about 7+ change le go tampinese watch madagascar wif kor.. actuali joseph aso got go de.. but due to some unforeseen circumstances, he din go.. quite fed up wif wad happened.. den during the movie, kor slp like duno wad sia.. pay 7 bucks to sleep inside.. the movie wasn't as furnie as i tot lehx.. after tat went to charles house to sleep.. furnie lorz.. got our own hse to sleep dun slp... sleep until abt 7 den wake up.. go kfc makan.. wait for them to close den kor send miie back home.. hmm.. tmr going sch... after sch temple... go pray to god.. =p

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11:43:00 pm

hmm.. yesterdae work morning shift.. jia lat lehx.. can't wake up.. haha.. onli after kor call miie den ii wake up.. wahhaa.. alarm sounded but ii off iit.. next time can't work morning liiao.. can't make iit sia.. after tat wait until 4 for kor's course to finish.. work fReE labour... learn quite alot stuff for base lar.. lolx.. actuali can't say learn lar.. cuz ii got work b4 ma.. jux refresh memory... hee.. quiite ez actuali, but when the food jam, die~!!! ppl will start to kao bei... wahahha... ok lar.. actualii wana help out cashier, but duno why like racist lehx.. all the malay cashier, den base iish chinese.. wahaha.. den ii hate place where the malays speak onli malay.. feel so left out den go in help base, also learn how to make burgers, fries... hee... not bad lar.. wahahha... yesterdae alot ppl kena scoldin siia.. duno why aso.. miie not on shift so never kena scoldin lor.. except fer miie , every1 else tio scolding.. hiiaz.. duno why he so pek chek sia.. he say wana quit, den i was sayin, dun quit~~ u bring miie in den u leave.. wtf lor.. at least train some ppl 1st den leave.. wanna leave aso mux bring miie go aso~~ haha... den manager aso tok to him.. den he calm down.. promise to train cashier n base ppl 1st before leaving... =p.. oh ya.. ii miss work todae.. overslept like duno wad sia.. yesterdae went to play frozen throne, haha.. play till 5+ den go hm change.. go kor hse slp.. actuali wana go work 2gether at 10 de.. den duno wad happen den nv go liao.. siao lor.. ask kor if it's ok, he say ok.. siao le.. nv go for work aso no1 call miie... furnie.. duno lar.. tink so much.. type verii long le lehx~~ buaii...

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2:09:00 pm

hmm.. went back to work at kfc agaiin.. now different stall.. no more kallang... now towner.. express stall.. no kiitchen.. onlii base.. but need to bread ziinger ourself.. miie traiin to be cashiier... they short of cashiier... hee.. lucky 2dae take post nv short money.. but over ring twiice siia.. jiia lat.. one iish press wrong, e other one iish other person key wrongly... but over all ok lar... not bad.. gettin the hang of iit... lolx.. gtg le.. need to wash moii uniiform n bath liiao... =p

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1:20:00 am

Sorry Charles, Kelvin n Joseph! Todae ask u all come moii hse get scared away.. sorii lehx.. a million sorry to u 3~!!! So pai sei sia… siian diiao lorz… totali pek chek if wad moii dad did lor. He told mum abt it, mum say when she’s not ard dun bring frenz home… so good lor, not like moii stupid father… useless~!! Argh.. miie gonna move out le lar.. tiink confiirm le.. startin soon le.. rent a house or room wiif frenz.. work n support moiiself lor.. can’t stand stay in tis house, is can’t tat can’t.. The most stop schooling temporary... work le, got a stable life den start studyin again lor.. stressed now.. told mum abt it.. she’s against the idea, but nv object… she say stay outside, got a lot stuff to consider.. the monthly expense, ur school fees, the rent n stuff… most importantly, she scared I stay alone, will become zhi bi… not sociable.. aiya.. ii dun care so much le.. ii dun like tis family, so I’m moving out la… as simple as tat.. no other reasons, once I’ve saved enough, I’ll move… once move, I wun come back, no money, the most work full time.. forget about moii studies fiirst… dun tok abt it le.. make moii blood boiil onli.. 2dae play frozen throne.. x hero seige 3.11 wif moii brothers.. wahaha.. call them brothers easier lar.. if not mux type 3 names , veri troublesome.. hee… owaz lag out de lorz.. fark.. duno restart how mani times le.. restart till I pek chek lor.. leave shop at 10 like tat.. took a bus home.. ii duno lar.. siian lar nw adaes.. tink gonna sign up as member le.. these few days owaz go der.. hee..

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11:43:00 pm

yoz peepx~!! hee.. changed moii skiin agaiin.. tiis time ii diid everytiing moiiself.. hee.. so proud of moiiself... yesterdae help joseph edit his template.. tat sly siiao.. say sly iish hiis shii fu.. wahhaa.. siiao ta bo.. sly hiis shii fu cuz hiis bunny teeth worse den joseph.. den call him shii fu... den charles iish hiis shii xiiong.. wahahha.. cute.. hmm.. stiil gort wad else happened yesterdae.. lemme tiink.. haha.. jux become kelvin's meii... hee.. cuz of some stuff den we come siibliings de.. quiite furniie actualli... at niite play yahoo! pool wif charles n joseph.. funiie.. on da fone, in msn n pool.. talkiin tuu each other.. kinda stupiid actualli.. wahahaha.. den can't 3 person play together so we play winner stay.. duno wad they say.. wad foxy ong.. ii listen le aso blur blur.. hee.. zhen ge ren gong diiao.. den moii fone aso siiao siiao.. acn't hear properli siia.. argh~!! need to repaiir soon le.. siian 1/2... lazi to go until suntec to wait... haha.. gonna work tmr le.. jux got moii typhoiid cert.. siian diiao.. still ned to pay 3 bucks for a piece of paper.. finalli i'm in the oriientatiion team.. iin decoratiion.. wahhaah.. tiink wiil get a chance to see the concert.. haha.. nort bad.. waiitin for sch reopen.. niice~!!

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3:23:00 pm

hiie~!! hmm.. miie thiis whole week stay over outsiide siia.. miiss moii bed m 7 soft toy soo much lehx.. hmm... went fer moii klass chalet.. some stuff happened and manii of us diin stayed for the second niite.. siianz lorz.. ask joseph to come over, ask hiim tuu ask hiis frenz along cause iiniitally onli four peepx hangiin ova but end up gabriiel fren aso hang over.. haha.. he ask kelvin come over.. hee.. erm. alot stuff happen iin da chalet jiiu duii le lar abiit lazii tuu type 'em out lehx.. hee... lazy to type le lar. siianz.. now at crc.. surfiin net n alot stuff..hee... gonna play maple liiao.. buaii~!! cheers...

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1:54:00 am

*__ii've tot iit thru, it was an excuse when euu saiid ii backstabbed euu.because u no longer lub miie. i`ll never wiin back ur hart no matter how hard ii try to bend.isn`t iit true?r euu sayiin ii won`t be giiven another chance the moment ii`ve made a miistake?i`ve come to tiis conculsiion after so much has happened. to euu i`m worth nothiin. iish iit truetat once lost, feeliin can never be brought back? moii relatiionshiip wiif aadamm iish hiistory. the passage of tiime has changed everytiing. i`ll liike tuu tiink of nutiing but moii studiies at the moment. i`ve learn to see thiings frm a diifferent angle.friiends around miie had been tryiin tuu purse lurve.dey ended up feeliin exhausted. actuali lub iish nutiin but part of liife. we`re still young, we should use our youthful energy tuu challenge our own limites as well as our opponents` and fulfil tiis wonderful and noble task.euu duno wad's lub, lurve should be siimple and happiie. euu shouldn`t have schemed ur way iinto iit.has iit crossed ur miind jux wad you`d been fiightiin fer?do u noe wad u wan?


*__chiim paragraph whiich ii spent alot of tiime searchiin fer those chiimalogy phrases.. make iit sound so pro... hee.. tiis iish not delicated tuu anii1.. juz tot of wriitin down some thiing...

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5:30:00 pm

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题

看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星
一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题

当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得
也该让你远离

握你的手
坚持到最后一秒钟

哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的

了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了

也许温柔 是停止(再)挽留

握你的手
像耳语轻声说保重

让眼睛就算湿了
不只是痛也有感动

以前每一次挥手
都为了再握手

但这一次 是为了放手

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4:24:00 pm

lolx.. chiiongster ar miie.. actualii can't say liike tat de lar.. hee.. onlii stayiin over ma.. can't say chiiong... hee... yesterdae verii siian den meet joseph at orchard at niite when ii wake up... walk up n down... abt 8+ went to esplanade der siit down... tok tok tok... tok untiil 1+ liike tat go tampiinese fiind charles... hee.. funiie... tok nonsense... den go up hiis hse.. furniie.. both of them makiin miie luff tiill stomach paiin , jaws drop siia... can't take iit.. stay till tiis afternoon. hiis mum cook fer us... 2pm den took a cab back to toa payoh.. change le cab down to sch.. rush liike siiao siia... hee.. after exam meet teng loong at mac... company hiim makan... tok nonsense... hee.. he say ii look liike smoker siia.. 1st tiime ppl tell miie tiis... surpriized.. hee.. later todae gonna hang ard toa payoh le.. hee... fun... everydae ton ton ton... shiiok.. niite liife iish good~~ hee... lub iit alot... siian... jux tiio scoldiin siia... daddy say ii too much.. siiao... ask miie iif wana ton, move out of the house... not ii dun wan move, iish no place to move, no money... ii work, comfiirm move away de lor.. comfiirm de.. once ii get moii stable job.. move out dun wana come back liiao.. fark~~

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6:42:00 pm

hmm.. yesterdae went tuu study wiif patriick, kelviin , boon teck, kartigan, and guy wad name... studyiin at singapore post... lolx.. stuupiid miie.. b4 goiing down to SP, went to kartigan hse wiif shorts... den ii take buz shiiveriin liike duno wad.. damn cold.. after doiin theiir project. took a cab down to paya lebar... after tat ii tiink i'm goiing out n shorts verii short.. can't tahan... den go home change... stupiid riite? lolx.. after changiin le, go back study... damn guaii lor miie... nv smoke anii stiick siia.. hee... after studyiin meet joseph , kelvin n charles at bedok... makan le go tampinese mart, actuali kelvin wana go look for his ex de.. but ex nv work.. den miie go in watsons turn 1 round buy one sweet... 4 bucks like tat... siiao de... den siit outsiide KFC, the guys were eatiin popcorn chiicken meal... den tok tok... tat time was alreadi 9+ le.. dne tok tok tok... tok until 2+ 3 liike tat... siit till moii butt paiin... haha...kelvin was behaviin funniie tat tiime.. duno wad happen to him, keep punchiin the table..triied to stop hiim but he nv stop... scary siia.. all the niite he was so quiiet..ask kelvin wad happened he aso duno... he saiid maybe he's tiired...scary lor.. punch till knucles red.. out of the sudden, charles n joseph saw leg around us... miie n kelvin feel something funnie... suddenli veri cold.. chill send down my spine siia... and we were tokiin if we can see... miie not verii scared...got tiis feeliin den change place de... siia lar.. eeriie siia.. go e other place siit down tok again... sit tiilla bt 8+ den leave... take 28 back to toa payoh... reach home abt 10+.. wash up n stuff... messagin... den i got send.. moii fone siiao, nv send.. den slp... jux wake up not long ago...

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4:53:00 pm

hmm.. now holiidae le... diin realli long fer tiis holiidae... duno why aso lehx.. maybe cuz ii noe ii'm nort goiing out often, most of moii tiime wiill be spend stayiin at home... hee.. sian... now lookiin fer job... ask adam iif he stiil workiin at riitz carlton anot... cuz iif can't fiind job go der work lor.. haha... heard from hiim juz call n book can le.. duno lar.. fan now.. valeriie told miie wiild wiild wet lookiin fer guest assistant, duno wad they do aso... but mux work iiregular hours... wonder wad they mean by irregular hours.. wad ever iit iis, i'm goiing der to check it out.. hee... moii holiidae will be bored.. bored to death~!! longiin fer sqoul to start~~ craziie miie.. ppl long for holidae, i long for sqoul to start.. todae iish onlii the 2nd dae of holiidae i'm alreadii complaiiniin bored... hopeless... siian ar... people.. iif u all wana go out, count miie iin~~ last miin aso can.. but dun too last miin lar.. wahhaha...

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8:32:00 am

L o s t.

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12:31:00 pm

the pervert!!! take a close look at thiis farker!!!!
[property.of.hazelnut]

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12:07:00 am

moii god~!!! ii meet a pervert tuudae!!! fark lorz... at fiirst ii'm at the buz stop outsiide sqoul.. waiitiin fer 155.. den thiis UNCLE stand iinfront of miie.. tryiin to iimpress miie... siia lar... the way he iimpress ar... liike the 70's ah pek tryiin to iimpress small liittle gurl... fiind tiish UNCLE verii siick lor.. hiis looks nnort say ok lookiin... look liike one bloody ah gua lor... liike the pringles ah pek liike tat... den nvm lor.. wen up the bus, he aso follow up... by the tiime ii noe, he's siitiin besiide miie le.. ii was liike oh shiit... oh god.. lucky ii saw joseph n kelviin.. ask them help miie out of the seat... lolx.. den half way saw jonathon...ask hiim company miie hm den peii hiim go CRC.. he say waiit iif tat UNCLE follow den he follow miie back.. iif nort he go straiight to CRC.. wah.. siian lor.. the UNCLE all the way use those piian taii yan shen tuu look at miie... some more turn back n look siia.. use those se mii mii de eyes look at miie liike one kiind.. giib those ch** bye smiile... eEeeEEeEe.. puii!!! scary experiience jiiu duii le.. bRrrRr... ii'm glad iit's over...

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9:26:00 pm

hmm.. jjux cum back frm uncle's wake.. moii daddy's eldest sis de husband... moii cousiin aren't married yet, so the most they onlii 8yrs moii seniior... den suddenlii tot of moii parents... ten yr down the road, dey'll de dead too.. den ii duno wad's i'm gonna do le.. some more i'm the oldest ger at hm.. comfiirm alot stuff fer miie to do de.. hiiaz.. xiiang dao jiiu sad... duno lar.. tmr still ned to go for the chu piiing tiingy.. hiiaz... hiiaz..

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10:41:00 pm

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there
ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit
then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I wont up in the middle of the night
and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride,
back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world
ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up and run
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

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9:44:00 pm

hmm... yesterdae n tuudae fastiin siia... haben eat anii tiing much... hiiaz... yesterdae eat 2 small pack of chiips, 1 mediium spriite n 1 chendol... tuudae eat 1 combo 1 and iice cocoa n iice creme... jiia lat.. tuudae eat le feel liike vomiitiin.. duno lar.. lolx.. ii haben been feel verii well these few days... argh!!! den suddenlii got urge to eat veri veri sour stuff... every1 say sth iish wrong... aiiya. dun care lar... feel liike vomiitiin now n den... siian 1/2 lorz.. nnow gonna ediit moii blog.. can't read the past..

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7:44:00 pm

okiie 1st of all.. ii'm not recoveredd yyet.. ii'm stiill siick... and second... ii jux broke up.. wiif moii bf.. 6 weeks... 42days...1008hrs... hiiaz... quiite sad... duno.. hab been quiite stressed up wiif all these... sat ask hiim wad tiime leave hse , before he even reply miie... he's out of da house... sundae go out wiif frenz 2 Kbox, i LL... actualii mondae meet de, last min ppl call hiim out to sentosa, den he go.. nv meet miie.. quite fed up wiif wad he've done.. ask hiim to choose fren or gf.. he choose fren... so i've got nth to say.. damn du lan.. 2dae ii ren all moii qii.. meet fren.. they aso late.. dun wana say lar.. whiile waiitin fer 'em, smoked 8 cigg iin an hour... whole dae 15 sstiicks... veri fiierce... hiiaz... jiia lat.. stressed... worse of all.. moii bf doesn't noe.. it's like he doesn't realii care fer miie... dun contact miie for 3days.. wiithiin the 3 days, i contact hiim one.. hiiaz.. duno.. dun wana end thiis relationship de, but he way he treat miie le miie tiink other wiise.. so ii ask hiim iif he realii wana contiinue tiis realatiionshiip.. why why is he puttiin hiis bro 1st... can meet bro can't meet gf.. he told miie.. "Sorry lar.. I put brother 1st den 2nd galfriend.... Sometime i'm really busy.... u can't understand me or trust me or wat ever fark.... Den i think i'm not the rite person for u... Hope u got the meaning" .. after seeiin tiish msg, ii told hiim he wun be anii1's gd bf iif he put bro 1st... so he told miie "Not everybody has a same thinking... I noe u treat good.... We can't communicate well... Hope we can be bet friend... Hope u noe it... I don wana be enemy".. ii was thiinkiin, iif u tiink we can't communiicate well, why dun tell miie earliier... maybe he liike another giirl or wad, ii duno.. but ii dun tiink he'll do tat.. hiiaz.. dun say le lar.. now ii onlii wan a peaceful liife...

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